
1 Month has passed since that day. That morning I didn't know what Dirga did to the man, but it wasn't important for me to worry about other people's negatives, because my own nationality was currently very chaotic.
The flesback
That morning Dirga dragged me violently out of the hotel, the first time I saw a very different Dirga. He was very rude and brutal, no matter how much I pleaded and said that he had hurt me but he did not budge at all..
Today there is no love in her eyes for me. There was only hatred in his eyes. On my way home, I arrived with a lot of pain in my stomach, I kept moaning in pain but Dirga thought I was acting out and let me faint in the car.
By the time I woke up, I was already inside the guest room, faintly faint I heard the voice of Dirga and the doctor talking.
" Your wife is currently pregnant, Ga." said the doctor.
Deg
Whahuh? I was so happy because I finally got pregnant with our second child. My son and Dirga.
" What did you say? Is she pregnant?" dirga's voice sounded dislike.
" Yes, but why? You don't like that, man?" ask doctor Vian to be confused.
" No, thank you Vian has bothered to come here" said Dirga.
" No need to be formal is it my ma, in addition to my friend this is a doctor, so it's appropriate." exclaimed doctor Vian. When doctor Vian was about to come out suddenly his steps stopped.
" Wait, Vian!" said Dirga." When is a DNA test done on a baby?" That question made my heart almost explode. From that sentence I realized one thing, that Dirga was doubting the child in my womb right now.
Kuremas my chest that really feels very painful like in iris iris sembilu. Never thought in life would you experience this, Dirga doubted my loyalty to him and the baby I was carrying. Nothing hurts more than this reality.
I got stabbed on the floor leaning behind the door of the room that from today will be my room. The harsh words that Dirga just said kept ringing in my head.
I kept my mouth shut, I didn't want my daughter to hear me cry, because if she'd heard my voice she'd want to see me. Due to exhaustion I fell asleep on the front floor until night, I felt very hungry because the whole day had not filled my stomach with anything, not even water.
" I'm sorry, son! You must have suffered so much there." I said as I touched my stomach which had been constantly voiced out of hunger. For the sake of my baby I have to be strong, I get up and walk towards the bathroom, I think I have to fill my stomach for the sake of my baby's salvation, she said, then I turned on the water from the sink and drank it until my hunger was a little less.
I looked at the reflection of my face that was so tangled and the eyes that were careless in the mirror.
Don't cry Sia, you don't just live for yourself. You must live for the sake of your two children, and you must regain your husband's pride and trust.
Cclek
The door to my room finally opened, I saw Dirga enter with a tray in her hand, put it on the nightstand, without looking at me.
" Let's eat, I can't just let you die, what's more to let that baby die, which might just be my son" she said.
" Hikk Hikkis... Trust me, this is your son and what happened this morning I really didn't do it on purpose. I don't know him.. Really believe me I beg you.." I repeated that sentence dozens of times but Dirga never wanted to believe anything I said.
" You know, whatever you say won't change the fact that you've slept with another man in front of me, I'll never forget how you stepped on my head today, Flesia" she said coldly.
" I beg you, let me see Kamila for a moment. Since morning I heard him cry looking for me, let me see him for a minute."
" Stop pretending in front of me right now, Sia.... Do you know that when you slept happily with that guy, your daughter cried last night calling your name, but you..." Dirga pointed at me with a sharp look. Then he came out of the room until he heard a loud door slam. My chest was claustrophobic with such bad treatment from her, my sobs became more and more. The food I put in my mouth is like sand, the water I drink is like blood. I swallow forcibly for the sake of my son who is still in my womb.
Why did God outline my path of destiny like this, in an instant I got a husband like a king. But in an instant he swapped my king into a monstrous monster.
Flasback off