Women & Destiny (Edit-revision Process)

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His broken hand was still not healed plus his mental health was declining.

The first months are worse. It's like a living corpse. Life is reluctant to die do not want.

His days were filled with nothing but silence, dumbstruck, a smile - his own smile, his own smile,

Or else, he would put on an angry face, cry, then scream hysterically calling his wife's name. And it will only calm down when it has been injected with tranquilizers.

His parents did not see the suffering of his son. Every time she roared in tears, the old lady would cry for her child.

A very heart-wrenching cry for those who hear and see.

Rintihan every night who asked to go home to Indonesia, wanted to see his wife, accompany the woman who was lying in a coma has become a song of sadness that routinely flowed in the room.

Until the second month of therapy, Bima changed himself into another figure. And his parents thought that his son's condition was better.

A person who can accept his own situation, at peace with himself and his circumstances. With a new spirit of life Bima welcomed his world.

Welcoming his new presence with a more calm and calm nature.

until the third month, his family decided to bring him back to Indonesia. To his old house.Not in his apartment

And a new problem arises.

Bima came back with another figure in her.

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That afternoon in the hospital, Doctor Vishnu still with his busyness.

So was Firman who was busy with some of his male patients.

Like not to be outdone by other officers, the nurse was busy with her female patients. But he always took the time to visit his special patients. Yep! A woman who has been in a coma for three months.

Mother Ida's routine schedule every afternoon is to visit the patient.

Invite him to talk, occasionally read verses from his holy book. He felt pity, as long as the woman lay in the bed, only three times his parents looked at her. The rest just seems to be intentionally leaving it alone.

Maybe actually his family had been hopeless, or maybe because of the shame he suffered due to the actions of his son.

I don't know, obviously Sister Ida sympathizes with him. Regardless of who the woman is.

The nurse breathed.

He also missed his favorite doctor. His cheerfulness, and his hospitality.

Wherever it is, I hope it's okay. And the baby must have been born, even been able to enjoy the beauty of twilight. The nurse then smiled in memory of her beloved doctor while looking back at the helpless weak woman in front of him with a plontos head wrapped in bandage cloth complete with the help of breathing apparatus.

Cassian. I can call it karma. If that news is true.

Gossip circulating among nurses mentioned that the woman who was in a coma was the mistress of dr. Anine.

They vilified until the woman became pregnant. And that night they were together at the time of the accident.

Not to mention Sister Ida had read a glimpse of a news post on Lambe Julid. With the caption using capital letters with the composition nwtizen who commented.

THE YOUNG ENTREPRENEUR INITIALS "BA" THE SON OF MR. "B" HAD AN ACCIDENT OVERNIGHT WITH 'WIL' WHICH IS KNOWN TO BE THE MIDDLE OF TWO BODIES.

*Yuhu~~~ada who knows saposee indang?? That's loh, the handsome guy who's bewitching the doctor. The handsome uuch, uchh, who has made mimin terpotex, potex. Uh, it turns out that doi is not loyal yessss!!! 

Where is the actor is selling manisszz yes kaannn...!!??

#miminpolos

#jekrekhangpong

*Sorry Photos are pseudonymous*

But a few hours later the post disappeared from circulation. And sister Ida never thought that the Initial was Bima her husband Doctor Anin.

It was only after a patient moved from hospital X with the initials "BK" that he realized, that gossip is a pending fact. He also recognized the patient.

And at that moment, the hospital was busy talking about the disappearance of doctor Anin, cursed Bima and swore and cursed her affair. 

Maybe only a few feel sorry. Among them was Sister Ida.

Malang cannot be denied, profit is not also achieved. It has fallen down the stairs. And there are many more proverbs that fit for the condition of the Kartika Star today.

Maybe that's why he's been in a coma for so long and unconscious. One hundred prayers against a thousand vows.

Even many people who argue, that what experienced the Kartika Star is karma for his actions.

Mirisnya again, even in such conditions, there was no one beside him. I don't know where his family is.

Sister Ida sometimes shed tears, seeing the suffering of the Star and feeling how lonely she was.

Until one afternoon, when he was as usual going to visit the Patient on behalf of "BintangKartika" he found a man with a stout stature was on his back.

Who'd think.

Only then did the nurse recognize the figure of the man who was Bima. And...

Holy jeez!! What's that guy doing? With an expressionless flat face, but his eyes shed tears with his mouth muttering to his wife's name.

"Anin, honey, my wife.sorry, I've only seen you, but I promise you from now on I'll visit more often to keep you company." The man kissed the stars.

Mother Ida smothered her mouth, so as not to come out the sound of sobs. The words he heard were heart-wrenching and tore his hearing apart. It was sad that the woman felt.

"Do you know, honey, Dad, my mom's not letting me see you, so for now I can't stay long. But I promise I'll be back tomorrow. Now I have to get back to the office and I'm also going to find our lost son!"

Feeling unable to bear it anymore, the Sister also chose to step aside. And choose the bathroom as a place to share her tears.

After finishing and successfully taking care of himself, the nurse immediately reported the strangeness of doctor Anin's husband to the doctor Vishnu.

Why doctor Vishnu?

Because he was the closest to Anin.

"We'll watch first, Sus. Tomorrow I try to consult with doctor Singgih." replied doctor Vishnu at that time.

Since that afternoon Bima lived her days in silence, loneliness, - maybe - feeling deep regret. But unfortunately all of those feelings are addressed to the wrong person.

Back to the hospital is now a habit Bima in the morning before the office and night after returning to the office. To just look, or say hello for a while and then leave. Later that night he returned to chat for a while before he returned home.

The Old Lady who was told by the doctor Vishnu about the strangeness of her son until he had to settle temporarily in Jakarta to wait for his son.

And forcing him back to Singapore has been very difficult.

Finally, based on the advice of the doctor and also for the sake of the happiness of his son, the old mama joined the show by continuing to slowly try to teach his son to return to his memory.

Because he remembered that time, doctors in Singapore also diagnosed that there was a tendency Bima experienced a distorted orientation to the pain around him that actually enjoyed it. As well as his self-reported rapid change is an indication of /the initial symptoms of Bipolar disorder. The other side will appear to cover up and become worse if he/she experiences the threat/hazard or pain that he can no longer bear. So more or less the explanation of doctors that has been simplified so that it can be understood by lay people.

So the first thing that must be done by people around him is not to make the evil or worst side out. Because if that happens, it is not impossible that he will torture anyone. Including himself.

"For now we just follow the scenario, ma'am. As we continue to strive and pray for his recovery." Said the doctor Vishnu when the old lady complained about the development of her child which is increasingly painful to see.

It was not enough for five months that God tortured the man with all his suffering.

The wrong memory. The wrong regret, until the time he had to decide what option was best for the woman.

What was it like, when with his own hands he decided to end the life of his lover, his love.

Only Bima knows what it feels like.

What would it be like to end the life of a loved one with all of his body.

What kind of guilt will he bear for the rest of his life?

Only that man will feel it. Because he who must decide to end the woman's life or leave her with all her suffering lies in a coma.

5 months have passed...

The woman was still lying stiff in the hospital in a coma. All the vital organs in his body were no longer functioning. Only the respirator still made him breathe.

"It is only a miracle that can wake him up again" murmured Vishnu Desperate. "Even if he regains consciousness, it might just be a lump of undead."

Every time pensive in front of the bed, waiting in vain in case his eyes will open again, every time it was also the inner Milky Way fighting.

Still functioning his brain after being in a coma all this time?

Bima is really confused. All this because of his mistake.

With sympathy, Vishnu patted his best friend's husband on the shoulder and left the room.

Not until the heart sees it.

Vishnu left Bima alone in a quiet room that gripped with a heavy sigh that filled the silence.

Long Bima looked at the woman. And for the first time in years, she realized how beautiful this woman really was.

In his deep sleep the face seemed so clean, so calm, so peaceful. It was as if he had never felt how painful it was to be betrayed by his lover.

"I'm sorry" Bima kissed the woman's lips affectionately. The lips felt cold and so foreign. "I won't let you suffer anymore" he murmured.

The euthanasia procedure was signed by Bima with a heavy heart.

Not this heart does not hurt and not also not broken let alone not hurt. But this is the only way to free and ease his steps to heaven.

All emergency help was stopped and allowed the woman to pass peacefully.

It's okay, if your family blames me, punishes me. I deserve to be punished for all my mistakes. All the mistakes I made were unforgivable.

Bima kissed once again the girl she had loved. Her lips were still attached above the girl's lips when the last tool left the woman's body.

Thank you for bringing color to my life and teaching me to fight and survive.

Goodbye, may we be found in another form of happiness.

Be happy.....

Someday you will understand

Why I chose to leave

Than to keep waiting

Something uncertain

Not that I don't want to

To fight and survive

I just can't afford it

Stare

For the love I cannot have

When there is another chance

I'll make sure my heart only chooses you, only loves you

But I will never regret

With what I have decided

And I choose

In love there is no right or wrong word

There is no good or bad

One of my biggest regrets is that I owe you an apology

It turns out that until my time comes...

I can't say it anymore.

- I'm sorry, I left you like this-I.

I didn't expect either

Our story ends this way.

***

That morning, Bima received word from her own mother's mouth - for the Star family had given up

The old lady no longer knew what to do to her son, so she deliberately opened the truth in the hope that her son would be aware.

Because the old lady was tired, lying for months and pretending to love the woman who had ruined her son and daughter-in-law. Which woman can stand it. He should hate not caress loving affection for pretense.

"The woman should have been long - Dead - because she had lost her life expectancy. And that woman is not your wife Anin!!! Be aware, He is just a woman who stopped by and ruined your happiness. Anin your wife is still unaccounted for" said her mother at the time. Then the old woman regretted her words.

Because it is not the awareness of his son that is obtained, it is the expression of his son's pain that he receives. The regret comes in the end.

The utterance that is a truth has shaken the soul of his son, so that the more drowned the Milky Way in darkness and isolation with himself.

Bima is not recognizing herself anymore!!

Until one morning, Bima found a paper proof of the purchase of an apartment on behalf of Anindira Otis.

For whatt???

He also asked Mbok Jum who was washing dishes at the time.

The old symbologist replied: Non Anin is a very special person, that's why you gave him that."

Speech as is to make the curiosity dominate him. And finally he decided to review the place himself.

Arriving there, in the same room as the last time left Bima to look for his wife, but instead found a star drenched in blood.

The shadow of the past flashed in Bima's mind back then.

---- - With her legs folded Anin enjoys her avocado juice while watching her favorite news.

A typical knot smile of hers, greeting each of them meeting to eat together.

A loose t-shirt with a shorts suit was attached to his body, and his nimble hands were flipping his cow's eye eggs, or stirring a sweet tea that was very sweet. Or was smearing butter on the bread he would call.

His legs were moving about and fro on the bed - they - when he was busy looking down while reading his books or magazines.

Then he would judge his wife, surprising her from behind.

Then he will get a typical shout of choosing his wife who is able to invite his passion.

To then end with the activities of two adults ______

The incomplete shadow was cut off.

Bima felt an intense pain in her head when the incident appeared.

But it can still be kept in its custody.

When the pain was slightly reduced, Bima continued to explore the room, staring at the frame of her wedding photo leaning on a buffet.

Portrait of Anin as big as a 30 inch TV screen also did not escape the eyes, the frame was still calmly hanging on one of the walls of the room.

The headache came again, so sick that Bima shouted to hold it.

Another incident appeared again intact.

----------- Bima started swinging her hand.

A loud noise echoed inexorably as the belt touched his wife's body. 'Anin received her first lash right about the arm that was trying to protect her head and stomach and mbok Jum who was in her arms.'

Two....

Three...

And the shadow of the violent scene ended with the man's loss of consciousness.

He was in the hospital with his mother waiting.

***