
Ethan pulled his hand. Deciding on each intertwined hand fingers, "But, after I met Anna. I finally understand the difference between love and friendship. You and I, nothing more than friends growing up together, and Anna is my love."
The deg! emily's heart was as if it were uprooted. He stopped breathing, and his pair of eyes shone a light of emptiness with droplets of dew falling down his cheeks.
"Why do you call this friendship? Do you know what love is? You may not even know what love is."
Ethan closed his eyes for a moment, and then looked at the pain of the girl next to him, "I only knew that love would torment me if I were far away from him. I only know that love I buried my life, if he left me."
Emily wiped her tears. He seems to get a confession of his love that has been rejected, as well as he sees a nail in every door of Ethan's heart. Ethan did not give a hint of loophole his feeling of sneaking in to touch the young man's heart.
Shortly d**eg! Emily's heart beat back, and with a wounded heart, she asked carefully with every soft word, "Can you tell me. Why do you-you can like it? Look a-me, beauty .. a-I-pun have it. Kindness, I-I-have it. Especially wealth. B-but ..., why did you choose someone different from you?"
Ethan shook his head, "I don't know why. In fact, I don't know why I always insist on having it. I couldn't even restrain myself from continuing to step up, and chase after him. Even wanting to tear down every wall of difference between us."
Emily swallowed her stuff. He gave himself sobbing for so long. Ethan is still cold to her. Even her cries, could not make the man wither to just hug her for a moment.
"Ethan, you're just curious. You're just a guy who likes a challenge. I'll be every wait bored of that girl. I'll be faithful waiting for you to turn to me."
Ethan seemed to take a deep breath. Then, his head leaned lazily on the head of his car seat. However, her pair of eyes looked far away thinking of something embedded that dragged her whole heart and attention to Anna. It was as if his heart had every sense, which only focused on Anna.
"I can't turn to another girl. I feel like my love is just like a falling meteor. It takes thousands more years, to fall in love again."
Emily chuckled mixed with sobs, "I'm faithfully waiting. My hair should be white. Waiting for your love to be dashed on her."
Ethan flinched, swallowed something that felt off in his chest, and he just said hissing lyrics without giving Emily his eyes, "Insisting will only bring futility!"
"Then, why are you insisting on her?" emily protested in her high voice.
Ethan gripped even tighter at the wheel, "As you feel. What is the end of our relationship. You insist on pushing your feelings towards me. I insisted on pushing my feelings towards Anna. You and I both understand this cycle of circles. Who wastes life on a love you don't necessarily have. So stop pushing your feelings on me!"
Plaque! Emily's palm leaves a trail of red fingers on Ethan's cheek.
"The cycle of the circle will stop! if I insist on cutting off every step of yours. Every step you take approaches him. Then I will take two steps to block you! Because you and I are the same. It will never stop at one point, which is not the point I expected!"
Clamps! after saying this, Emily opened the car door. The car traffic in front of him. He didn't care much about the car horn that yelled at the recklessness of Emily walking through car traffic just to cross the street, which wasn't for pedestrians.
Titt's... Tittt... Titt's.....
Ethan hit the wheel. Get out of the car. Following the steps of Emily who walked without any fear of sneaking every car and motorcycle that drove past.
"You're stubborn!" ethan screeched, immediately accompanying the steps brought the girl immediately pulled over to the road with quick steps.
"If you want to die. Then just die. Don't drag me in worry!" ethan's Sweat. Emily smiled and chuckled in the next second.
"Emmy!" cut Ethan in high notes. Emily hugged Ethan, and snorted at the chest of the man's field, threatening with seriousness in her eyes, "If you dare to run away from our engagement night. Then only my corpse will decorate the media tomorrow."
"Emmy!" Ethan pushes Emily and tells her distance, "You don't dare threaten me!"
"I just don't want to be apart. If you want to split up, you make sure that you can only fly my ashes." Emily grabs Ethan's hand, wanting to ensnare him in her hand. Each breath is like sending a prayer of supplication.
Please, you stay with me.
Ethan brushed off the girl's hand, and with his sharp iris facing off against a pair of hopeful eyes, "This is why I can never like you. You're easily desperate, and selfish. You never let go of what you have to get!"
Ethan turns around, giving his back to prepare to cross back to his car.
Emily stared at the back, "Does loving have to let go? Is love not selfish? If it's the taste you want, there's no selfishness in it. Then I'll make sure it's not love. You're just sympathetic!"
Without turning around, Ethan replies, "See to yourself, Emily! Selfishness belongs only to everyone who easily gets everything. Because we are rich. And what about everyone who has never had anything. How does he treat his love to others? Sometimes he has to give his own love to others, and let himself have nothing. You're after me, just not to feel your life's empty."
Emily grabs Ethan's waist, embracing him tightly. His head was leaning against Ethan's back. Her tears fell on Ethan's clothes.
"I'm empty without you!"
"I'm empty without him!" ethan said with a pair of unmoved eyes.
"Don't insist anymore."
"I can't."
"You forbid me to be selfish. But you are selfish. You want to have it!"
"Hmmm .., because he dared to let me go. So I was more afraid of losing him. To me, no one dared to leave me. Only he dared to leave me, saying that there was something more appropriate for me" said Ethan lowered Emily's hand.
Emily hugged more tightly, refused to let go, and she replied like a groan begging, "I-I'm the pan-deserved i-it!"
"I knew. But my heart has fallen on every big difference we have. In fact, the taste in the heart can melt that difference into a beautiful color in my eyes. I know it's hard. But I was already trapped, and did not want to go out again, even though many people pushed me to the exit. I firmly refuse!"
Ethan releases Emily's hand, and crosses back into her car. Emily's gaze was empty, her body trembled, and she slowly fell backward. Right now, he only saw the many ends of the circling shoes approaching him, and everyone's voice sounded extremely silent, and he fell into the darkness in the next few seconds.
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Connect ...
The difference is unique. But this is just a novel. In Real, that difference will be a problem in the relationship. If you do not have the same character and perspective as Ethan, the main character. Don't expect to love someone at once the difference. Because it is very difficult, like swallowing bitter melon water in it. Very bitter, if not used to 💓 Make sure used to swallow sweet sugar as well, make neutralize the bitterness.