Writing a Story on Earth

CHAPTER 28

Tonight I was still wandering the streets, scrambling to forget the sadness I felt, evaporating my emotions..

I don't know why my mind is this?

Enjoy a dark and cold night until the night disappears.

Dark becomes light.

Until the eyes are closed and dreaming tomorrow must be beautiful.

Good night to you as I always say in my prayers, I love you and love you in my silence.

I miss this in do'a.

The loss of the light of the heart is the beginning of my destruction of love, a dark omen of my heart that will never believe again in a speech too sweet, beating the sweetness of honey, the sweetness of honey, making me fly and hope for something of my goodwill.

Sometimes my good intentions are ultimately broken in a word, a word that does not have to be spoken by a pair of pigeons who want to knit love until death.

But what a struggle, a sincerity that I give in the end is destroyed because you think of it as the sun that just warms your day.

It may be true that a wound turns a good person into a bad person.

if that were true then I would probably be like that as the wounds continued and continued to hit this body of heart and mind.

Good night you have taught me to be a figure of darkness again from the light I have always kept.

Congratulations to you, you managed to make me collapse and break, broken from the thing that made me happy, broken from the hope that I wanted to embrace with you.

congratulations on this gift I will not forget until Heaven and earth fall to ashes.

You and you are the cause of all my laughter, you succeed and perfectly make the heart run away.

White becomes dark, good becomes evil. My happiness became an endless weeping, breaking and collapsing this spirit of my life.

For health thanks you have given health until this moment, making the days become so excited in living life.

For your patience is what taught me from the things that made me give up on embracing a story in my life.

For a sincerity you have made me feel relieved in painting the trials of the power, which have allowed me to give up things that are not mine, may I meet the thing that brings me back to sincerity and brings from the darkness of my heart.

For the gratitude that you have colored my day, I really really appreciate what I have now before it disappears from my life and I finally miss it..

But in the end God may be too dear to me, giving a wound on the suffering I am currently feeling.

Maybe experience is the best teacher for me, experience makes me know, good people are able to be evil when their goodness is continuously not appreciated. Because I knew my mind was just a poison that made a new drama in my life.

Thank you to my God, you are the only God I love, God subhanahuataala who taught me to keep my faith in you, O Allah.

I accept all the favors of being sick and healthy, because I believe your plan is best for me.

On a motorcycle in this dark and cold street, I drove as fast as I could until I forgot the sadness in my life.

Tonight I'm like a fool to come here and there to vent emotions from myself.

Ah shit the night is too cold to make me, sipping on a scent that makes me opiate for everyone who enjoys it. Warming up this body forgets the burden of life for a moment, forgets the sadness for a moment.

The streets are my way of forgetting the things that make me cry😭

Sorry if my heart is dark right now, like a night that makes me forget the beautiful sun.

I'm sorry mommy's dad if my heart's covered in darkness tonight. Forgive me god tonight my heart's eyes are covered in darkness .

the passions I had been sleeping with for a long time were now awakening and poisoning my heart and mind.

This lustful lust controls my body and my mind, making a good person evil.

It was as if I had forgotten to love this body, as if I had forgotten to love this self.

Ah shit tonight I'm controlled by poison in my mind.

Fuck can you shut up.

I only gave you two choices.

get out of here or you'll get rid of this earth.

My face began to change like never before which was always calm, now my sky eyes began to stare as sharp as the wounds you incised into my peaceful life..

My courage is at its peak. Make all those who disturb my dark night disappear from this earth.

Ah satan . You are present again bringing darkness to my life.

The invisible ones seem to come closer to accompany my night.

I continued until the dark became light, until my eyes closed in my sleep.

You're the one I love.

you are always in the dark and light. You're the one who always carves a smile on my night and in my morning.

I don't know tomorrow I can see the sun again I don't know?

Is it possible tomorrow that I can see your smile again and that pretty face that makes me opiate I don't know?

I can still breathe tomorrow, and see people

what I love again I don't know?

Only one thing I ask for if I am no longer on this earth, I hope no one will cry for me and one will forgive me for all my sins..

May God still give me

long life until I was able to make my father and mother happy until I was able to make my parents rich and make the people around me happy.

I hope it's not my last night. For there are so many sins that I cannot redeem in my true faith. Kapada Allah subhanahuataala.

I'm sorry god I haven't been able to complete my prayers, haven't been able to complete my Koran reading that echoes on this earth.

Assign my faith to you, O Allah, until death comes to me, until do'a-do'a and my hope you are wise and bring blessings.

If the word love is no longer meaningful in your heart, then what else can I do.

Amiinn, god

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