YOU'RE MY LITTLE FAIRY

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Didit knocked on the door of Adis' room slowly while calling out her sister's name.

Intentionally he made a sound so that Adis knew who came was him, his brother, not Satrio who was feared Adis.

The sitting Adis hugging his knees behind the door rushed to his feet and opened the door quickly.

He immediately rushed into his brother's embrace and then shed his tears with a body that was still slightly trembling.

Heartache Didit found Adis situation like this.

It was very clear to her how Adis was so frightened at this moment.

Gently stroked his sister's head without making a sound.

"You scared?" asked Mas Didit in a soft voice. Half-dead he held back his nearly dripping tears.

Adis nodded slowly.

"Satrio doesn't know that the way he shows his anxiety makes you afraid. Sorry about him." whispered Mas Didit gently.

Adis nodded again.

"I just can't escape my trauma completely. I also nyesel just told him to go.But I was so scared." said Adis full of regret.

Didit patted gently Adis' back.

"No papa. He knows. He also messed up because it made you uncomfortable earlier." comforted Mas Didit.

"He's not angry?" asked Adis while looking up at her brother's face.

"No. He was sad because he scared you earlier. That's why I'm here to squirm you. Do you want to tell me why you're scared in the hug?" ask Didit again gently.

"I'm not afraid of being hugged" Adis said as he escaped from his brother's embrace.

"I didn't papa just hugged Mas. Even feel calm and safe." continued Adis with a smile.

The two are now sitting cross-legged in front of the door.

Didit patiently waited for Adis to return to continue his story.

"So you should also like dong if in the hug Satrio?" tanya Mas Didit after neither Adis continued his chat.

Adis nodded in shame.

"But I'm afraid." said Adis later.

"Fear why?" didit asked very gently so that Adis did not hear the slightest hint of intimidation and demanded in his question.

Adis was silent for a moment.

"Fear.fear..di..throw it against the wall.sick, Mas.." replied Adis then crying while hiding his face above the knees he hugged.

Didit's heart felt dislodged at that time as well.

Thrown into the wall Adis says?!

BA JI NGAN. !!!

"Keep you scared especially?" didit asked after he saw Adis started to calm down with his cries.

"Fear of being pushed...By tarik ..Kicked... Stifled.." said Adis as his hand choked his own neck.

Didit rushed to grab Adis' hand and grasped it. He felt Adis' body trembling again.

"You want to hug Mas again?" bargain Didit then gently while stretching his hand.

Adis nodded as she inched into her brother's embrace.

Adis's crying broke again.

Didit patted gently Adis arm.

His head looked up to hold back the pace of his regretful tears.

It is inconceivable how the feeling of fear that Adis must endure when having to alone face the brutality of Panji for almost two years.

My poor little sister...Forgive me yes....Forgive Mas....

"There's no way Satrio would be like that. He is in love with you. The person who loves and loves it is impossible to hurt the person he loves" said Mas Didit gently while caressing Adis' head.

His chest was claustrophobic immeasurably. His heartache on Panji seemed to be getting high.

Adis nodded slowly while shrinking her tears.

"But I'm afraid she is" Adis said again.

"No, honey. Once he gets there, he'll be done in Mas's hands. I promise you." Didit said convincingly.

Adis just kept quiet.

Didit stared pityfully at his only puppet sister.

He kept his own fears and pain because the family that should be his main protector did not believe in his complaints at that time.

O Allah, forgive us all...

"As long as you're close to Satrio, has he ever forced you to touch you? I mean hugging or stealing kissing you maybe?" tanya Mas Didit slowly and in a relaxed tone in the hope Adis is not offended or embarrassed by his question.

He knew what was asked of Adis was a matter of privacy for the two lovebirds, but he explained the gamble by asking that in hopes of getting one answer that he hoped would be able to strengthen Adis' trust in Satrio who now has full rights over him.

"Never at all. He was just a hand, that was the permission first." replied Adis sure.

Didit smiled with relief.

"That means he loves you. He appreciates you. And he wants to take care of you. That is what people who love do. He doesn't want to make you uncomfortable, let alone scared. Because he loves you. Because he wants you to feel safe at the same time as him" said Mas Didit softly.

Sentence by sentence slowly entered into Adis' heart and mind.

In his heart he confirmed what his brother said.

Yes, Satrio always tried to make her comfortable and feel safe next to the man.

"Does he love Reta?" ask Mas Didit back.

Adis nodded steadily.

"Even the other day he wanted to be called Reta's father. So Reta calls him Dad Om same to him." Adis replied with a faint smile.

He also remembers Satrio always involving Reta in their every conversation.

Adis could feel the man absolutely loved Reta and always thought Reta existed. Not like the old Panji.

"That means he accepts you as you are unconditionally. It can only be done by people who love sincerely. And you've got that from your Satrio" said Mas Didit again.

"Mas trusts her completely because Mas believes she loves you. He can replace Papa and Mas to protect you and Reta. He's trustworthy." said Mas Didit started trying to convince Adis.

"Don't hide your fear of anything from your husband. He will take care of you. He will try to get rid of all your fears. Your job is to trust only him. Believe that he will take care of you with all his soul. He'll never intentionally scare you into anything. You want to try to trust him?" tanya Mas Didit gently.

Adis is silent.

"But he made me breathless like a Panji" said Adis slowly.

"That Satrio didn't know that you were afraid of being hugged. He was so sorry when he saw you were scared" said Mas Didit.

Adis.

He remembered Satrio looked very anxious and confused when he saw him scared.

Unlike the Panji who always looked at him with a satisfied and condescending look every time he looked a little scared.

"That's why you should talk after this. You're telling him the truth about all your fears. Let him take care of you. Always feel safe and comfortable with him. How's it?" tawar Mas Didit's.

Adis is silent.

He was doubtful and ashamed. And also afraid will make Satrio feel burdened because he must always keep all his attitude in order to always make him calm.

It's very sad Satrio.

"Pity him, if you have to continue to sacrifice feelings because you have to take care of me. Pity that he can not be himself later for fear of making me uncomfortable" Adis said later in a sad tone.

"The husband of the wife should not be anyone who feels sacrificed or sacrificed in an effort to maintain the continuity of the household. What is there is an effort to adjust to each other. And adjusting to each other takes a great soul and sincerity from both. If both of these things already exist, then there is no longer a name that feels sacrificed or feels sacrificed. They are just the same adjusting to each other. Snacking one another, Dis." said Mas Didit with a smile.

"I'm mentally ill huh, Mas?" ask Adis while glazed.

Didit gently embraced Adis' shoulder.

"No, Dis. You're just scared. From now on, you don't have to be afraid anymore. You have Satrio who will always take care of you and also Reta, there is Mas, there are two papa, there are also Wira who will always take care of you. You won't be alone anymore" said Mas Didit convincingly.

Adis suddenly felt very safe hearing that. He felt that so many people would always take care of him. Always there for him.

"I want to meet Mas Satrio" Adis said later with a sob.

"Pengen hugged him?" goda Mas Didit while smiling in relief.

"But don't want to be hugged. I'm still scared." Adis said as she wiped her tears.

"Yes, I'll tell him, let you hug him. He can't hug you if you're not licensed. How's it?" asked Mas Didit with a happy smile.

Adis nodded in shame.

"Yes already. I'm calling your husband here, right?" tawar Didit's.

"Don't here. In the garden behind me." said Adis while smiling shyly glancing at Reta who was sound asleep.

"alright....I know.." said Mas Didit while chuckling then left Adis after believing Adis had returned to calm and as usual.

...🧚🧚🧚 b e r s a m b u n g 🧚🧚🧚...

Dah, I spent all my tears writing today...😅🙈

Tomorrow's the uwu-uwuannya....😂😂😂