WOMEN IN GROUP SHORT STORY

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She delivered the news carefully. But still, it made me roar back. My fate is getting worse. I tried to press my stomach many times, hoping that the fetus would not grow there. He must be destroyed! I'm not pregnant with that monster boy.

“Do not! Don't hurt yourself like this. We ask the doctor how best to deal with it,” persuade mom while holding both my hands.

“Rika doesn't want to! Don't want ..!” hysterical shouting.

“Sabar .. patience ...” Mom hugged me with a hand that kept rubbing my back. I could feel my mother's body trembling as well. I hugged him tightly. Trying hard to calm myself.

“Sorry Rica, Mom …. Make hard mom and Satria continue,” I said between tears.

“This is an ordeal, we must be strong,” mother said as she rubbed my back. After I calmed down, mom wrote on the paper again.

“Do not hurt yourself. We ask the doctor first,” he wrote.

I read it and nodded weakly. Truly helpless in the face of all these trials.

“Rika don't want this kid!” I said firm.

I wrote again on paper. “Mom find her doctor first and tell me what you want. Don't fuck around. Wait for mom back.”

I nodded after reading it. Then I saw my mother come out of my treatment room. I pulled out both knees and hugged her tightly to press against my stomach. Our situation is already difficult. I can't get pregnant. Not because of the monster. I'm not going to!

Mom soon returned with a female doctor. Mom followed behind with Satria. My sister held the paper and took the bag we had previously brought to court.

The doctor showed me a paper. “These are nothing. So you can go home. Don't forget to take the medicine.”

I looked at mom. Wondering how about my message. Mother just nodded indistinctly. It makes me impatient.

“I don't want to get pregnant with that son of a bitch, Doc! Throw this kid away! Shame and make it hard!” I said without further ado.

The doctor was surprised and looked at the mother. I immediately smiled and wrote on paper.

“Doctor's job is to keep life. Not kill him.”

Although I can see the doctor's helpless face, I don't care. “I don't want to get pregnant! Don't wanna! This kid has to die! Die!” I shouted furiously while beating my own stomach.

Satria ran and threw away our bags. It's scattering on the floor. He hugged me, until his back was hit hard by my hand.

“Do not do this, Ma'am. Patience. We find a way out,” persuaded him while continuing to tighten his embrace.

My hand was outdone by my sister's embrace. I can't let go of both of his arms encircling my back. I was tired and stopped by myself. My eyes saw a bleak future in front of me. My eyes were empty imagining it. Makes my body fall helplessly.

A middle-aged woman and a young man, guiding the young lady who looked dazed, did not understand the surroundings. They took a taxi to go home. The middle-aged woman was unceasingly crying along the way. Weeping over the bad luck that befell his daughter and family.

I don't know how much time I missed, as I slowly realized the circumstances. My hands and feet were tied to the bed. I tried to pull it. Can't!

“Ibuu ..!” yells raucous. Both my hands and feet moved in rhythm, putting up a rebellion, in order to escape the bond.

The one who entered the room was Bu Rt. In his hand was Satria's old textbook that was already shabby and almost full of writing. He showed me writing.

“Your mother is now sick and being treated at the health center. Your sister's guarding there. So don't fuss and scream. Patience!”

I'm speechless. “Mother ...,” lirihku. My small rebellion stopped.

I was angry to get such a rebuke. “This is not my fault! That fucking asshole made me this way!” sergeant emotion.

Ms. Rt let out a long breath. He was obviously bored.

“That makes your mother and sister tired, who? Who made your mother sick, who?” inscribed.

I could finally just be quiet. Tired and confused. “How is mother?” The thought continued to rage and got no answer.

Two days, Bu Rt and Bu Rw came to take care of me alternately. Feeding her. Until I finally saw my mother standing at the door.

“Ibuu ...,” call me full of regrets.

“Sorry Rika, trouble mom,” my tears slide again.

Mom sat down next to me and rubbed my back slowly. I'm calm now. I promised myself not to trouble my mother and sister anymore.

My hand rubbed my mother's back and hugged her. Mom's tired and needs a hug. I am determined to get up.

Satria entered the room with the mother's clothes bag. He put it in the corner of the room. I extended my hand, the sign of wanting to hug her. My sister came and hugged me and my mom. I rubbed the backs of these two people I love so much.

“Sorry Rica, it's been hard all this time. From now on Rika will not bother anyone anymore,” my promise. They just kept quiet and enjoyed our embrace.

My family doesn't need much. We just need peace in life.

The following week, I was offered to go to court. But I wasn't healthy enough to leave. New doctor's certificate, delivered my sister there early in the morning.

I feel severe dizziness and nausea. It's been so torturous and makes me weak for days. Everyday just being in the house. I helped prepare the best mother's sale I could. I hope that way, I'm not too troubled anymore. And my sister can work quietly.

One day, I was hanging a cloth next to the house. No one should have seen me. Because I was trying not to show myself so as not to continue being a gossip of the neighbors.

“Eh, denger-denger Rika hamidun dong!” said someone I don't know who.

“It looks like that. Ms. Rt says signs of pregnant people, when she was taking care here.”

I'm stunned. But trying to be uncaring and speed up my work

“That's his fault. Try using family ways. Can ask to be borne the same answer Mr. Sumanto!” the other timpal.

I pretended to be deaf and hung my last laundry.

“Now, hamidun alone. The boy's father was even imprisoned so that he looked like a holy girl. Finally got what? There are yes shy seven derivatives have an illegitimate child!”

My heart aches to hear the gossip of those people next door. When I turned around, I saw Mas Agus looking at me with a look I did not understand. I looked down and entered the house quickly.

“Hei! You like to talk about other people's lives! Slander here and there do not think the feelings of the person!”

I heard Mas Agus spraying the women gossiping next door. But instead of being embarrassed to be caught gossiping, they actually challenged Mas Agus.

“Kan si mas have been dating for years. Rika is so rich. If you really love, this is the time to take seriousness. Just marry her, let's not get more stressed and make a village shy!”

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