Young Marriage (?)
27. (Not) First Kiss
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I saw Intan was having a laugh with Rio. Aisshhh is that why Dafa is raging? It's not because I took the water, is it?
I approached them. Afraid something might happen. Yesterday when I saw them talking together, Intan fell. It's not Rio's fault. Uhh no matter, want their nyamperin too. I don't want to repeat yesterday's incident.
"Willy! What else?" my many.
"Yeah the pretentious girl luchu has come" lamented Rio.
I took it sharp.
Ish is brash.
"You're telling Intan again, right?" I asked Rio.
You know what, you're slashing? That's the slang from Romance.
"Your brother has rejected me. Even before I express my feelings."
"Duhh who is patient Rio," I said with concern.
"Oh sokay. You know, in a novel there is a guy who says gini 'Is it possible that a character who appears in the middle of a story like me can be with a main character like you?' In the end, the guy was with the main character. So did I. Although in your love story I am present in the middle of the story, but maybe the end of your love story will be with me," said Rio sure.
"Hey pede once. What novel did you take?" ask Intan.
"A novel called 'R'. The author is not famous, not a best seller novel either. But I like the story. You should read the Fa. The name of the main cast is also 'Syifa'," Rio told.
"You're on a promo or what is it? How much does it pay for writers?" this time I asked.
"I owe the author a debt. I once hurt her heart, long ago ... once," Rio said.
"What have you done?" manya curious.
"Secret. I clearly sinned against him. You know what, he always put my name in every story. But I was never allowed to be happy in that story. How hurt he is by me, right," Rio continued.
"Haha what a grudge he has for you. Even in the world of imagination he does not allow you to be happy. You must have hurt her so much" I said with a laugh. The first time I ever heard a story like that. Hahah pity Rio.
"It's just a fictional story. You don't have to put it in your heart" Intan said.
"Huft is tauk!" replied Rio.
After that, we continued to talk about many things. But my eyes are still sometimes focused on Arsy and Shara. How close they are. How regrettable.
It's only natural that I'm a little jealous. Okay actually not a little bit, I'm so jealous right now. Is this also what Dafa felt when he saw Intan and Rio near?
But I'm jealous because I love Arsy. What Dafa dear Rio? Syifa ngaco. I mean, what is Dafa dear Intan? Uhh know ahh. Dafa is a great mother.
Why should I think of Dafa when my husband is with another woman. Isha!
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From day to night like this I didn't talk to Arsy at all. He also forgot me. I saw him paying great attention to Brother Shara, taking him to eat and drink. I was not even allowed to eat at all. As if I didn't exist.
During the Maghrib and Isya prayer times I did not join the congregation to the mosque as always. I prayed in my room for Intan. Since the prayer, I have not been out of the room.
Now I should be taking a briefing for tomorrow's event, but I'm actually making Intan an excuse so I don't take the briefing.
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21.21 WJHS (hp Syifa time)
'Honey!' ~Arsy
The bluetick!
I just read it but I didn't reply.
Drrrtttdrrrtttddrrrrrttt
Arsy called!
It's too lazy to lift.
Let it.
After a while, my phone stopped shaking as well. It seems like Arsy has given up now.
"Asshalaamu'alaikum ... Huh what Bang? Syifa?" intan is getting a phone call.
I who was lying down immediately woke up facing Intan.
'Arsy?' I asked without making a sound, just moving my lips.
Intan nodded.
'Tell me again to sleep, ' I said again while making another movement to sleep so that Intan understood my cue.
"His life is sleeping, Bang" replied Intan.
I gave her a thumbs up.
"Yes Bang .... Okay ... yes good night also .. wa'alaikumussalaam."
After answering his greetings, Intan turned off the phone and looked at me sharply.
"What?" my many. I was actually scared of his look.
"Why is this our Twitter couple? Why don't you talk to Arsy's brother?" ask Intan.
"I'm licking!"
"Because?"
"Jealous! I don't like Arsy being close to Shara. Shara's sister likes Arsy, Tan."
"But Brother Arsy doesn't like him. What are you worried about?"
"Lamalama Arsy might falter. Brother Shara is beautiful, well, mature, smart."
"Find away your negative thoughts. You should have believed him."
"I don't know ahh. Go to sleep. Dizziness!"
Drrkkk!
The door to the room is open. Ana and Arini come in.
"Syifa, Arsy's brother was expecting you," told Ana.
"Kayak a lost chick is wanted," I replied.
"You are his favorite. That's why she's dying" Ana said again.
"But today you don't look alike. Usually hold on. Is it because there's Arsy's brother's wife?" ask Arini.
"You mean?" my question is not to understand.
"That's doctor Shara's wife Brother Arsy right? Because they continue to be the same," replied Arini.
Arini thought that Shara was Arsy's wife. Though I just expressed my jealousy to Intan.
I looked at Intan. He was covering his face with both hands. What is the child why? Playing hide and seek again?
"Sister Shara is not Arsy's wife" I said.
"Well? Not yaa. They are compatible, Rin, yes" Ana told Arini.
These two kids are kerosene. The fire in my heart grew bigger.
"Here we go, mending us to sleep. Tomorrow will need extra energy," said Intan. He clearly knows what I feel.
***
Free medical check-up program is open. It turns out that the enthusiasm of the people here is very extraordinary.
Many people came to be examined.
I'm in charge of regulating the women. Coincidentally the check queue of citizens and women (my name for male and female citizens wkwk) was separated. We the chicks take care of the nuns, and the guys take care of the citizens.
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The first day, our program went well. Now it's the second day. The plan is only three days of the program. The fourth day of health counseling.
Intan and I are having lunch. Coincidentally Intan was plunged into the field now. He is in charge of recording the identity of the citizens who have checked their health. He was sitting, so he had no problems with his feet.
"What a thirst?" I asked when I saw Intan gulp mineral water until half the bottle in one gulp.
Intan is just grinning.
Dafa came then without babibu he took a used drink of Intan and drank it until it was finished.
"That's mine Bang" Intan said, making Dafa stop drinking and look at him.
But then Dafa shifted his gaze again and sipped Intan's drink until it ran out.
"Uhhh fresh!" he said then left without guilt.
I saw that Intan next to me was riveted, he was holding his lips. Why else with this kid aiisshh.
"Fa, Dafa kissed me. My First Kiss!" intan said as he continued to hold his lips. First Kiss what try. People only drink from the same bottle.
"That's just Indirect Kiss from Dafa. Oh my God!" said again.
Intan started again. Which country term is indirect kiss. His brain was affected by the novelnovel romance.
The 'Indirect' was just like this, what if Dafa gave him a 'Direct Kiss'. I'm sure he'll faint.
"Huaaa how can I move on now?" moaned Intan while hitting my shoulder. Lah? What the fuck.
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The night ...
"Syifa, said Dr. Shara Arini that was not his wife Abang Arsy. That's really, isn't it?" risa asked while playing in my room. Coincidentally, Intan was asleep. Probably tired.
"Yes. Why why anyway? You don't believe it?" askaku.
Wonderful about this from yesterday a lot about this.
"I believe it anyway. But you know, yesterday when he told me to recharge his phone, I accidentally saw your brother's photo as his wallpaper. Is it possible that Doctor Shara likes your brother?" said Risa again.
I'm not surprised, anyway. I knew from the beginning that Shara liked Arsy. It's not strange that he kept a picture of Arsy.
But what I don't think is, she knows that Arsy is married. Why he didn't move on. Why save Arsy's photo, so the wallpaper anyway. That guy's husband. Ish!
Oh yes Risa is one room with Kak Shara, and this info is definitely trustworthy. I'm sure he didn't lie.
"If his wife Abang Arsy saw the proximity of Doctor Shara and Brother Arsy while here, I thought what he would think yes," he said.
"Come away!" my reply.
I'm lazy with that.
***
Day three!
The citizens who came were only a few because most of them had come yesterday and yesterday the day after.
I'm looking for Arsy, but nowhere. Even though I was angry with him, my eyes always wanted to look at him. Cannot really compromise.
Wait ... wait .. wait! I didn't see Shara either. Are they together somewhere now?
Get rid of these negative thoughts. Arsy has faithfully.
I'm sure it is.
While looking for Arsy, I saw Intan sitting at a table with Rio and Dafa. Oh God! what are they doing?
I need their nyamperin or not? Ahh better not do it. They're all grown-ups. Let's take care of his own feelings. I don't want to interfere too much. It was also good to give them space to talk the three of them so.
I hope Dafa realizes that there are other men waiting for Intan right now. Even if he does not like Intan, yes hopefully he can affirm that so that Rio can continue to fight for his love and Intan can move on.
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When I was going to the kitchen to get water, I was shocked because there was Arsy and Kak Shara there. What are they doing. I wanted to cry and hear them laugh together.
They were silent when they saw me.
"Sorry disturb!" I said and turned away.
Arsy pulled my hand as I was in the hallway separating the kitchen and the living room. It's about three meters.
What Arsy did automatically stopped me. He pushed me until I leaned against the wall. Now I'm trapped between the wall and him.
He didn't talk, just stared at me sharply. I took my face off her face. Can't stand his gaze. This is if someone passes by somehow their response. Isha!
"Why avoid Hurm's brother?" tanyakanya. He finally made a sound after being silent for a long time. "What's going on?"
"There's nothing" I replied.
"Why don't you look at my brother?" ask again.
I kept quiet and didn't answer. My eyes are glazed now. I might look at him with eyes like this.
"You're angry at Brother? Did you do something that hurt your heart?"
There was no anger in his voice. Not disappointed either.
"Why not answer? Why silence like this?"
The question was mostly 'why. Didn't he notice? The answer to all the questions is only one. I'm jealous!
"You've been like this for days" he said again.
"Why ask now? If you didn't care yesterday, then why do you want to know now? Why is it that you ask now?" ask me without looking at him.
"You avoided Brother. Brother didn't even have a chance to talk to you" he replied.
"There will be no chance. How will there be a chance. Brother time, Brother spent with another woman," I replied.
"I got it! You're jealous."
Aisshhh how did he know. Stupid syifa. You told him yourself just now. Why are you saying about another woman. You idiot!
"No!" I said while returning his gaze.
"Yes!" said.
"There's no reason for me to be jealous."
What a lie Syifa! Though it was very clear.
"Really?"
"Yes, please let me go now. There's still so much to do" I asked.
Arsy shook his head.
"Just be honest about how you feel now. Don't be dull anymore" he said, wiping away my tears.
I don't know when my tears will flow. I have held as much as I can. But still do not want to obey and come out without my willingness.
"Yes I'm jealous! After learning about Kak Shara's feelings for Abang, I don't like seeing Abang close to Kak Shara. I don't like you joking with her. I was upset to find him putting a picture of you on his wallpaper. I know I'm selfish, I know I'm immature. But please keep your distance from him. I don't like seeing you with him. I don't like your attention on him. I don't like it when my friends say you're compatible. I don't like it when my friends think she's Brother's wife. I'm not su ...."
Tibatiba something silenced me. It's warm!
Her lips touched my lips. I'm silent, petrified!
"Aisshhh you're adorable when you're angry" she said with a smile after pushing her lips away from mine.
I am still surprised by what he did.
"My first Kiss!" I muttered while holding my lips. Almost the same as Intan yesterday.
After I realized.
I pushed him away from me and then I walked away.
"Abang wasn't sure it was your FirstKiss" he said, who again stopped me.
I turned around again.
He was already leaning against the wall with both hands in his pants pocket. She licked her own lips and smiled. Aisshhh like a child who has just eaten ice cream. Why am I ashamed to see him do that.
"You're sure it's your FirstKiss?" the question again pisses me off.
"What kind of woman do you think I am? I've never done it with anyone before. This is really the first one" I said angrily.
He approached me and held both of my cheeks. Let alone him. Oh God!
"You're a good woman. But Brother is not. Adult women and men in a closed room with a halal bond you think nothing will happen? This brother is still a man. It feels furious every time you see you sleeping next to Brother."
He scrunched his eyes at me with a smile then took his hand off my cheek.
Oh my God! What did Arsy say? So all this time he's been stealing my firstkiss without me knowing? Oh God!
So that wasn't my firstkiss? So that was second? The third? Or more? Mamaaay! What has this son-in-law done to your son Ma?
I'm pecking my face. The shame!
I can hear Arsy laughing now. It sucks him!
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Seriate.
*BONUS*
- Author's POV
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Dafa sat next to Intan after seeing him being with Rio. Somehow he couldn't bear to see Intan and Rio always together.
Rio and Intan seemed to be surprised by the presence of Dafa. Rio was surprised because he did not expect the dafa to come.
While Intan was surprised because he was still ashamed of Dafa after the incident of his Indirect kiss.
"You're so familiar!" dafa said opening his voice.
"She's the woman I like. I'm trying to captivate her heart," Rio replied bluntly.
Dafa smiled cynically.
'Little boy!' thought.
"Waw, it looks like you're going to have to work hard. All I know is that this child is liking someone right now" Dafa said as he glanced at Intan.
"Yes. I-i know. But it seems
the person he likes cannot appreciate his feelings, and a little bit of it benefits me a lot. He is in the process of forgetting. And I will make use of it," Rio replied.
Dafa seemed a bit surprised. He looked at Intan who was still acting ordinary even though the two men beside him were talking about it.
"May it work!" dafa said unreservedly.
"of course. Thanks!" replied Rio.
***
Shara sees Arsy in the kitchen.
Lately Syifa's been avoiding Arsy. Making Arsy unfocused and a lot pensive when alone.
Shara approached Arsy and asked permission to sit in front of him.
Of course Arsy allowed it, he had no right to forbid Shara from sitting there.
"It is not good to be pensive in front of the Bang windfall" Shara said.
"Heu yes!" answer Arsy.
"Diliatin will not be full. Wait for the food to enter your own stomach where you want the food to go alone!" shara.
"It is also true."
At that moment Shara saw Syifa coming. Arsy also turned his head in the direction Shara was looking at.
"Sorry disturb!" Say Syifa and leave.
Arsy goes after Syifa without caring about Shara.
Shara could see the flames of jealousy in Syifa's eyes. For several days here he realized Syifa's dislike every time he saw her with Arsy.
It's not that he doesn't understand Syifa's feelings. It's just that he can't help himself.
Yeah, he likes Arsy. Since he first worked at RS he has been adrift on the figure of Arsy. Arsy's good, Arsy's caring, Arsy's polite, Arsy's handsome. Arsy's charm cannot be denied.
But all this time he could only like Arsy in silence.
His heart crumpled when he knew Arsy was married. As much as possible, he wants to keep his limits. Arsy's a man's husband now.
But sometimes he was kilaf, he was too leka when with Arsy to forget that Arsy was married.
MoveOn! It's a hard thing for Shara to do.
After a long time of feeling. Shara looks at Arsy's food that has not been touched at all. He wakes up to hand it to Arsy.
He pecked when he accidentally saw Arsy kissing Syifa.
The hand that was holding the rice box instantly shook.
With great difficulty he retreated and tried to hold on to the end of the table. Her knees were so weak after seeing what Arsy was doing. He held onto his chest which felt very tight.
He's sitting on the kitchen floor. The clear water from his eyes began to flow down his cheeks.
Why should Arsy? Why should men's husbands? Shara is angry at herself for loving the man that other women have.
A few days later Helmi arrived. She was surprised to see Shara crying on the kitchen floor.
"Doctor okay?" tanyakanya.
Shara wiped her tears and nodded at Helmi.
"Doctor's sick?" ask Helmi to worry.
"Eating plate. My stomach ache is coming back!" kilah Shara's.
"Doctors can get sick too. Next time pay attention to your own health too!" helmi's Message.
"Yes. Thanks!" shara said smiling. "I am ahead first. Excuse me!" shara said to Helmi.
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