You My Bucin's

53. Don't go anywhere

"Rayna, what the fuck?"

The woman raised her eyebrows, "What do you mean Mas?"

Rayna had just come home from the show she was immediately treated to a question that even she did not know what her husband was in question.

"You told Ilham to take care of Nara?" ask Zayn coldly.

"Yes, is it wrong?"

"Wrong Ray, the inspiration already has a fiancee, you forgot?"

Rayna sighed softly, tired of her sitting on the sofa and patting the seat beside her, "Here, sit down first Mas."

"Ray, I asked you the same-"

"Mass." Rayna stared at Zayn sharply making the man comply.

Zayn sat next to his wife and looked at the woman seriously. "Rayna, what do you mean?"

"I'm wrong? Nara was just her best friend Ilham, she just moved here again I was afraid she strayed in school so I told her to take care of Nara," explained Rayna without burden.

"You forgot that Ilham already has a fiancee?"

Rayna looked up at her husband, "Mas, Nara's parents are the biggest investors in our company, if anything happens to Nara we will go bankrupt. That's why I-"

"Are you on Ray's side?"

The woman fell silent, she was a little afraid to look at Zayn who seemed to be unable to talk casually.

"Yesterday you said you would make Ilham and Alya close to let their marriage happen and we will live happily three, now you're worsening the relationship between the two children?" zayn said, he tried not to raise his tone.

"Mas, I mean-"

Zayn raised his hand to make Rayna stop her speech.

"I don't know what you mean Ray, the investor's problem is I'm not you, just you lead Inspiration to let him move according to his heart."

Rayna stood staring at her husband sharply, "That's my problem too, if we lose a big investor our company is nothing!"

"Why are you so crazy about Ray's treasure?!" Zayn raised his voice an octave making Rayna speechless. "I don't understand your mindset," he said.

"I don't understand you, either, Zayn, why do you keep losing those orphans - Akhh!!"

Rayna opened her eyes wide, the heat radiating down her cheeks making a drop of water come out of her eyes. This was the first time her husband had been rude, her whole life only this time she saw anger on Zayn's face.

"Ilham is my brother Zeen's son! You forgot?" snapped Zayn. He could no longer hold back his anger, whatever related to his twin he could not keep quiet. "Why have you always hated Inspiration? Though he's got you Ray, flamboyant"

"I HATE HIM!!"

Rayna was holding her sore cheek, maybe it was time she revealed what she had been keeping secret. He's tired, let it be if Zayn wants to divorce him, he doesn't care.

"I purposely told that son of a bitch that he's the kid I picked up from the parlor!" rayna.

Zayn stared, increasingly surprised by Rayna's words. "Ray"

"So all this time Inspiration has come from this family?"

The two humans turned their eyes to the origin of the sound that made the two speechless.

The lips smiled with tears flowing, "So, all this time Ilham lived with his uncle and aunt?" tanyakanya.

"Why didn't you say it from the beginning?"

Zayn glanced sharply at Rayna. "I guess you've been telling the truth all along Ray, I'm disappointed in you!" said cold.

"I don't like that you keep him going, me-"

"She deserves me to be spoiled Ray, because she used me as her only child, and at that time she lost both her parents. Where is your conscience Ray!?"

Rayna sobbed she sat on the floor hiding her face with both hands. The memories of the past just flashed past him.

It was after the death of Zeen and his wife that Zayn was holding a one-year-old baby. The baby was crying as if he knew what was going on, Zayn's heart was sliced to see it moreover he had not had any offspring during the two years of marriage. He thinks it's God's way to make him a father.

Years changed and the baby is now six years old. Rayna put on her school uniform, she smiled looking at the child with a sad feeling that enveloped her heart.

She also yearns for a child born from her womb, she also wants her husband to take care of her biological child, whether or not she will have an heir.

"Mama why?" ask Little Inspiration. She cupped Rayna's face then said, "Mama smiles but looks sad."

Rayna shook her head slowly, "Father, Mama is just moved that now Ilham is big."

"Ilham, let's go!" shout Zayn.

The black-clothed man smiled looking at his handsome nephew, he carried the small body into his sling.

"Father! Descend Inspiration, I am big!"

Zayn chuckled, "You're still a kid, you're in the middle."

Ilham pursed his lips, he resignedly carried by his papa.

"Ray I leave first yes," Zayn said with a smile.

Rayna nodded, she stared at her husband's departure with a sad face. He was happy to have Inspiration but on the other hand he was also sad because since the presence of the boy Zayn so often gave his time only to Ilham, not to him.

Then when Rayna had succeeded in giving offspring to Zayn, the man was instead preoccupied with his work.

"Zayn, Zara said she wanted to play with her papa" said Rayna who was holding a 2-year-old girl.

Zayn who was ready with his office clothes could only smile then kissed his daughter's puffer cheek.

"Later yes Zara, Papa there is work first, later if there is time Papa will play with you. Now play with Ilham's brother, yes" said Zayn.

"Mas, can't handle each other? Today only," pinta Rayna with a pleading face.

He rubbed his wife's head slowly with a smile. "Can't be darling, lately our company is no longer troubled and it's all I have to handle all, sorry."

Rayna resigned and she let Zayn go. It makes hatred nest in her, she envies because Ilham is more dear to her husband while Zara whose biological child is left alone.

Her lips trembled all this time she endured the feeling of pain itself. "I'm tired, I-I"

"Sorry Ilham Ma, sorry if all this time has made Mama's life suffer, if Mama says from the beginning maybe Ilham will leave this house," said Ilham while holding Rayna's body.

Rayna even more sobbing with the words of Inspiration, she did not know what feelings were lodged in her heart. He became afraid, afraid that Inspiration would leave the house.

"Starting today Inspiration"

"Don't go anywhere, Mama loves you," Rayna said in the end.