
Out of the sugar shop the two were struck by silence until the motor stopped in front of Adis' house.
Adis feels clumsy and confused how to behave.
Moreover, all this time he had never started a conversation when he was near Satrio.
And this is what happens if Satrio does not open a conversation between the two of them. So quiet and cold.
To be honest, he was confused by what Satrio said at the sugar shop.
Being 'what' Satrio means what? What does it mean the same as he thinks? Is that something special for Satrio?
To be someone who has more rights to Satrio?
Did ya?
This fast?
Just yesterday she 'broken' someone who has the status of her lover.
And today someone directly 'shot him'?
It's so fucking him, huh?!
Grimacing itself in the heart.
Was Satrio joking or serious?
Cook is the cat's father serious about him?
The widow of this one child?!
It can't possibly be.....
Is the woman in this world living she doang, until - until the cool Satrio want to be with her?
Uh, why even muji the cat father anyway?!
"Not satisfied sitting on my bell? Not going down yet? Too comfortable, huh?" satrio's question in front of his face made Adis jump in shock and immediately rewind his head.
He quickly looked to his left.
Oh my goodness ! How long has he been riding on a motorcycle that has stopped in front of his house?
Just shy!
"The flight is in the lock. Please call Mbak Yanti dong, Dis." said Satrio after trying to open the gate but it was already in the same lock Mbak Yanti.
It has become a habit Adis and Mbak Yanti anyway, will lock the gate after ten o'clock at night.
"Yes." said Adis after getting off the bat and rushed to call Mbak Yanti.
"Please open the gate, Ma'am. I was in front of the house" Adis said so on the second ring, his phone was picked up by Mbak Yanti.
In the count of five, Mbak Yanti was already seen shoveling out of the house and rushed to open the padlock and gate.
Judging from his face that is still bright like Mbak Yanti has not slept.
"Not sleeping, Mommy?" greet Satrio while bringing in Adis motorbike.
Adis tailed behind Satrio while carrying his helmet.
Satrio's motorbike was parked in his garage.
"No, Mas. Again watch the movie Dilan." replied Mbak Yanti with a smile.
Good thing Adis called earlier fitting again start advertising.
Mbak Yanti rushed in after receiving a scratch bag containing strawberry flavored sugar rations.
He did not want to miss watching the handsome face of Iqbaal Ramadan.
"I go home first ya." said Satrio after placing Adis motor nicely and took out his own motorbike.
"Yes. Thanks yeah....Mas." replied Adis slightly trembling.
Haaaah, why so stiff gini the atmosphere?!
"Thank you for?" satrio asked deliberately to prolong the conversation.
He really doesn't care if it's midnight.
They are in an open area. It's impossible to do something nasty.
And maybe Ms. Yanti again looked at from one corner in the house.
"For everything since yesterday. Thank you for driving Panji out of my life" Adis said, looking down to hide his novelty.
The cat's father defended him yesterday.
He who looks rancid and indifferent turns out to be able to see the Panji treatment on him yesterday.
It really touched her.
All this time he thought he would never be able to escape the shackles of Panji and will endure the pain for life by bearing alone the heartache with all the treatment of Panji to him.
He thought that no one would want and be able to help him escape the Panji and get rid of the savage man from his life.
But it turns out that God still wants to give him a chance to breathe freely and smile happily with off the Panji.
All because of this shitty cat daddy.
He really felt he had to thank Satrio a lot.
"I don't need your thanks. I did not say sincerely just to help" Satrio said with a smile and stared intently at Adis' eyes.
A shocked and scared look that was trying to be hidden was immediately visible on Adis' face.
"Sir....what do you mean?" ask Adis in a voice as flat as possible.
He did not want to look weak in front of Satrio by showing worry in front of this man before him.
"I have a thank you for getting rid of that Panjul. I want to have his place in your life. Being lover....To be more precise, wanting to be your husband and accompany you look after Reta" Satrio said with a smile.
Adis's heart melos.
Become husband?!
Crazy people.
Accompany him to keep Reta.
Keeping Reta.with him.
Making his son have the figure of a Papa, as Reta had wanted all along.
And that smile....It was not the usual pranky smile Satrio put on his face.
Satrio's smile this time was so soothing, and soothing.
As if able to attract a desolate and dry soul to approach and shelter, then lean full.
But he still doubts.
She's afraid.
Is it possible.....?
"I didn't play with what I said, Dis. I'll give you time to tidy up your memories with Beni. Keep it well as a sweet memory. I'll wait until you have a place for me in your heart space. But I don't have much time, Dis. May the space for me be immediately in your heart before my time runs out" said Satrio standing tall in front of Adis who was only able to stand stiffly while looking down in front of Satrio.
His chest felt full at this moment. Not full of what taste.
I don't know which one is dominant he feels now.
Shock, haru, fear, happiness, doubt, desire, pity, , all racing to dominate his heart this time.
"Hopefully this good intention of mine can you consider. I go home first. Quick sleep." said Satrio while patting gently the head wrapped in Adis hijab for a moment.
Stifffry made.
His chest was pounding as if the entire complex could hear him.
Without waiting for Adis answer, Satrio rushed up his bike and pushed with his feet to run his bike to reach the gate.
Adis stared at Satrio's movements with mixed feelings.
All like dreams that suddenly flocked appeared before him.
Make him confused and can not think clearly in order to study correctly one by one.
All surprised him, including the man who almost passed through the gate of his house.
The man who asked for a space in his heart. But he said there was not much time to wait.
*K*why can't you wait so long?
"Mas!" call Adis uncontrollable.
Satrio who did not dare to expect to hear Adis' voice, of course was somewhat surprised to hear the call.
"Yes...?" satrio said while stopping his foot to run his bike.
He looked towards Adis behind him.
Adis approached with doubtful steps.
Indeed Adis regretted calling Satrio just now.
Feel like cheap.or whatever the name.
Like feeling down on self-esteem.
Yes ampuuuun...why iniiiii?
But he called. And Satrio must be waiting for the next words from him.
Wet bitch to retreat.
"Don't wait for me.." said Adis after taking a few deep breaths to strengthen his heart so that he could speak the sentence calmly in front of Satrio.
He stared at Satrio's brown eyes which looked at him without surprise or disappointed trajectory after hearing his words just now.
Why isn't he surprised?
Why wasn't she disappointed by her subtle rejection just now?
Satrio smiled a little.
"I'm already sleepy. You must be tired too. Don't keep talking about our feelings tonight. I know you can't think calmly. Don't tell me anything else. Calm yourself first, just think of me. Think about us after you've calmed down" Satrio said, then put on his helmet and turned on his engine.
"I'll go home first.... Assalamualaikum.." pamit Satrio then passed without looking again at Adis who was still frozen. Even the greeting from Satrio was only his reply in heart.
What the fuck, Diiiiis?
'Think about us after your heart is calm' keeps ringing in Adis' head.
"Sir, why didn't you come in?" mbak Yanti's voice surprised Adis who was pensive on the terrace seat
After locking the gate earlier, Adis did not immediately enter the house.
All the things about Satrio were even flocking in his head.
Unsettling !!
"Have Dilan finished?" tanya Adis while standing up and then approached towards Mbak Yanti who was standing in the middle of the door.
"Udah from earlier." replied Mbak Yanti as she approached the door to close it after Adis entered the house.
"Mbak Adis is okay, right? All right?" mbak Yanti asked in a worried tone, walking following Adis' steps towards the dining room then filling the glass with water from the dispenser.
"No papa. I'm fine." replied Adis after swallowing half a glass of water.
"What's the Panji?" ask Mbak Yanti to be afraid.
"Then he killed me. Alhamdulillah." said Adis while smiling at Mbak Yanti who seemed to not believe.
"Can you please just mutusin?" ask Mbak Yanti curious.
He was now sitting on the dining chair opposite Adis sitting.
"Thanks to Mas Didit and Mas it." Adis said with a slightly embarrassed smile.
"Who's that?" mama Yanti asked confused.
"His father is a cat." replied Adis while looking down embarrassed.
"Oalaaahs....Mas Satrio to.." said Mbak Yanti then laughed happily.
"I'm laper. Make some noodles, Ma'am!" suddenly Adis hastily stood up in spirit then took the pot and filled it with water and boiled it.
"Lhoh Mbak...this is past one hour!" mbak Yanti said in astonishment.
Usually Adis has been very lazy to eat over eight at night.
"Do you want to?" tanya Adis offered Mbak Yanti as if he had not heard what Mbak Yanti had just said to him.
Adis doesn't care.
He only wanted to eat spicy and hot tonight to neutralize his mixed mood.
He wanted to be able to immediately arrange his heart to quickly calm down and be able to immediately think about himself and Satrio.
Why remember that plan alone could his heart feel this supreme?
...🧚🧚🧚 b e r s a m b u n g 🧚🧚🧚...
Howaaaa?????
Want to continue this novelty again or stop until here and we switch to the cry again? 🙊🙈😀