Wound Flakes

C2. Semu hope

FLESIA POV

When I heard Dirga's car coming home from the office I rushed to open the door, with my hands starting to shake I pulled the doorknob, as soon as the door opened I did not dare to raise my face. Never have I been this scared, what if Dirga scolded me again? And made me cry back with his harsh words like his bias, while Roy was here at the moment.

" What's up, honey? "

Deg

Dirga's voice made my heart almost stop beating.

" Why are you quiet, Sia? Are you that angry with me, until you don't greet me as you normally would?"

" My partner..."

Dirga suddenly hugged me so that made my heart beat very fast, my eyes were round, my tears flowed without my permission. Implied in my mind.

God, is this real? Is it true that he is my husband, who is hugging me this is my husband Dirga?

But when I almost lifted both my hands to return his wounds, the next sentence that was thrown from his mouth made me realize that what is happening now is a mere game.

" Do you want your sister to know everything, huh? Should I tell him how despicable you are." Dirga Whispe. Makes my heart slice again, because my momentary hopes are dashed.

" You see that, Roy!" said Dirga while taking off her embrace and gently wiping my tears. Yes, this treatment is just an act in front of Roy.

" She's still not even an old woman for years, my Sia doesn't understand me at all. At the end of the day I was very busy at the office and had to go home late, and that made you very upset and angry."

I can only show Roy a bitter smile, not wanting him to realize something about our current relationship.

" Geez mba, Dirga's work for mba and Kamila. Should mba ngertiin dong instead of even mengambek not clear that." Omel Roy, sounds like a prick.

" Oh, Roy, how are you?"

" Good mas."

" W-Have you eaten, Ga? shall I have dinner ready?"

" Not to."

Roy looked in wonder at Dirga.

" I ate at the office with a client, honey. So no need to prepare dinner for me." said Dirga with a faint smile.

" I'll have some warm water for you then."

" ii..."

" Geez mba, why you have to use in asking everything," agile Roy, "Kayak became a new wife in just a few days. Mba looks strange today, after all in this house there is warm water that does not need to be cooked first to take a bath." exclaimed Roy.

I glanced at Dirga, and I definitely got a sharp glare from her. I almost went into my room but Dirga stopped my steps.

" Where are you going, honey?"

" Yes...!" I realized, if I went into the guest room then Roy would have been suspicious, "I just want to get this room ready for Lisa." Reply panic. Who went straight into the room.

" Is Lisa here too?" ask Dirga.

" Where is he now?"

" It was in Kamila mas's room, accompanying her to sleep." Roy explained.

After tidying up the room I went to Kamila's room. I saw Lisa was fast asleep next to Kamila. I tried to wake her up but she wanted to sleep with Kamila and not move to another room. I was hoping to sleep with Kamila on this occasion, but I also couldn't force Lisa, and I was forced out of my daughter's room. But when I came out Dirga was standing in front of his room, which used to be our room together before he kicked me out of there.

I approached by lowering my head.

" Roy and Lisa, Ga... Actually I..."

" I don't care." Steady Dirga cut my words. I looked back reluctantly at the look in her eyes which must have been very cold as usual. " I don't care what you do with your sister, but until I divorce you, don't make things you can regret later." And then he threatened me.

" I'm sorry, Ga."

As I was about to step into my room, Dirga stopped me again.

" Where are you going? Login."

I raised my face looking at her confused, Dirga had just asked me to go into her room which she had already loudly asserted that I was no longer allowed to set my foot in it.

" W-You, want me in, but you said I was.."

" Yes, I'm so sick of you and if it wasn't for Roy being here I wouldn't be willing to see you in my room again."

I bit my lower lip withstanding my cry, her speech was even sharper than an indecision. But I can't fight it, not even a word can be said from my mouth.

" Come in, how long will you make that sad-ass drama of yours. Those tears won't make me feel touched, Flesia."

Silence is the only silence I can do even though he continues to shower me with harsh words. With false hopes, I continued to convince myself that one day the love of my Self would grow back, she had already fallen in love with me so nothing would be impossible if it could happen again if I kept being patient by her side. I don't know what will happen when my baby is born, will he really divorce me.

Tonight I was forced to sleep in the same room with him, but it would be better if I slept in the guest room, at least I could still sleep on the bed, but tonight I have to sleep on the floor, with a thin blanket and wrapped in a thin blanket.

 

The next morning I woke up with a sore body from sleeping on the floor, I even felt stomach pain from colds all night.

I went back to the guest room to take a shower and prepare breakfast, and soon Lisa came down with Kamila.

" Mama..." Kamila ran towards me, I immediately crouched down while opening both of my hands to hug her.

" Morning, Honey. My mother's son, he's awake." I said while showering him with a kiss.

" Morning, Mba!" greet Lisa.

" Morning, Lis."

" Mba, what else is cooking? " Task Lisa, "I'll help ya." she suggested.

" Could, Lis." Lisa is getting busy at the kitchen table.

After breakfast was ready, Lisa and I started putting it on the table. Soon Roy and Dirga came and sat in their seats. Since then, they have been chatting in the living room. Dirga already looks neat, in his office suit.

At breakfast Kamila kept joking with Roy and Lisa. I feel so happy to be able to feed my daughter again after such a long time. After breakfast, Roy and Lisa return to their apartment and Dirga goes to work. Then I prepared to be ready for work after Sri came to look after Kamila.