Wound Flakes

C2. Nauseate

On arrival at the house Dirga was sitting on the sofa with Kamila. When Kamila saw Sia the boy immediately ran over and hugged her.

" Take your things, son." said his mother arrived. " From today you and Kamila will join mama at the house of mama and papa." said his mother firmly.

" lady.. What does mama mean?" dirga asked confusedly.

" But ma." timpal Sia.

" Don't fuck me, Sia. Mama can't let you stay at home with this cycopath. Mama doesn't want you in any more danger if you keep living with her here."

" Mama..." Dirga's voice was slightly raised.

" Silence, you. You're not my son anymore, so don't ever call me mama again."

Her mother finally brought Sia and Kamila with her. He did not listen to Dirga's ban, whatever Dirga said he did not care at all.

FLESIA POV

Upon arrival at the house of mother Dania and father Johan Anggara, I was greeted warmly by everyone there. Mama has several servants, they already know me very well, because previously I have often visited there when with Dirga on holidays to bring Kamila to her grandmother and sister.

Since Kamila was born, my mother decided to return to her homeland in order to be closer to her grandson, although papa still often went back and forth abroad for business.

" Come on in, honey." I nodded my head slowly with a bitter smile, as I stepped my feet into that magnificent house my heart felt so sore, I couldn't hold back my tears from coming out. Mama immediately invited me into the room that I used to often occupy with Dirga and Kamila when visiting there and was not allowed to go home with mom and dad.

The shadow of Dirga's laughter in this room while inviting Kamila and myself to joke is still clearly visible in my eyes. Mama seemed to realize that I was holding back my cry, she pulled me to sit on the bed and hold me.

" lady.ma. Hikk hikk." I could no longer bear it, her gentle treatment made me unable to endure it any longer and wanted me to pour out all my heart right now through my cries.

" I'm sorry, Sia. Mama doesn't know that my son has hurt you so much." Her soft hands continued to caress my hair so many times that I felt better that my mother let go of her embrace and she looked at me deeply, the look in her eyes showing how much she felt concerned about my situation. Her soft hands wiped away the tears that were still soaking my cheeks.

" Tell Mom what really happened that day, honey?"

Previously, my mother had heard a glimpse of the outline story from Nuan, but she needed a real explanation from me. Then I told him what happened at that time, in detail without anything I covered.

" I don't know why Dirga wouldn't listen to my explanation at all. She can't trust me or listen to anything I tell her, ma."

I am grateful to be able to pour out and talk to someone about this, all this time I felt as if I was suffocating because I had to save everything myself without being able to complain to anyone. I thank God for making my mother Dania my father-in-law, when I looked at her and warmly embraced by her I missed Mother and Father. I'd love to call them right now, but I'm afraid they'll feel something when they hear my voice, because I'm someone who can't hide my emotions in anyone.

Mama said she understood my words and would try to straighten things out. I don't understand the point but I hope that mom can help me with my problem and I can prove to Dirga that what she's accusing me of is wrong. After her treatment that night that almost hurt my baby, I started to hate her, I felt like I had no energy and no desire to face her or live with her. My patience seems to be at its limit, I do not care if one day he will divorce me. I just couldn't accept her mistreatment of the baby in my womb, it was enough for her to feel humiliated for not being recognized by her, but not anymore, I won't be silent if he hurts my son. I accept the insults and the bad treatment if it's just me, but not my son either.

" Reply, mama will come out with Kamila."

After my mother came out of the room, I answered the call.

" Hello, Yon?"

" Hello, Sia.. Are you okay?"

" Hmm? Mean lo?"

I was confused why Riyon asked me about my situation suddenly, as if he knew that at this time I was not okay.

" I heard from the owner of the supermarket you didn't go to work because you were sick, did you get sick? And what direction? Lo where is it now? In the hospital, or at home? I look at you."

The question without pause made me almost laugh.

" Woy, what the hell lo Yon! Don't have to be lebai. I'm fine anyway, it was sick and staggered to stay in the hospital for 2 days too, but soon I haven't pa pa kok."

I could hear her sighing and thank God.

" That day I saw that your face was very pale, if you were sick why do you have to work anyway, and why don't you forget me if you are sick!"

" I don't want to be Yon, his name is also a sick person where he needs to think of others and even think of telling the news."

" Hm, yes, I'm going to your place huh, look at you."

I don't know what to answer? I can't help but look at me, mama can misunderstand me. But Riyon is stubborn, if I refuse at this time he will definitely continue to invite me to meet, until his wish is achieved.

" Sory ya Yon, not that I don't want to see you or ngijinin for my look. But you know I've been meerid, I don't want people to misunderstand me and think bad about me and you if we meet."

I hope my rejection will work for him. I appreciate his concern as a friend but I feel very bad if I get into a relationship with him after marriage, even if it's just a friend, Dirga's misunderstanding me enough, I don't want anyone else to misunderstand me, because it hurts so much.

" Okay, no problem, I know you're a married woman now, even though I have no ill intentions, and just want to be friends with you, I understand what you're saying. I don't want you to experience that either. Yes it's important I know your current situation, and whenever you need temen you can contact me. Okay.."

" Of course, yeah. We'll talk later. Bye Yon, thanks for worrying about me."

After ignoring the call I laid my body on the bed, my fatigue immediately led me to dreamland. And finally I was able to fall into a deep sleep, without me noticing that I was asleep for hours, this was the first time I could sleep this soundly after that day.