Wounds of a Woman

Episode 7's

Sorry guys if this story is ugly wkwk,

CHAPTER 7

Let It Walk Should

"Because I Love You" Krishna repeated once again with a sharp glare. The eyes that made my body freeze.

"I love you,"

My eyes looked at Krishna deeply, I silently heard her words. My heart was racing, the wind that was rustling was silent. Just silent in silence, this is the first time a man has expressed love for me, a person who wants to be my protector. People who don't even know who I am, in my heart there's a sense of happiness. Because for the first time, I was protected, usually the men who approached me they just wanted to ruin me. I live around a man who only uses me from my father to Andre ah, if I wasn't born beautiful. Maybe it won't happen like this, but I want to do what it's done. I can't resist it and I can only accept it wholeheartedly.

Suddenly my tears fell, I wanted to cry. My heart is moved, and sobbed. Tonight I feel all one in my heart, happy, sad, torturing and so on. I honestly still don't believe Krishna's words. There's no way that man loves me, it's impossible because I'm just a lowly woman who doesn't deserve to be loved by anyone. The man was talking, if my father could hurt me let alone this man whom I don't even know who he is. I shook my head slowly while stepping back.

"No way,"

"What kind of joke are you making on me,"

"You lied."

"Didn't you trust me?" krisna asked with my eyes. I closed my mouth while retreating backwards without a word. My eyes are dim for light, I can't believe it.

'all men are equal, they're assholes."

Krishna stepped closer to me, I hinted him to stop but he didn't listen to me. Krishna walked closer to each step backwards. Krishna pulled me over and took me into his arms. I wanted to rebel, but my heart said another he carelessly leaned against the chest of Krishna's field. The warmth poured into my body, a warmth I had never gotten from anyone.

"Why?" saku sayu.

"Because I love you,"

"There's no reason to love you, I'm a person who thinks objectively but when I meet you I no longer judge people on my objective side, but I begin to judge people by their subjective judgment. I'm judging because that person is you, and you"

"Have you thought, why has God often brought us together for no reason lately?"

"Enlighten you to think, if there is any reason behind the destiny that God created."

"You know from then on, I know what God sent me to you for."

"What's that?"

"To be your protector, for I am always present in every difficulty." I was silent at Krishna's words, the man rightly started the first meeting on the roof of the building the man was trying to comfort me, then the second meeting when the man's demo helped me out of the crowd and the third meeting when Andre wanted to kiss me, the presence of Krishna who came suddenly stopped that then lastly when Krishna was present offered to be my protector. Then what should I worry about again, maybe this is the path I should choose. Perhaps Krishna was the man I mentioned every night in my prayer who would be God's mediator to take me out of the darkness of my world.

"Do you need evidence to present it to you." I smiled a little at her words that were so stiff.

"I'm just confused,"

"You must get used to this from now on" whispered Krishna.

"I've never been treated like this by anyone and you're the first person to do this ridiculous thing even if you offer to take care of me. Even my own father, never did that." I said sobbing, I felt Krishna's embrace docked.

"Then I'm lucky,"

"I'm lucky,"

"Because I'm the first man in your life. Now you don't think negatively of people. Look at their positives."

I quietly did not answer, I slowly pushed her in my arms. I walked away, Krishna didn't hold me back like I did, he walked behind me. I smiled happily, I really felt like I wanted to. For the first time there was a man who let me walk in front of him, it meant that he respected me as a woman, for letting me lead our steps.

Blowing wind moves with us, dim garden lights become our step and our hearts beat into the strains of this lonely escort song.I am happy and can not translate it into words.

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"What are we going to the hospital for,"

"I want to show you something, you say you want to know all about me." I said while pulling Krisna's hand.

I took her to the room where my mother was in. I thought she must be surprised, Krishna looked at me for an explanation. I pulled him sitting on the sofa in the corner of the room, I looked him in the eye.

"As you know, I was the son of the rector of our college," I inwardly apologized for having to lie to Krishna, I couldn't possibly say that I was Andre's mistress, if I said it, Krishna would be out of my life.

I took a breath, "Andrelah's paying for my mother's treatment,"

"What a heart to the old man, is he just helping you? Didn't he use you or ask you for a reward? I understand very well with model Andre, he's the type who won't give without reciprocity." I fell silent, why should I meet a man as smart as Krishna? I can't possibly tell Krishna about this secret I'm harboring.I don't want Krishna to know, and in the end he'll stay away from me. Am I getting interested in Krishna? My inner whisper.

"An Ariana's air,"

"Say if the man doesn't use you,"

"He didn't use me" I said slowly.

"He's pure pity on me."

Krisna looked at me deeply, trying to figure out the lies on my face. "Ariana, from now on if you're in trouble don't hesitate to call me or tell me. I've never done this to any woman, except you Ariana."

"really? Or you're just trying to mess with me,"

"If I just wanted to mess with you Ariana, I wouldn't bother coming to you and guarantee myself your protection."

"I honestly haven't trusted him" I said.

Krisna breathed an upset breath, maybe she was tired because I took her not seriously. Krishna held my shoulder slowly, making me face to face with him.

"I don't have to do anything to earn your trust,"

"You mean?"

"You just need to be by my side, to prove it."

"next to me"

"at my side" repeated Krishna again with great emphasis, then I felt the lips of Krishna who touched my forehead softly. I closed and enjoyed it, I don't know maybe I should go through this all with him.