Young Master's Bodyguard

Philophobia

"So you still feel anxious when you meet that guy?" renata asked a woman sitting in front of him, his patient.

"Yes, especially now that I'm his guidance counselor, and worse still I teach in his class. Anxiety and nausea are increasing," said the woman.

"You only met him once, right? And it was you who kissed her, so why do you feel that way? Does he like you, Sachi?"

Sachi Emelin, the girl who is none other than patient Renata.

"I saw interest in his eyes" said Sachi with a trembling body.

Philophobic.

Fear of falling in love and being loved. That was why Sachi was avoiding Gavin so much. He felt uneasy and hated with anything to do with love.

Philophobia is usually caused by memories of previous relationships that disappoint, humiliate, or break her heart too deeply. So deep, the memories were recorded in the subconscious. All of these things will be diseases.

"Didn't you try not to dodge?" saran Renata as Sachi's psychiatrist.

"I can't," Sachi shook his head.

"When he only asks for your name and mobile number, it does not mean he is interested and wants to be your lover."

Sachi.

"Try to fight your fears, don't you want to heal?"

"Yes, I do want to get well, but it's hard."

Sachi had a childhood trauma that caused him psychic problems. It started with his father who always played with his mother. His father cheated on him and committed domestic violence. Sachi looked at it all, seeing how heartbroken his mother was and the violence his father had committed. That poor memory impacts negative and pessimistic thoughts when others try to approach it. He seems to already know the bad things that will happen to him if he falls in love with someone or builds a relationship.

After consulting with her psychiatrist, Sachi returns to campus because there are classes she has to attend. Though he felt unwell because he had difficulty sleeping lately. Drowsiness suddenly attacks him, maybe this is also the effect of having taken tranquilizers from Renata, sometimes when Sachi takes antidepressant or anti-anxiety drugs when his fear arises.

Then his body drifted to the side and hit a flower pot. Sachi was surprised when he accidentally dropped the flower pot, dropping it downstairs.

Sachi immediately bent his head down and surprised him even more.

Prrakk

He had rendered a young man unconscious with a leaking head.

**

That afternoon, in the car.

"What's wrong?" jephra asked Renata, who was sitting next to him, His wife was daydreaming.

"Ah," Renata suddenly realized, "I'm just thinking about one of my patients" he replied.

"Torck?" There was a dislike tone from Jefra's question.

Renata looked to the side, looking at the Husband who was wrinkling his handsome face. Is Jefra jealous?

Jefra stopped her car because she saw a colored traffic light. His gaze was still focused forward, seeing 2 young men who were busking in front of the stopped vehicles, there were even merchants who offered cold drinks or various toys.

Renata chuckles, "My patient's a girl."

Yes, Renata is thinking about Sachi.

He took one of Jefra's hands, and held it, "Even if my patient is a boy, you don't need to be jealous, because it's just a matter of my job."

Jefra nodded.

Renata grabs Jefra's cheek, pulls her head to get closer to her, and gives a kiss on the cheek.

And Renata's actions successfully relax Jefra's handsome facial muscles, which are replaced with a smile.

"What happened to your patient?" ask Jefra later.

"You remember the girl who received our wedding flowers?" Renata asked back.

Jefra returned to her car when the traffic light turned green.

"Yes, who made a fuss over kissing Gavin," replied Jefra.

"His name is Sachi, because the family factor that is not harmonious actually causes great trauma for him. I've been trying to treat it systematically for 2 years, but it's only got minimal results."

"What's a situation that complicated?" ask Jefra.

"I've implemented cognitive behavioral therapy that can help her overcome her fears. It can identify the source of fear, change negative thoughts, beliefs, and reactions to the source of the phobia. However, her feelings of childhood trauma were hard to go away. There's only one way he might be able to heal, which is by being in a relationship with someone else to make him believe that not all love can end badly."

"Then just push him to be in a relationship" said Jefra.

"That's the problem, he will always experience anxiety when there are guys who approach him. Basically Sachi is very plain and tasteful," said Renata while looking forward, staring at the conducive state of the highway in the afternoon.

**

At the hospital, just outside the IGD room where Gavin was treated.

"Are you on purpose, Lecturer Ma'am?"

Ryo squinted at Sachi who was looking down by squeezing into his two hands, the girl looked very guilty.

"No, I accidentally dropped the flower pot. I accidentally nudged the flower pot," explained Sachi.

He was completely unintentional. Sachi did not intend to make Gavin hurt, let alone enter IGD like this. Will he get a lawsuit about this? Is he going to jail? Sachi didn't want that to happen.

"Actually Gavin has what's wrong with you? You seem to dislike her a lot," cynical Ryo, really indifferent to the status of Sachi who is a Lecturer, according to him the girl's actions are outrageous.

Sachi shook his head, gesturing with a cramp, "I told you, I was unintentional, it's not a matter of not liking Gavin or anything."

"Oh, so you like Gavin, so you're stealing his attention by dropping a pound of that flower?" Ryo did not believe it just like that on purpose.

"I don't like it!" shachi exclaimed with a loud tone.

And it succeeded in making Ryo aghast. Why did the girl turn around angry? And Ryo can see if Sachi's body shakes, either angry or?

Sachi's loud cries to make the two Bodyguards behind Ryo act alert, afraid of anything happening with the young master.

Ryo gestured for the two Bodyguards to calm down.

"Ja-don't talk that no-no" said Sachi with a trembling voice.

Ryo sighed, he did not know the cause with Sachi's excessive spontaneous reaction, "Alright, I'm sorry if I offended Ms. Lecturer," he said.

Sachi was just silent with his face getting lowered.

"But at least you have to account for what you did that endangered Gavin" Ryo said.

"I'll take responsibility for that."

_To Be Continued _