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70. How then?

"We hope yes, honestly I still love Gery, sorry because I've hurt you but I can't keep lying to my feelings," said Resta with a bad feeling.

Angga sighed, they had only been in a two-day relationship and easily Resta cut it off for the very reason that pierced his heart.

Does this girl not know? Angga liked it since childhood, even he liked it earlier than Gery.

"Low anyway, I'm poor Res, I'm in school here also because of scholarships, I'm also not as handsome as Gery," Angga replied while chuckling.

He looked at the evening sky that was starting to be orange in color, he smiled grievously holding back the feelings that were in his heart.

"Gue don't know, you forgot or intentionally missed me Aul," said Angga.

Resta raised his eyebrows, "What do you mean?"

The guy smiled at Resta, he thrust his closed hand and opened it. A daisy flower keychain was in his palm, instantly Resta looked at him in surprise.

"This is mine, where are you getting it?" ask her while taking the keychain.

"Lo who loves me, you must have forgotten."

*a boy in dark blue sat alone in the park sobbing, the seven-year-old hugged his knees and then drowned his face on it.

"Why does papa and mama keep fighting?" ask him with a stick. "People don't want mama to divorce as papa, huaaa," he continued with increasingly firmer cries.

Both parents are often at odds just because of a small problem, until today, Little Angga decided to run away from his home because his father shouted at his mother would divorce him.

No child who wants to have a messy family, no exception, pride, he does not want to separate from one of them let alone he has an older brother who of course will not be able to play with him again if papa and his mother divorced*.

When sadness hit him, a girl his age sat next to him and gently rubbed his shoulders making Angga look up at the girl.

"You why? why are you crying here alone?" ask the girl.

"A-I'm gapapa, just sad again," replied Angga who immediately wiped his tears.

The girl chuckled little to see Angga's cute-looking behavior in her eyes.

"My name is Resta Aulianti, call me Aul. What's your name?"

"My name is Dirlangga Brawijaya, call me Angga."

The two shook hands and smiled.

The presence of Resta makes the sadness in Angga's heart slowly disappear, it feels like there is a sun shining on it. A restaurant is like a new life for her.

"Nih I love my favorite keychain with you, so that later if we've been big continue to meet again you just love me let me want again with you," said Resta explained then give the key chain to Angga.

"Thank you, I can see you, '" Angga replied with a big smile.

"I'm also cool, but now Aul has to go home first."

The girl shook her head, "Aul doesn't live here, I'm just here to join mama to her house, so I have to go home afraid to be found."

Not yet had time to say goodbye the girl ran away from Angga.

Although their meeting was short but for Angga, Resta had already given a change to his life, he gave a strength to him until this second.

"Gue do not know what destiny God has written for us, but honestly I like it when I know we are a school right smp," said Angga.

Resta could only remain silent while listening to the story of Angga, to be honest he had not remembered the incident until this moment.

"Gue felt back finding a light that was lost for years in my life and it was lo Resta."

Deg

The girl opened her eyes wide, she did not know it turned out Angga had known her from the past even harboring her feelings from long ago. How should Resta be?

"Since the time I met you I was increasingly convinced that my destiny was in lo, but now I realize it turns out that for years my feelings are only one-sided, this is only one-sided, and it looks like it will never be able to reply Res," said Angga sad.

The man walked forward then sat on the green grass that moved because of the wind. The place he was sitting at right now was the place he used to be when he first met the girl.

"Here I find my light, and here too apparently I have to let the light be taken over by others" said Angga, looking down.

"Gue's sorry," cried Resta. "Gue don't know if you like me from a long time ago, but I also can't love you because my feelings run out in Gery," he cried with tears flowing.

Resta was still in his place holding onto his beloved keychain, he sobbed silently remembering how the struggle of the boy he met at that time.

It would have been very difficult, Resta had almost given up but Angga had not, and apparently the reason he had survived was himself, Aulia.

"Gue can't be selfish, you love Gery and I can't prevent that feeling. But one thing you should know-"

Resta opened his hearing to listen to the extension of Angga's words.

"Gery was the one who made my mom divorced, Gery's dad was my stepdad Res." Angga continued his words accompanied by a drop of clear liquid that fell from his eye patch.

"The gery? His father is stepfather lo?" ask Resta surprised.

"That used to be, now it's my own mama because they were married for only seven years, and after that Gery's dad got a new girl who's prettier than my mom. We lived a hard life and I was always a crutch for mom, we were happy without a family leader."

Angga stood up then returned to the face of Resta, he smiled sadly looking at her.

"Gue was always afraid for your life, make your deket, I was always self-conscious, I was difficult, I was not handsome, and it turns out that right now no one wants to be my sun. Congratulations yes, may you be happy Aul," said Angga while thrusting his hand.

Resta silently stared at the hand floating in the air, there was no intention to retaliate, he felt to be the most evil person in the world.

The guy pulled his hand back which was then put in his pants pocket.

"Father if you don't want to welcome my handshake, because maybe my hands are dirty. I just hope you're always happy with anyone, I love you Aul."