Zahwa My wife

Chapter 165

A week after his return home, Rangga returned to the hospital where he underwent treatment to do a check-up, check his condition again.

Accompanied by Nazwa and Rita's aunt, they also left to be delivered by a driver who worked in the house.

After examining Rangga's condition, the doctor said that Rangga's condition had improved enough before all, and suggested that Rangga enough rest and reduce the burden of his mind, because it would affect his heart health.

Penta Rita sends Nazwa and Rangga to the car in the hospital parking area, and tells them to go home first, while Rita's aunt headed to the doctor's room back to see the doctor who handled Rangga in his room. But he reasoned to stop by his best friend's house.

"Nazwa, Rangga, aunty intends to stop by aunty friend's house, so you should go home first huh." said aunty Rita.

"Tante, can be sent by the driver" replied Rangga giving advice.

"No need, we are different directions, later you will be late on the road, after all the doctor advises you to take a lot of rest dear." replied Aunt Rita.

Although her face was smiling, Aunt Rita distorted the big questions she still covered. Silently the doctor asked Aunt Rita to meet him again, because there was something she had to say.

"Alright aunt." replied Rangga.

"Dear heart dear." aunty gently rubbed the arms of Nazwa who was seen getting into the car.

After making sure the car carrying Rangga and Nazwa was far away and no longer visible to his eyes, Rita immediately re-entered the hospital, and headed to the doctor's room that handled Rangga.

"Sorry to wait a long time doc." Aunt Rita entered the doctor's office after being invited in.

"It's okay ma'am, please sit down." the doctor again invited.

Aunty Rita sat in the chair in front of the doctor's desk, with a worried feeling, some questions have adorned the contents of Aunt Rita's head.

"What is the doctor asking me to see a doctor, this must have something to do with Rangga right doc?" aunt Rita began to search for doctors with questions.

The doctor is seen taking a breath, then he tries to correct the position of his glasses, then starts talking to Aunt Rita.

"I don't know what the problem is with Rangga's life, but Rangga's condition is actually not getting better."

The doctor gave an explanation.

"Doctor mean?" auntie Rita is starting to look confused.

"Rangga's current condition shows that he seems to be depressed, his heart rate is getting weaker, and getting worse. I just suggested that he not think too much, because of this situation, it could have shortened his life." explained the doctor.

"But I think Rangga is fine, doc, no problem, the household is good, I see they also never quarrel, even he is not working anymore for now, he is not working anymore, in order not to worsen the condition." replied Aunt Rita who was still confused.

"Then I have to find out what is the problem with Rangga, because the examination can not lie, and seeing Rangga's condition now, it is clear that he is not in good condition." answer the doctor again.

"Well doc, I will try to ask Rangga slowly, I am sure he will tell me." jawan aunt Rita, the doctor nodded his head.

Aunt Rita came home with sadness and confusion, she did not understand what really happened, aunt Rita felt the situation at home everything was fine, but why Rangga's condition could get worse?

Arriving at Rita's aunt's house looking for Rangga in her room, but he did not find his nephew, he continued to look for Rangga other room, but still did not find him. Aunt Rita also went to the park behind her house, where Rangga usually likes to spend his time while doing office work.

And sure enough, Aunt Rita saw Rangga who was sitting alone there, pensive to look at the flower plants that look so beautiful.

Aunt Rita also approached him, and from a distance the aunt tried to make Rangga aware of his presence, so that Rangga was not surprised by the presence of aunt Rita who arrived, because it could endanger Rangga.

Rangga who heard footsteps, immediately turned to look, once he knew who was walking towards him, Rangga immediately threw a smile while asking.

"Yes, it's a pity that the aunt who wants to meet is not at home" replied the aunt who gave a false excuse, the lips of Aunt Rita quivered, because she was unable to lie to her nephew.

"Where's Nazwa?" aunt continued to walk as she approached Rangga, and also sat in the same long chair as Rangga.

"By cooking, making porridge." replied Rangga.

"Ohh." aunty Rita answered briefly, then she was silent for a moment, trying to think to find the right word to find out the problem of Rangga.

Unable to resist asking questions, Rita finally opened her voice and began to speak to her nephew.

"Rangga, it's not good to keep your own problems, I've considered you like my own child, so I won't be able to let you suffer, and bear the burden myself." Rita's aunt looked at Rangga deeply, tears are still trying to hold it.

Instantly Rangga was jolted with the words of his aunt, Rangga turned his head and saw the face of the woman he had regarded as his mother with a lot of novelty. Rangga realized that during this time Aunt Rita was one of the closest and caring people to him, so how could Aunt Rita not know that she was in sadness.

"Tante, I'm fine, there's nothing to worry about, auntie can see I'm happy right now." Rangga was still trying not to make his aunt worry.

"You can talk like that, baby, but you forget that you're not good at lying to your aunt. Are you unhappy with your marriage, dear?" aunt Rita does not want to give up and continues to look for answers from Rangga.

"Where I may not be happy aunt, aunt knows for herself, is not that Rangga loves Nazwa very much, and only Nazwa can make me feel comfortable." Rangga continued to try to make his aunt believe.

"The biggest sadness in aunty's life is the loss of both aunt's parents, as well as both of your parents. Every time you see your aunt's face is always reminded of your late mother, aunty always promises herself to take good care of you, so that your mother is calm to see you happy here." aunt Rita began to be unable to stem her tears, which eventually spilled in front of Rangga, seeing the reaction of her aunt, Rangga also grieved and felt guilty to aunt Rita for being dishonest to him.

"Aunty was so happy to take care of you until now, and to see you marry the one you love. But aunty will be sad if you start to keep yourself and bear your own burden, because it will make aunty feel lost from you." aunty Rita began to sob.

Rangga clasped the hands of people who had taken good care of him when he lost his mother, seeing aunt Rita crying, Rangga also shed tears.

"Rangga apologizes aunt, Rangga does not intend to hide anything from aunt, Rangga just does not want to burden aunt continuously." replied Rangga.

"Since when did you consider yourself a burden?" aunt Rita looked inside her nephew, as if she did not accept if Rangga said that he was a burden on her family.

"Talk honestly to auntie." aunty Rita Sangan wishes rather Rangga was open with her.

Rangga was silent for a moment, he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, Rangga was still holding the hand of aunt Rita, then turned to look at Aunt Rita and began to speak.

"I just feel that I'm too selfish aunt." Rangga stopped his speech for a moment.

"Agois?" aunt Rita could not understand Rangga's words.

"I accepted Nazwa to get married without thinking about his future" replied Rangga.

"You mean?" aunt Rita still doesn't understand.

"Tante, sooner or later I will definitely leave Nazwa with a status as a widow, and when that happens, what about the fate of the future? Is there still a man out there who would accept himself well?" Rangga shed her tears of sadness.

Instantly Aunt Rita pulls Rangga into her arms, then gently rubs Rangga's back, trying to comfort and calm Rangga's mind that interferes with his health. Aunt Rita took off her embrace, wiping away the tears of Rangga's sorrow.

"You have to be sure that you will recover, and live happily with Nazwa, aunty will do anything for your recovery" said Rita.

"Thank you aunt. Rangga has accepted whatever God's provisions for me, I just want to ask, if someday I go, please take care of Nazwa and treat my wife like a aunt treated me well all this time." Rangga.

"It must be a pity, you don't need to think about it." replied Aunt Rita, then pulled Rangga back into her arms.