Writing a Story on Earth

CHAPTER 39

Whose marriage does not want to marry, everyone also wants to get married including myself and dream of a marriage and a happy life..

Having someone who always accompanies you in times of sadness or happiness and become home to tell stories when in the face of a trial or whatever it is called..

So even my adult self is increasingly afraid to choose the wrong life partner..

The more mature the way we think the wiser and do not want to mess about feelings or love.

The soul mate in the hands of God is true and man has been created in pairs but I do not believe the soul mate will come If we only pray without trying.

The soul mate is in our hands, we who must try and fight to find it.

The soul mate will not come by itself what if we just sit there.

...Two words that you need to stop, be patient and struggle when we pray and complain of all restlessness among the bitterness of the world that often makes us Down..

The soul mate must fight together and complement each other, if someone wants you and wants to mate with you then he will both fight until it ends in a marriage.

If someone does not want to be with you, then he will never fight and only be limited to words.

Like I stopped praying.

I've loved someone in my life and fought desperately just to be with him and everything I've given him.

My time, my attention, everything.

For me he was my main superiority other than both my parents and family. Days, weeks, months, years, everything has changed and everything has disappeared as I pray to you, O God, and you answer my prayers.

I always mentioned his name in every prostration in my do'a-do.

I never once stopped saying his name in every do'a.

Finally my do'a-do'i Allah answered and showed his ugliness until at the end it all ended without a word said.

Aaaaaaah is so painful that I feel, my life is so broken.

But I never regretted knowing him, never hated him or took revenge on him..

Because he was a good man, the one who made me stand up when I fell..

Only he is always there in the bitter times of the world that always stabs, stabs make the white dark.

I can never hate a good man, but I pray for him wherever he is, kindness, happiness always come to him and find his happiness..

I might be ruined..

But I believe God has the most beautiful plan for me and I believe in it.

It may take a long time to erase everything about her.

But I believe as time goes on I will get used to it, get used to it without his name, get used to it without all of it and now I'm getting used to it.

Get used to my training and my patience.

I started to accept reality and now I started trying to love myself.

Well, I like someone and I pray and God answers my prayers and in the end I stop praying and do not say his name again in every prostration.

Because I know if I like you, I'm ready for everything..

Because my rivals are all men on earth and someone you love.

I may never touch your heart.

Because there is a woman who mentions her name in every do'a and prostrates her.

Then if I pray and say your name in every do'a and bow down

Who will God answer do'a??

I stopped praying and didn't say your name anymore, because I didn't want to destroy every do'a you called in your prostration.

But I will pray for you that your prayers may be answered by the all-rounder, who created the heavens and the earth and all its contents.

Subhanahuataala.

I'll just be the Earth where you tell me all your stories.

I will be the Earth who sees and smiles for the happiness in your life story..

...There's a crocodile on the wood, if you're looking for a loyal one..

I'm the only one who's going to come forward..

Keep smiling and do good even if the person is bad to you..

Good night and keep patiently fighting to find your soul mate between your do'a and your prostration..

...Put logic and feeling together as you struggle to find the one who wants to be with you........