YOU'RE MY LITTLE FAIRY

Beni Agung Prayogi

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Coz someday someone's gonna love me

The way I wanted you to need me

Someday someone's gonna take your place

One day I'll forget about you

You'll see I won't even miss you

Someday....

But now I know you can't tell

I'm down and I'm not doing well

But one day

These tears they will all run dry

I won't have to cry

Sweet goodbye's.....

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...🎶 Someday - Nina Girado 🎶...

In this chapter and actually the chapter to the back we will flash back to Adis' life a few years ago yes.....😊

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Adis's tears poured over the bolster that became his face support.

The song from the radio that he played accidentally felt like he was tearing up and making fun of his own feelings at this time.

He feels foreign to himself.

He felt broken, for what reason.

He felt devastated, no matter what.

He felt lost, lost nothing.

He felt alone, without knowing who he was left behind.

"I'm why siiiih?" he complained to himself in between his stuffing.

He shouldn't have thought about what Satrio might think of him.

It's not just Satrio.

He shouldn't have to care what people think of him. About Reta.

They don't know how he tried to keep making amends last night.

Maybe if Beni was still with him, his life wouldn't feel this heavy.

If Beni was still around, the three of them - her, Beni, and Reta - would have been a happy family full of love.

If Beni stays with him, he does not need to meet Panji and must continue to hold back the sadness of having to be with the man.

If Beni is with him, he doesn't have to part with Reta as he will be living in their own house with Beni and Reta.

He doesn't need to go this far and leave Reta just to secure himself from Panji.

And he, there's no need to have a story of meeting the cat's father.

The annoying songbirds who always make it go awry and cranky.

Which makes him feel so lost when they were never so close.

Adis knows, Satrio has special feelings for her.

The gaze of his eyes that are often cold and ignorant, often often look at him gently when they are talking even if only for a moment.

But Adis realizes from the beginning, sooner or later Satrio will find out about his status which is no longer a girl.

She's the mother of a beautiful little girl who has instantly taken a liking to Satrio because she's always remembered with a hug 'which is like his papa'.

Though since birth Reta did not have time to feel the embrace of her father, Beni.

Beni Agung Prayogi is her first love and first lover since she was second grade Junior High until they were third grade High School.

Previously they were dating very normally and naturally people were dating.

Both of their parents knew each other.

Beni and Adis are equally well received in each family.

Until the great sin they committed that day made both their families end up very hurt even though their parents never said it.

Only once they do that. And they both are very sorry.

Adis and Beni only do once when they are equally far from home to follow the work of tourism in Bali.

The flashback

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Adisty has a fever during the day, and Beni has been trusted by Adisty's parents to keep Adis safe, feel responsible and allowed to accompany Adis in his room from day to night before and miss the agenda to visit tourist attractions with his class group in the half day.

Adis who had taken the medicine at that time even more shivering cold.

Five thick blankets, two thick jackets and several pairs of socks have been worn by Beni on Adis.

But it seems like all have not been able to give warmth to Adis' body.

Panicked. That is the only thing that controls feelings

Beni at that time.

Repeatedly contacting the guidance counselor on a phone call was never successful because of the bad signal because it may be the influence of very heavy weather.

Either can Inspiration from where when Beni decided to do skin to skin on Adis who was already in a semi-conscious condition due to high fever.

In Beni's mind at that time was only really to relieve Adis' body heat.

He was afraid Adis why-why during in his responsibility.

And the practice of skin to skin treatment ala Beni also turned out to show results.

Beni hugged Adis' plain body tightly with her body.

He seemed to want to move the heat in Adis' body to his body.

He wanted to make the agonizing coldness of Adis disappear slowly.

And it worked.

By dusk, Adis consciousness is almost restored as body heat decreases.

And Adis started to get uneasy with the fact that they were both plain without clothes and hugged each other tightly.

"Ben, I'm not papa. It's not as cold as it was" said Adis trying to escape from the deck of Beni who had not yet slackened.

His hand had fumbled around him to find out where his clothes were thrown by Beni who was panicking earlier.

Beni felt Adis' forehead and immediately breathed a sigh of relief because the forehead now only leaves a warm feeling, no longer as hot as before.

Slowly Beni let go of her embrace.

Throw away his gaze from Adis' plain body in front of him.

They realized they should not look at each other's innocent bodies.

The two just shared a blanket on each corner of the bed with the intention of rushing to wear their clothes with each other back.

Adis had just finished wearing her underwear and t-shirt when with a slight tremble Beni called out to her.

"Why?" adis asked when she saw him Beni looked at her doubtfully.

The guy was already wearing his shorts and still bare-chested.

"Why, Ben?" ask Adis again because Beni did not speak.

"No papa" said Beni then moved from her side and sat away in the only seat in the room.

Beni looked very agitated and repeatedly looked at Adis with a sad look.

"I go to the bathroom first" said Beni suddenly and rushed to the bathroom in the corner of the room.

Adis thinks Beni will take a shower. But long enough to hear the sound of water falling.

"Ben!" exclaim Adis after more than ten minutes inaudible there is activity using water in the bathroom.

Beni said slowly.

"You why? Why don't you take a shower?" ask Adis who is now approaching the bathroom door.

"No papa. You just calm down. Already, back there again. You haven't healed yet." throw Beni out.

Beni's voice was strange. Adis is afraid that Beni is changing the fever.

So his hand is now even knocking on the bathroom door so that Beni wants to go out.

"Let me here first, Dis. Justjust please. I'll go out on my own." asked Beni.

Adis who does not understand the condition of Beni who is struggling to relieve his desire, even more stubborn by continuing to knock and ask Beni out.

"Adis, please don't do that. I'm looking after you. Please shut.please!" yelled Beni in despair.

Adis who feels guilty for making Beni so even more stubborn.

"You want what? A kiss? I want to kiss you." Adis said with a sincere heart.

As long as they're dating, they're just kissing cheeks. That's scheduled. You can only kiss one cheek on Sunday night.

And Beni several times often say like to imagine if you want to be able to kiss Adis' lips someday.

After waiting long enough for Beni to react, Beni finally came out with eyes that Adis had never seen.

Waving eyes.

"Can you kiss the lips?" ask Beni gently while cupping Adis' cheek.

Adis nodded slowly.

Just kiss the lips. Not anything once. They are already big. It's third grade High School, so thought Adis.

But in fact the pleasure of the first kiss they can not stop just enough on the lips.

Adis and Beni are equally lulled and no one is trying to stop the pleasure that continues to demand more and more in the twilight.

The rush of rain outside is like adding heat to the embers of their early romance until both of them are finished and realized to have committed a fatal mistake and a great sin.

The two cry together.

They realized their mistake right then and there.

Beni even knelt down repeatedly apologizing to Adis who continued to cry lamenting her stupidity.

"I'll take responsibility, Dis. You don't be afraid." said Beni steadily.

Adis did not say even though he believed Beni would do that.

Do they have to get married at this young age?

Three months later they will be applying for college.

"Don't stay with me." That's all Adis can do with Beni.

Yeah, what would happen to her who had been stained if Beni would leave her?

She now has a flower without honey.

"Where might I stay with you, Dis? I've ruined you. I can't be such a coward" Beni said.

Adis nodded in confidence and was a little relieved.

"Back from here I'll talk to our parents if we ask for a fiancee first. At least that's the new highest bond I can give you. When we are 20, we ask for marriage. It must have been allowed even though it may have been a religious marriage first because we are more mature" said Beni plans.

"But we have to go to college first, Ben" said Adis who had started to think a bit calmly.

"No papa going to college but marriage. Let it be safer to go where the two are because it is legitimate.Lagian I also have to be a little bit-likin-likan you a living. But don't get pregnant just yet. We finish college first, just have a child" said Beni getting taller and farther planned.

More able to make Adis calm.

For sure they both have really promised never to repeat the pleasures of the world they just felt before they married.

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