Wounds of a Woman

Chapter 19

Ariana POVs

I stared at the empty car window. Today was so painful for me. I feel like I have no more self-worth to live. Everyone hates me. I closed my eyes, I felt like crying was no use anymore. I closed the alma mater I was using. A fishy smell enveloped me.

"Ariana we've arrived." Said the man named Friend. He was the President of BEM on campus somehow the man was so close to Krishna when Krishna was just his subordinate but the man was not uncomfortable being ruled by Krishna including dropping him off at this time.

I silently followed the man leading me to the room. The man is very considerate just that he is very famous among women.

"Later after your bath to the dining room. I'll prepare food for you." Said the man. I quietly close Krishna's suit. Then go into the room. At that time, I realized that my phone was left behind. Lots of calls from the hospital and one message from a nurse close to me. My heart is pounding what else is this. I hope my mom is okay. That was enough to ruin his life.

My hands were shaking reading the message. The man I've been guarding is gone. It felt like all my struggles to make her smile back to the world were in vain. I cried again, why is God so unfair to me? Can't I get happiness?

I walked into the bathroom cleaning my body letting the water water water it. After I guess enough I put on a kimono towel sitting pensively in a bath up that is not filled with water. My mind is watching what happened today.

I never thought that Andre would hurt her so deeply. The man turned the facts around making him look so cheap, it's not like I'm out of price. I hate myself and what I live for.

I'm closed in on the word woman is a man's rib. Men are responsible for protecting women. But why is my life always ruined by men. Starting from my father who was supposed to take care of me as a child, then Andre. Will Krishna, too, eventually destroy me?

Given how perfect Krisna is on her despicable appeal? I wept as if Krishna's invitation to marry me was meaningless. That man deserves a better love than me. Than I who have no meaning anymore.

I took Carter who was near me. I brought that thing to my wrist. Then slice it until the blood comes out of it. It hurts but there is more to this pain. I deepened my slices no matter the pain I felt. I just want to get away from the world that doesn't want me anymore. After that I felt my world was dark. Darkness enveloped my sight.

"Goodbye, Kristen." I said softly before my sight became blurred.

Normal POV

Krishna came to see Bayu Nasution who looked relaxed on the porch of his house. The middle-aged man smiled meaningfully as if pleased by his presence.

"How's it?" Bayu asked as he welcomed the young man. As usual, Krisna looks like an activist even outside the campus with the BEM Alma mater still attached to her body.

"You're from college?"

"There's a sudden meeting, tomorrow there's a labor day memorial demonstration." Bayu just nodded his head.

"My job is to put that guy in jail, no." Bayu nodded then gave all the evidence of Andre's crimes.