Young Marriage (?)

18. Longs

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"I want the yellow one, Ihh," Intan said as he kept the yellow bucket to the grocery trolley.

Dafa took it and put it back.

He instead took out a blue bucket and placed it on the trolley.

"I like blue. We'll just choose blue!" the word Dafa ignored Intan's protest.

"Actually the one who wants KKN is me or brother!" angry Intan.

He never won against Dafa. Ckckckck

I'd like to grab a blue bucket as well just like Intan, but Arsy takes a pink bucket and puts it on the trolley.

The pink? Don't let Arsy like pink. Aishhh time yes.

I'm not taking the bucket. The bucket that Arsy picked was definitely for me even if he didn't say it. Even though he didn't look at me when he chose him.

His expression remained cold. I looked at our clutched hands, she did not let go of them at all like I was a child.

"Other than the Fa we haven't bought yet?" ask Intan.

"Of course, it feels like everything. Soap, food, buckets, clothes hangers, hmm let alone yeah." I knocked on my chin a sign of thinking.

Tibatiba Arsy pulled me. Where is he going. Aishhh!

"Choose! All of you have Intan as well, he might be ashamed of Dafa later if he comes here," said Arsy.

It was just the diamond he thought. I am not ashamed of anything, I am ashamed of it too.

He was beside me when I chose this. I hesitated to take.

"If you keep quiet, you choose to do it" he said, taking two large packs. Oh my God, that's right.

He pulled me back to Intan and Dafa. Along the way people looked towards us. Aishh Arsy has no shame or anything.

Intan and Dafa are seen gawking at the sight of Arsy putting the package on the trolley.

"Fa, you can bully your husband. You told him to bring a pad?" Dafa said while letting go of laughter.

I looked at Arsy who was acting ordinary. I was so embarrassed, he was so funny.

"Abang Arsy is sensitive, not like Abang Dafa. weq!" intan said while diluting the tongue.

"Be quiet little boy!" dafa said angry.

A lot of things we bought. That's because Dafa also goes shopping for unimportant items. We arrived to pray maghrib and isya in the mosque mall because the shopping is not too late.

I'm so tired already. Not just tired of walking, but tired of Arsy's cold attitude towards me.

"Dafa, you drive" said Arsy, then handed the car keys to Dafa.

I think Arsy will be sitting in front. He got into the back seat, sat with me. Intan would not want to have to sit in front with Dafa.

I'm really sleepy, want to talk to Arsy is not possible. Better get some sleep.

I can feel Arsy leaning my head on his shoulder. Ahh I don't have the energy to treat feelings now, I'm really sleepy.

***

I woke up and looked around. I'm in the room!

All I remember was sleeping in the car last night, maybe Arsy picked me up here.

Arsy's still sleeping next to me. It felt like it had been two days since we had a fight, it had been two days that he had been cold to me.

Uhh I miss him. Missed him so much.

"Abang, I'm sorry!" I whispered as I touched her sleeping face.

I woke up taking wudhlu. There is still time for evening prayer.

Undegrees. I asked God to protect my marriage.

***

Adhan Fajr. I woke Arsy up to celebrate.

We do our usual activities. It's just that Arsy still doesn't talk to me.

I'd like to apologize to her for what happened back then, but Arsy always avoids me.

And when I get a chance to apologize, my tongue gets twisted. It's hard to say 'sorry'.

***

'Assalaamu'alaikum Brother. Today I want to go to the village where KKN all looking for a contract to stay later.'

After I announced my departure to Arsy, I and the rest of my group of friends left for the village where we were going to serve for a month.

I'm as usual in the Diamonds. Dafa wanted us not to be piggybacked. Substantial.

We were not warned that we would not. Even though the road is ugly and dangerous, we don't want to be piggybacked. We're not used to it.

.

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We have seen the village where we KKN. Travel time from campus to the village about 3 hours by motorbike. Secluded indeed. The village is quite wide, from one RW to another RW quite far also have to pass through rice fields and mountains first.

We also got a house to stay in. There are two houses, for men and women of course the house is separated.

Our rented house is quite large for the size of the house in the village. The facilities inside are good too. There are sofas, mattresses, TVs, cabinets, kitchen furniture is all complete. We don't have to bring much later. And most importantly, the bathroom is inside.

After the survey, we went home. There was a raid earlier, so Intan and I were separated from the group. We're far ahead. The other friends did not wear two helmets, so they waited for the raid to be completed because there was no shortcut or mouse path. Right left of the mountain, yes where there is another road. Surprised also in the area of many mountains like this there are often raids vehicles.

It was getting late and it looked like it was going to rain. We have come out of the way of many mountains. We are now entering the city again. And the rain came down.

We had to take shelter because we did not bring raincoats.

After an hour of waiting, the rain did not stop. We called Dafa to pick us up.

"You all right?" ask Dafa after getting out of the car.

"Let's get in the car, let's keep your bodies warm."

We got into Dafa's car.

"We go home immediately, yes" said Dafa.

"Wait to go first Bang. How's motor?" intan.

"Leave it here. Tomorrow take it."

"If it is lost. Gini aja, Brother bring a raincoat? Let me take my bike, Syifa and Brother."

"The rain is. But let's just say you go home on your own bike is impossible. You stay right here. Your bike let it go!" dafa Strictly.

"If that's what my brother brought my bike to." Intan has not given up.

"Keep my car?"

"I'm the one who brought it," Intan said with a face of pity.

"No! Never dream of taking this car. What'd it hit? You think this is a cheap car? No way, just can't. Just keep your bike. Bad motorbike no one will take. If it's gone, I'll replace the new one."

Tibatiba Intan got out of the car. He headed for his bike and drove through the rain.

I tried to call him but it was useless.

"Let's go after him. Quickly run the car!" I shouted at Dafa.

"Lazy. Let that brat. Yawl!" answer Dafa.

"Abang! What if something happens to him? He must have been offended by what you said earlier. The bike was a birthday present from his Papa before he died. Giving someone is the same as ngehina the giver. Don't want to know the way now, go after him!" I was angry at Dafa.

"Damn!" shouted Dafa while hitting the steering wheel then quickly caught up with Intan.

Is he sorry for what he said? It's gotta. He's outrageous.

I'm really worried about Intan right now. Diamond has never been that angry. He must have been very hurt by Dafa's words. Isha!

***

"Bang, it looks like Intan has gone home" I said when we got home. I see Intan's motorbike is beautiful parking in the garage of the house.

"Thank God. I went straight to the hospital!" dafa said.

I also went into the house. I decided to take a bath and pray maghrib first before talking to Intan, she must be sad right now.

After the shower I went to Intan's room. He fell asleep on the prayer mat still wearing mukena. When I approached, he fell asleep hugging a picture of his father.

"You must be sad, Tan!" lirih.

As painful as Dafa said, Intan was never really angry. He won't be offended. But this time it seemed like Dafa's words really hurt her heart.

I sat next to Intan, waiting for him to sleep.

Isya. I tried to wake Intan up for a congregation.

"Tan, get up Tan!" i touched her hand.

THE HEAT!

Oh God! Intan why? Is this the rain effect? I kept trying to wake her up but I couldn't.

I went to my room to get my cell phone.

"Asalaamu'alaikum!"

"Wa'alaikumussalaam's chat. Brother, help me Bang.'

"Hey what's wrong with you?"

"Intan fever. Her body is so hot. Maybe because of the rain. He slept downstairs, I woke up but didn't wake up. Mama and Papa haven't come home yet, I don't know what to do. I call Dafa not lifted."

I said anything to Arsy I don't know.

"Okeoke don't panic! Take a thermometer, measure his body temperature first. After that, apply warm water. If I could wipe his whole body. You understand, right?'

I'm nodding. Aisshhh stupid, Arsy didn't know I was nodding.

"Yes Bang. Thanks." Thanks."

"Remove to go home quickly. If there's anything else call Brother. Take care of yourself."

"Yes Bang. Assalaamu'alaikum!"

Done turning off the phone I did what Arsy told me to do.

After some time, the fever did not go down as well. Maybe because he slept on the floor. My hand can't lift it. How's this. Intan is not conscious either.

I finally laid out the floor mattress next to him. With all my might I moved Intan to sleep on the floor mattress.

After a long time I finally succeeded.

I blanketed. Started to compress it back.

Thankfully, his fever slowly subsided.

I thought it was hot until evening, it was raining in the middle of the day. Aissshhh the proverb of which country it is.

I think Intan's condition is improving, but his fever is high again. Even higher than before.

"You take him to the hospital. Go to Dad's house for help."

That's what Arsy said after I explained Intan's state.

With the help of Father and Brother Arisya I brought Intan to the hospital.

Initially Father, Mother, Sister Arisya all panicked when I knocked on the door of their house. And they panic even more after knowing Intan is sick. Moreover, he is a favorite son of a very good father.

Arriving at the Intan hospital was immediately examined by Kak Shara. Remember right? Beautiful sister who likes Arsy. Ah, that's it, now it doesn't matter. What matters is the Intan situation. I'm so scared right now.

"Yes!"

Arsy came and hugged me.

Okay, I actually hugged him. But he returned my embrace as well.

"Don't be sad! Diamond will be fine," said Arsy to calm me down.

"He's fine, just a normal fever. I have a medicine injection. God willing the fever will heal soon," said Kak Shara made us relieved.

"Thank you doctor!" dad represents us.

Shara smiled and left.

"Fa, you pray Isya first. Let Kak Sya take care of Intan here," said Kak Arisya.

I'm nodding. Even I was so panicked that I forgot to pray Isya, fortunately Arisya reminded.

***

"Come Brother!"

Tibatiba Arsy pulled me out of the hospital mosque. I don't know since when he's been waiting for me I don't know.

Now it's really nice of him to pull me up like this. Ish is just surprised.

He took me to his room. Uhh this room is where we fought for the first time.

I haven't had a chance to ask if Arsy has grabbed me in his arms, after he closed the door of course.

"Ab ... Brother, why?" my many.

"Just a second. Stay like this, just for a minute," he said.

"Sorry!" he said again after a long silence. "I'm sorry that you ignored me. Sorry that you're mad at me."

Why am I so sad now.

Arsy has been injured all along. He's sad too. But I didn't realize it. I just think about my feelings.

Arsy let go of his embrace. He smiled and then stroked my head. I miss his smile. Usually Arsy is never stingy with a smile, but these two days I can't see his smile. And now I get it again. Arsy's smile just for me is back.

Then he sat down in a chair that seemed to be reserved for the guest or patient, then pulled me (again) to sit on his lap. Aishhh her romantic mood came again.

"Are you sorry Brother didn't?" tanyakanya.

I just nodded in agreement.

"Abang didn't mean to accuse you. Brother doesn't trust you. Brother doesn't doubt you, it's just that you can't trust anyone else."

I understand Arsy. I gotcha! Ii'm sorry.

Uhh I'm having a hard time saying that.

He was the only one who spoke and apologized.

I bit my lip because I was upset with myself who couldn't say anything to Arsy.

"Are you okay?" ask again.

Arsy, why are you so good. Ish

I feel more guilty if you're too good to me.

But I don't like cold Arsy either. Uhhh!

"Don't ignore me anymore. I'm sorry for being rude to Brother. I raised my voice to Brother. I was angry with my brother. I'm sorry!" my luck. I can finally say it too. I hugged him tightly.

"I miss my brother."

"Huft like this from yesterday is good" said Arsy. "Actually you weren't angry yesterday. When we had a fight here, Brother deliberately came out for fear of talking that hurt you again. After Abang came out, the angry feeling of Brother had already thrown away. It's not really 'angry', but you're just too worried about you.

That part ignored that on purpose let you say sorry first. But wait for you to apologize first really long ish, brother can not take it anymore!" obviously then pinched my cheek furiously. Habits!

It was so cold, I was afraid to apologize.

"Cowry has made you wait a long time" I said, putting on a pretty face. Mukaku is cute even though it is not covered.

"Forget over. Now we have the power to go back to the past. How do we change the story?"

"All right!" cheerful answer.

"So, what's this brother's girlfriend doing here?" tanyanya purapura went back to the day we had a fight.

"Just want to see my brother. I miss Brother. All of you want to tell me that my KKN group has changed," I replied with Purapura as well.

After that we laughed together.

Throw away the turbid, take the clear.

Now I'm learning to appreciate. Appreciate Arsy's feelings for me.

His worry is not wrong, he just wants to protect, no restraints.

Her wish all along was simple, she wanted me to persuade her, she wanted me to start admitting my fault. But I never get sensitive.

Although I never did what he wanted, he never complained about it. In the end, he will give up on me.

I love him more and more.

Drrkkkk!

The door opens from the outside.

We're getting stiff.

I was kissing Arsy on the cheek when the door opened, I don't know when I kissed him I didn't realize at all. Aishhh Syifa's.

I'm really shocked. Not only was I shocked because of my behavior seen by others, but also shocked because I dared to do that.

I'm ashamed again now.

"Oh My God! What're you two?" asked Arisya who came.

I woke up from Arsy's lap.

"You just interrupt!" said Arsy to Arisya.

This Ish Arsy, later Arisya increasingly think of various things.

"You guys messrainsiannya later at home. I want to tell you that Intan is conscious" said Kak Arisya.

"Alhamdulillah!" I said, Thank you, God. "Thank God he's conscious. Let's see Intan now!" take me.

"Crano? What happened to Intan?" tanya Dafa who tibatiba appeared out of nowhere.

***

Seriate.