Young Marriage (?)

19. Already Just

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I was talking to Intan. Intan looks weak.

"Witho!" I rushed towards him and hugged his lying body.

"Hey sistaaa, I'm a patient. Don't hug the kencangkencang. You want to make me breathless or something. I know your name means medicine, but that doesn't mean I'll heal right away if you hug me like this. Let go of ish!" his protest.

I'm splitting a hug.

"I'm worried half a life knows no. You were so hot, it was hotter than my heart when I was jealous to see Arsy valued by many women. If I fry a banana over your forehead it must be dead," I said without a semicolon.

If it is written there is a semicolon anyway, just imagine me talking without pause that is the point.

"Fa, it's like you're sick" Intan said. "Dad, you better check your son-in-law's ass we're in the hospital. The cable on his head is broken like it."

I've already poked my mouth.

"Sludud where there's a cable in my head."

"You guys, it's not healthy not sick is still a little like gini," sumpuk Kak Arisya who shook his head to see our behavior.

"Sir, fire Syifa as your sister-in-law" provoked Intan.

"No! Syifa will remain my brother's wife" said Arsy, who embraced me from behind.

I'm short, he's not hugging my waist. But put one hand around my neck. Understand right? Not strangling you know but embracing or the like is clearly that. Beloved right? Aishhh why even discuss that. Anyway, Arsy grabbed me from behind.

"Sobbly!" said Kak Arisya when he saw our friendly action.

I've already thrown my tongue at him.

"Tan, don't don't let you not only have a fever but also catch a cold until nausea is like that," I said as Intan was making a face as if he wanted to vomit.

"I want to puke to see you guys. You guys getting along? Not fighting anymore?" tanya Intan plain.

Arisya's father and sister have been staring questionably at us. Especially Dad.

Ish Intan is indeed lemes mouth really.

"Arsy, you must be bully Syifa is that why you fight?" guess Dad.

"No. Yesterday we just fought, Dad. We are all good. Is that right, baby?" said Arsy while tightening his embrace.

He .. I can only smile. Don't know what to answer.

"That's it. Now I want nanya. Why does Intan have a fever like this? Are you really coming home from rain? Why rain? Why not wait to stop?" ask Kak Arisya who is more like being interrogating the offender.

"You think you're an electric pole that can stay standing despite the heat and rain?"

Not yet Intan answered, Brother Arisya has connected burdening again. Until comparing Intan with electric poles. Hahah No I am.

"Remember, don't repeat! We're all worried about you" added Arisya. This time it was softer. Then he stroked Intan's head covered in the veil.

Intan smiled. For a moment his gaze was directed towards my back, but then he turned again.

I glanced back.

Dafa!

I forgot that Dafa also came here after I explained that Intan was sick. I saw a sense of guilt on his face just now when I found out what happened to Intan.

I looked back at Intan. He was still angry at Dafa.

"Bear intan. Father and Brother Arisya go home first gpp yes. Not that we don't want to nginep nemenin you, but worried that Mother and Ichad are just the two at home. Tomorrow we come again with Mother. Gpp yes?" ma'lum Daddy.

"Gpp really, Dad. I'm fine now too" replied Intan.

"Yes, I don't have to worry. There is Syifa who will take care of Intan here," I said.

"Good then" said Arisya. "Eh Daf, do you want to come home or what?" asked Arisya to Dafa who was just silent from earlier.

"I'm just here. I still have patients anyway" Dafa replied.

"Well, we go home first. Shafakillah Intan dear. Assalaamu'alaikum!" kak Arisya pamit.

"Wa'alaikumussalaam!" answer us.

"Yes, just pay attention."

Dafa had a message before Kak Arisya left.

Arisya's sister just smiled then nodded.

Intan stared at the scene with sayu.

Aishhh love triangle.

***

Arsy and I sat on the couch, giving Dafa space to talk to Intan.

Dafa sat on the chair beside Intan's bed. Intan turned his face away from Dafa.

"Hmm I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything like that to you. I'm really sorry. You're like this because of me. Next time, even if you're mad at me, don't hurt yourself like this. Once again sorry for hurting you," said Dafa Lirih.

Intan didn't respond.

Dafa had stood up to leave, he knew Intan was still injured now.

"Taxed boat can be pushed back, bad word terpaknya," said Intan tibatiba. Which proverb is it again.

"I understand. Shafakilah, I'll go first. Assalaamu'alaikum!" reply to Dafa and leave.

I'm approaching Intan. He was crying in silence.

I can't do anything but stroke his head, try to make it a little better.

I know he was sad to treat Dafa that way. Just like Arsy who was also injured for deliberately ignoring me.

A few days later, Intan fell asleep again. I walked over to Arsy who was still sitting on the sofa.

"Wouldn't work anymore?" my many.

"It's done. Brother can get you here. Keep Intan together," he replied.

I put my body on the couch.

"What happened to them?" arsy asked as he laid his head on my thigh. Aishhh wants to be happy.

"Dafa said something that offended Intan. That's why Intan came home through the rain. Dafa always says hurtful things, but Intan doesn't put it in his heart" I explained.

"Why is he so offended now?"

"Dafa indirectly insulted his father. Even though Dafa didn't mean it, it still hurt Intan."

"Any promise won't hurt your heart" he said.

Erk's? What's he talking about? We are talking about Intan and Dafa.

"Not to say anything like that. Don't promise anything. Just try."

"Yes. Brother will try not to hurt your heart" he repeated with a smile.

"Let's try samasama! I will also try not to feel hurt even if you hurt me" I said.

"I'm a soft snail shell. Unsure of hurting anyone else's heart," I replied as I ruffled her hair.

"The blackmail!" the strangeness.

He hugged my waist, buried his face in my body. Erk strange yes sounds. wkwk*neglected

"Drowsy bang!" he said half whispered.

I stroked his head. Let him sleep on my lap.

***

"Fa, wake up baby!"

My mother's voice woke me up.

Slowly I opened my eyes. Around me like a hospital.

I was waiting for Intan last night. But it feels strange. Now my position is sleeping on Arsy's lap, shouldn't it be Arsy sleeping on my lap? Since when did he change our position. Aisshhh it looks like I slept dead until I don't remember this.

I got up and sat down to collect my life because I was still alive.

"First prayer first. Bangunin Arsy also invited him to pray," said Mama.

"Abang, wakeup! pray at dawn first" I said, shaking his shoulder.

Arsy started to move his eyes.

"Boyle!" he said when his eyes could see me.

"Sholat first hey hurry!" mom's orders.

"Mama, when's it coming?" ask Arsy who just realized there's a Mama here.

"Every night. When we came home empty. Your phone's not picked up. Mama called Dafa and she said Intan was in the hospital, so we came straight here" Mama said.

"Oh that. Where's papa?" tanyaku.

"He went to the dawn prayer mosque. You guys also pray there, let Mama wait for Intan."

We also prayed to the mosque, leaving Intan under the care of Mama.

***

Mom and Dad were out for breakfast.

Arsy, I don't know where he is. Now I'm just the two of you with Intan.

"Tan, I'm sorry to represent Abang Dafa" I told him.

"Why are you the one who's sorry. Already Fa. It's not your fault" Intan replied.

"I want to tell you something. You wanna hear me?" my many.

"Which story from the country do you want to tell?"

Intan is back.

Fairytale said. Isha!

"About Dafa. Do you know why he's not married? Among grandfather's grandchildren was only Dafa who was unmarried. Aren't you surprised? Now I want to tell you. He was going to get married, of course, with a choice of his heart. They met in college, and then they fell in love. Dafa decided to ask for it. And the family decided to marry them off at the end of the year, four months after the win. But something happened, two months before the wedding, Fathia's sister, Dafa's fiancee, had an accident when she wanted to go home with her own car, and she died on the spot. Since then Dafa does not like to smile at the face of unknown women, he closes himself off from women. Besides, Dafa also does not allow Mama or I to bring my own car, even I am not allowed to take a motorcycle. It was because Dafa was afraid that what Kak Fathia experienced happened to us. I know he was too much for you yesterday, but that's because he didn't want anything to happen to you. Maybe he didn't know what to ban you, so he told you that. He's worried about you. He didn't mean to hurt your feelings, he didn't know that bike was your father's. And please believe me, he's so sorry he hurt you. I can see that from his eyes. Please forgive him!"

It was good to have told this to Intan.

I looked at Intan, she was crying again. This time I heard the stuff.

I hugged him tightly.

"Sshhhh no crying. I didn't even put an onion in my story earlier, why are you crying ish?" I said I tried to ask him to joke again.

But she was crying harder. Hadeuhwas.

Tibatiba Arsy and Dafa came.

"Syi, Intan why?" arsy asked worriedly seeing Intan cry.

"Hey little boy, what's wrong with you? Where's that sick?" this time Dafa asked.

Intan let go of my embrace. He wiped his tears and laughed. Aishhh this kid why?

"I was acting cry earlier with Syifa. Didn't know you were coming. Btw, my acting is good, right?" said cheerful.

He looked at me as if asking for help.

"Oh yes. It's just our joke. Hihi We again talked about the campus queen drama that was crying as if she was the most suffering person in the world, we tried it so she did," I explained that there was no obvious at all. My words are really not that clear. Garagara Intan.

Arsy and Dafa have been gawking, maybe not understanding what I said. Ah bodo.

"What does Dafa bring?" tanya Intan diverted the conversation.

"Ah, this is breakfast for you," replied Dafa hesitantly. It seemed like she was surprised that Intan had already returned to being sweet to her.

I was a bit surprised too.

"Happeningly. I'm this laper. Can we eat?" ask Intan again.

"Of course!" reply Dafa. "Let me open it," bargained Dafa.

Dafa unwrapped the food and gave it to Intan.

Arsy's already pulling me away. As usual, we are just spectators now. We sat back on the sofa.

"Eat swallow. You will choke" said Dafa.

"It doesn't hurt, does it?"

Dafa was already frowning hearing Intan's question.

"So good brother to me. Don't you think you're starting to like me, are you?"

Kata Intan dah returned with a seductive style. Thank goodness!

"Aren't you mad at me?" ask Dafa who seems to be still surprised by Intan's sweet attitude.

The question is similar to Arsy's question to me yesterday.

"When am I angry?" ask Intan with a mouth full of food. "I've been angry with you all the time? Even though you've always been unfriendly to me, but I can't be angry. I like Brother" said Intan, saddened. How could he speak so loud. Though he was expressing his heart, but it sounded as if it was a normal thing. Doesn't it matter if his feelings are unrequited?

"I told you not to like me" said Dafa cynically. It seemed that he had also returned to being his usual self.

"Hmm Brother. If I stop liking you, can you be nice to me?" ask Intan who seems to surprise Dafa.

"You like me or not my attitude will not change" Dafa replied. Then he left without saying anything.

"So yes. My feelings for her mean nothing to him. What am I supposed to do, Fa?" tanya Intan sayu's. "Maybe I really should forget about it now. It seems like he really likes Arisya. Brother Arisya and he both have the same sadness. People they love are taken away from them in the same way. They understand each other's feelings. They fit perfectly!" connect with Intan as if Arsy didn't hear everything.

I just answered his empty mouth. Don't know what to say.

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Seriate.