Young Master Ruan's lover

My First Love

Ethan was left with his arms folded, and his head bowed. Is the decision right? Will he leave Anna?

You are only free to choose, when you become the highest in Ruan.

Ethan was pensive about Tifanni's words. When will he have supreme power within Ruan? Waiting for 50 years. However, he had to spend 3/4 of his life becoming a Ruan robot.

"Is this my destiny? I will never have myself. If only I could choose. I will choose to be born from the stomach of Nana Su or Yuna. Mothers like them, even more giving their children, had freedom and independence in their youth. While I have them key with the burden of being Ruan's heir. Every decision of my youth, not mine."

Cret! Ethan pulls the drawer from the nightstand by his side. There is a chocolate book. The name Joe Han, right there.

"Joe Han's diary." Ethan wants to run away wanting to curse himself. How did he like Anna at first? A girl, who apparently was never seen. Just because of Joe Han's pen graffiti, Ethan's heart beats the first time Anna's figure is listed as a figure in Joe Han's idol.

Ethan opens the cover of the book. Then, open the first page. The first page, the first day Joe Han scratches his pen about his first love, which was addressed to Anna.

I wrote about introductions I never thought I'd have. When the figure of a little girl, who looks bolder than me. He defended me against all who stepped on me. Since then, my first glance, today's view, and my last look have only been shown to him. In short my brief introduction, made me fall so deep and keep following him.

My absurdity is always to wait for news about her, and to quietly watch her and find out everything about her. What does he like ? What does he hate? Ah, I'm looking for as much detail as possible.

I call him my first love. Because, he was the first to make every hormone oxytocin, the hormone dopamine and serotonin that gather into one when the feeling first appeared. I felt a tremendous sense of euphoria and happiness, just saying his name in my heart. I realized I had fallen in love for the first time, and started craving it.

*I'm starting to guess .... Does he have the same feelings as me? Love can obscure logic. I'm beginning to wonder if he likes me. But I was too shy to ask. I am ashamed to ask. I could only harbor a sense of what I called, my first love.

Harboring this kind of feeling, it sometimes drives me crazy*.

Sometimes I want to break my head. Go sailing take my heart to and fro. Just to stop thinking about her. However, still my first love figure became my destination port. This incidentally, shaped me into a god-level observer of himself, who always paid attention and followed everything he did.

The figure of my first love, not even realizing how much I designed everything for her. Make sure his life goes smoothly, without obstacles, and nothing bothers him.

But I'm too shy to admit to all this. Because, I know my first love figure is good for everyone, and also likes to stand up for everyone. I'm afraid the distance will be created because I admit it. I was really scared, my love clapped one hand. I'm afraid I look the same as the others in front of his eyes. I am not a special person in his heart. Here, I choose to be a coward in silence.

I loved my first love, without ever revealing it, without ever being seen by it, without ever knowing that I had designed everything for her. I learned that the best love is sincere love, like the air he breathes all the time. He can breathe without thanking.

I want her to look at me like the air, no need to thank me. But he needs me so much. I want him to be able to breathe and rely on me. But that choice was only for him. L loved her. But I know being loved is her choice. That is his freedom and right.

My first love was Anna Su, my neighbor and classmate whom I had known since I was eight years old.

Ethan closed the book. He looked up at the blue sky out there.

"Should I give up? Should I withdraw. For Joe Han's sake, I took Anna off."

Ethan shook his head, "No. Return everything as it was."

Put the diary back into the nightstand. Ethan leaves the room, planning to go to the hospital.

"Ethan," exclaimed the girl half-run.

Emily, Ethan said inwardly without turning to the figure who preached him with a spoiled cry.

"Where are you going?" ask Emily after meeting Ethan.

Ethan stared for a while, going to caling his fiancee who looks very sweet with a pink balloon dress, with a floral embroidered collar, which shows her elegant side as a young miss.

"I'm going to the hospital" Ethan answered, looking out at Ruan's residence.

"Is your friend sick? What if I come?" please Emily.

Ethan shook his head. He'll be leaving soon. However, Emily's hand held her departure. His pair of eyes are seen pleading for Tifanni's help to help him talk, so that he can come with Ethan away.

Tifani wakes up from her chair, ending her conversation with her husband, who seems busy choosing the form of decoration from the photo album submitted by Event Organizer, for Ethan and Emily's engagement.

Tifanni immediately helped Emily speak. She accidentally stands behind Emily, sending out a look of eye threatening Ethan.

"Ethan, isn't the direction of the hospital and the boutique Yen, one way. After the hospital, you can go together to the boutique, to match your clothes."

Emily nods many times, and she seems to want to go with Ethan. He enthusiastically followed his future fiancee.

Ethan, at first, wants to refuse back. However, Tiffani's silent lip movements prompt Ethan to take Emily with him.

Take Emily with you.

Motion of Tifanni's lips with eyes that look threatening.

Ethan seemed to think for a moment. Take Emily, what about Anna? This will bring their relationship back.

Emily is worth more than the life of Joe Han, or the thousand Anna born in the world.

Ethan once again reads Tifanni's lips. He looked very upset about that sentence. Her mother's second sentence, very clearly threatening and gave a high value to Emily. Of course, Emily is a single princess whose existence is as high as Ruan's standing in the business market. Of course, his parents would have been more amenable to the compatibility of this status and treasure.

"You can come along" said Ethan, blowing almost inaudibly. He passed the deal. But, I had to agree to it.

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