ZIA (NOT AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD)
part 11's
Mela was stunned for a third of the night, pitting everything against the Khalik - indeed the sin she had committed would never be erased. Mela simply asked God to lead her from error to the path of righteousness, asking for every breath of her life in order to atone for all wrongs to her daughter Zia.
I don't know what pain she had felt in the womb first when Mela with dark eyes and conscience swallowed every pill and potion whatever Adit gave with the aim of aborting the content.
interrupted by tears spilling over the prayer mat glancing towards the bed, Zia slept soundly with her innocent face.
"forgive mother zia, mother of the most despicable and sinful mother in the world" as if a large new lump had struck Mela's chest as she spoke
"before God's promise mother will raise zia well, will mother do her best for zia.zia will succeed in the world and the hereafter. zia will grow up to be a sholeha child not like mother"
"o Allah is to You that I ask forgiveness for my filial pardon and sins, lead my servant, O Allah, to always be upright and straight in Your way" the thread of prayer that always prophesies in every prostration.
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"Mels... Mel.. wake up"bu hani built Mela who fell asleep on her alphabet
"later prayers his body"
"it's time to pray the prayer yaa bu, zia where?" Mela turned her head because she did not see the existence of zia
"so mom entered zia nangis seemed thirsty, mother made milk earlier.it was outside the same father again drink milk"
"oh ya already Mela wudhu first ma want to pray shajuh"
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"mommy Mela wants to bring zia vaccine on the day of the posyandu schedule here earlier phone call sngajak go Sama together, just a few more sundi pick up"
"you're okay Mel took Zia there, there's a lot of mothers"
"God willing is okay mom, Mela is more worried that her immunity zia is not complete pity zia in the future. Mela wants to be healthy and get all her rights" said Mela
although actually mela was also worried how the reaction of mothers who helped bring her children immunization later when she saw he came to bring zia. but Mela rounded her determination, all for the sake of zia" bismillah" said Mela
"assalamu'alaikum, spit ready ayooo depart" Suddenly sindi has appeared at the door by pounding devano her son who is the same age as Zia is only ten days older devano than zia
"it's ready for ayooo to go"
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it's true that Mela and Sindi look different expressions from the mothers who gathered in the courtyard of the village office
there is something ordinary
someone whispered
something is tripping
someone smiled cynically
Mela took a deep breath and exhaled again, Mela's inner bismillah
he tries to act as calm as possible
"well.sindi... " Ranti half ran over to mela and sindi. Sindi had told me that Ranti is now a posyandu cadre in their village village.
Ranti directly swivel zia's cheek
"ihhhhh ggas your son Mel, canntiikkk, can't I carry ya" ask for change
"maybe" Mela gave up on Zia
zia also immediately switched to a sling
ranti kissed zia's cheeks many times, zia looks comfortable and calm in a sling
"sorry Mel from you back home I have not had time to play at home, I just arrived yesterday"
"yes, I understand how Ranti, yesterday sindi told me all"
ranti has indeed been accompanying her husband for the past year as the executor of civil duties in the next district, and now back to the old camat office.
"ehhh Ranti carefully holds a child who is clearly the origin of such, you do not have children. will be cursed you"
