
FLESIA POV
It was late, but my eyes were still reluctant to shut. I left home with deep heartache because of Dirga's actions that hurt my feelings. After hearing everything from my mom and dad, I felt like I couldn't survive anymore. Why should I accept the torment of my own husband for what I did not do. Why can't he trust me like my mom and dad trust me so much. Dirga knows me better than anyone, for 4 years I became his wife, I spent all my time just to love her and serve her spiritually and physically, but he easily questioned my loyalty just because of what had happened before.
My heart aches every time I remember what hurt my heart. I feel I can't continue this marriage because the painful memories continue to haunt me, it feels like I can no longer face Dirga anything else to see her face.
This morning I woke up earlier as usual, I busied myself with helping my maidservant to prepare breakfast. Kamila I left in the room still sound asleep, I feel happy because I can finally continue to hug my little girl again.
" Morning Sweetheart." My mother was standing behind me.
" Morning ma."
" What are you doing, son? You're pregnant with Sia, why are you doing this, let auntie do it." Omel mom.
" Yes ma. But Sia was bored and had been used to always preparing breakfast. So you can't keep quiet."
" Yes already. Come with Mama sit there's something she wants to talk about." I followed my mom into the living room, because it was uncomfortable to talk to a waiter.
" Mom wants to ask, is it true that you're going to work in your friend's office?"
" Yes ma. Why ma? Doesn't mom like it?"
" No son. That's not what Mom meant. I know you feel uncomfortable living with your mom without working. Mama also agrees you work, because by working you can forget about your problems with Dirga. But honey, you just want a message, please be careful and take good care of your womb."
" Yes ma. That's for sure."
I never thought you could do this, I realized from the beginning that you were so good, she treated me like her own daughter. But today I know my mom has a very sincere heart, I really don't want to lose her figure. But all night I kept thinking I wouldn't be able to accept Dirga in my life. Somehow it was very difficult for me to forgive him, before I could endure his ill-treatment but a reality I heard caused him deep hatred.
When I saw that yesterday the embers in my heart were overflowing, I was eager to avenge his mistreatment of me.
POV DRAGON
I was so emotional when I remembered what happened at my mom's house yesterday, all night I couldn't sleep imagining Sia defending other men more than me. I admit that my reason, my intention to repair the relationship with Sia was damaged due to the presence of the damn man who did not know which planet it came from.
Whatever happens I have to get Sia back because she is mine, I will not let any man tease mine. I went back to my mother's house this morning to see Sia but she wasn't home, she treated me very cold, she really already thought of me as a stranger. Mama didn't even let me go into the house to meet Kamila, even though I missed my little daughter so much.
Whahuh? I was so upset when I heard from Mama that Sia was currently at work, with that damn guy. I rushed to Sia's office, according to the directions from mama, however I should be able to apologize to her today, I don't want this to continue to drag on. Since I want to soon be able to hug my woman again and bring her home with our daughter, we will start all over again and live happily as before.
This morning I gave Nuan the order to give Tania the calculation. He must pay for all the evil he has done to me and Sia.
Upon arriving at the office, I saw Sia entering the office building with the man, she was chatting casually, occasionally she showed a smile on her face. It made me very upset, but I should be able to suppress my anger because my aim was to persuade Sia to forgive me.
Sia did not seem to like seeing me coming, but I persuaded her to talk to me, she followed me and asked me to get out of the building after she asked permission from the man named Riyon.
" What's wrong, didn't you come see me again? Didn't I say I didn't want to see you again." Her words sounded ice-cold, I realized she was very angry with me, not only was she angry, Sia must hate me so much now. He wouldn't even look me in the face when he spoke.
" I want to talk to you, and again is there any reason for a husband to see his wife." Sia smiled cynically at me. What was this like that he felt as I treated him coldly all this time. No. This is not yet how much compared to my treatment of him. At least even if he refuses to see me he is still willing to let me talk.
" I don't have time to talk to you, I'm very busy. And anyway I guess there's nothing more we need to talk about. Like you said, I agreed to part with you when this child was born."
The last sentence he said was like a heavy blow to me, no this is impossible, my gentle and patient Sia cannot possibly agree to it.
" I beg of you Sia. I promise not to be rude to you again, I promise to change, all my life I will treat you very well and will always trust you..."
" That's enough, I don't want to hear anything out of your mouth. Just seeing you makes my chest so tight." Sia stood up from her seat and hurried to leave me, my call ignored by her. His hatred is so great for me, it certainly will not be that easy for me to get his forgiveness.