Zahwa My wife

Zahwa My wife
Chapter 61



"Are you happy.?" asked Rudi, when he saw the face of Sarah who looked so happy because it was like she had just escaped the burden of such a big problem.


"Yes, now I just have to wait for his decision, after that I will no longer make other women feel suffering because of my presence." Sarah said with a smile.


"I hope this is a good start for your life in the future" said Rudi again.


"Thank you Rud, you've accompanied me for today." Sarah is seen throwing her smile at Rudi.


"Heem. How about we get some food first.?" bring Rudi.


"May." both were seen getting into the car and driving towards a restaurant.


After eating, Sarah asked Rudi to send herself to her parents' house, because she intended to tell the rift of her household to her parents, however, Sarah's parents must know about the state of her household with Anton.


After dinner, Sarah told about the state of her household with her parents, she also said that she had registered their divorce to the Religious Court.


"Sarah, why did you do that, you shouldn't give in" said her mother, who was visibly upset by all the actions and decisions taken by Sarah.


"Ma, all this time I was the guilty one, I'm the shameless one who went into their household" said Sarah.


"But it's not his wife who asked you to marry Anton, so if he knows himself, it should be Zahwa who is divorced from Anton" said his mother again with annoyance.


"Here you are, anyway I know that it seems like Anton now does not love me anymore" said sarah with her sluggish face.


"Bad men, all this because Zahwa, mama did not want Sarah, just married now you have become a widow" said her mother increasingly upset.


"Ma, the decision made by Sarah is indeed right." said papa Sarah who from earlier was seen silent.


"No pa, mama can't accept that they're playing our son." looks the face of hatred from the woman's face.


***


Anton is seen praying in his room, the words of his mother and brother are true, he should not dissolve continuously in sadness, he said, he had to work out how to persuade Zahwa to return to his former homeland later, after his father returned from abroad.


Anton was seen crying when he said his do'a, he was so sorry for all the actions he had done against Zahwa.


"O Allah, I ask forgiveness from you, I have done too much wrong to Zahwa, but I ask Allah, open the door of his heart to return to me, I promise I will never hurt him again, O Allah, I love him dearly, please God please bring Zahwa back to my side." What a word that came out right from the bottom of his heart, Anton could not help but cry when saying the do'a he said.


After finishing the prayer, Anton remembered to his second wife Sarah, he took his cell phone and intended to contact Sarah. However, the household with Sarah must be repaired as well, because Anton does not want to, there is an injustice between them. So if he tries to persuade Zahwa back, then he should also be able to make Sarah stay by his side.


"Assalamualaikum" said Sarah across the street, as she received a call from Anton.


"What's calling me.?" sarah asked, now the words that came out no longer showed affection between them.


"It's okay, I just want to know how you are.?" ask Anton.


"I'm good, oh yes I've registered our divorce in court" said Sarah, and Anton was surprised to hear his words.


''Why did you make that decision so soon Sarah, can't we fix all this first, please think again Sarah." Anton's heart aches hearing his wife's decision, it's not right, although there is no longer love for Sarah, divorce is also not a good thing according to Anton.


"Here you go, there's nothing we need to fix anymore, I think this is the right choice, so you can focus on fixing all your mistakes to Zahwa, you've hurt him enough all this time mas." Sarah again.


"Hemm, yes you are right, I have indeed hurt her too much, but can't we also improve our household.?" Anton is still trying to persuade Sarah.


"No mas, my decision is already unanimous." Sarah completely rejected Anton's persuasion.


"Then will you forgive me Sarah.?" anton again.


"Yes, I have forgiven you, forget everything that has happened, I pray that you can be together again, and never again you waste Zahwa mas." sarah's words sounded really sincere from her heart.


"Thank you Sarah" Anton said, turning off his phone.


Although his love for Sarah has faded, but still Anton feels sadness when Sarah decides to separate, the memories they have been through are so many and also difficult to forget it just like that.


I hope you can find a better man.


After that Anton tried to contact Zahwa's mobile number, he hoped this time could be connected, because he wanted to treat his longing for his wife. But the mood was only in vain, Zahwa's mobile number still could not be contacted, Zahwa really cut off communication between them and did not give Anton a chance to know his whereabouts.


Where are you Za, how are you and our son doing well, I miss you dear. Anton tears back in his eyes when he imagines Zahwa's face.


***


At the boarding school, Zahwa was seen teaching in his room. And suddenly Zahwa felt the movement from his stomach, Zahwa's content was almost four months old.


"Alhamdulillah you have started to move son" said Zahwa he looks so happy, while rubbing his stomach.


"Your father would be happy if he could feel your movements." this time he was seen shedding tears when he remembered her husband Anton.


"Mas, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to separate you and your son, I just want you to realize all your mistakes mas." murmured himself.