Women & Destiny (Edit-revision Process)

Women & Destiny (Edit-revision Process)
First Facts



love also needs understanding, to always be on the right path


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After regaining his consciousness, Indra got up then started searching for Anin's whereabouts.


Mei was once again astonished by the attitude of the two people. What the hell is it??


Indra tried to grab Anin's arm, "Hey, hey... What's wrong with you?" He said when he had reached Anin's step.


Anin. "Oh, coincidences. I have something to say."


"Anything.I'll listen."


"I'm sorry before, but don't get me wrong, that my attitude silences your treatment doesn't mean I justify our actions. We know clearly, none of this is true."


"What's not right?!"


"You're acting, I mean, I don't know what you call this madness, but this whole thing is clearly wrong."


"Crazy??!! Haha…." Indra's laughter sounded discordant. "You call this madness?! madness, if I conclude all your reactions are because of you-??"


"Really! I am crazy!! Then what right do you have to deduce about me, my feelings?!!"


"....." Indra rolled her eyeballs without being able to make her point.


"Listen!! I just love my husband so clearly and towards you none other than because I'm confused with myself for my guilt."


You lied to Anin! very clearly anyway. "Ck! Okay, alright. Let's just say from the beginning you never put a taste for me other than pity." Indra massaged his temple which began to feel dizzy. Although a day like this is predicted to happen, just wait for the problem of time. But Indra is not ready if it turns out to come this fast.


Although every time he always pecked in his brain that he was very ready with all the risks and he realized does not love should not have?! But the truth is, He is not willing and needs a greater sense of sincerity.


But isn't love obligatory for us too?!


"So, right.The attention and all the deeds you did in the past were fake."


Anin nodded weakly and her eyes began to feel hot.


"At least, we can be friends, right??"


"No. Disappear from my life. Forever." said Anin firmly. And it didn't feel like his eyes were starting to water.


Pupus is Indra's last hope. No more chances for him. He has lost.


Lose to a man who does not deserve Anin.


******** that, Goddamn it!!! How can Indra leave his love for an irresponsible man like him.


And how could I entrust my girl to a jerk like Bas Bima Aji, Indra growled in annoyance. And punching the air with his fist.


"Well, if that's what you want." Indra then goes on to accept his defeat - even before he struggles and uncover who was behind the scandal that night that he had been investigating secretly.


Because it all started that night. A disgusting scandal made beautiful like a Korean drama by someone who is very disgusting.


It'sit's okay. If God hasn't been on my side after all this time I've been waiting for you. I will take care of you with or without your permission.


Anin felt her chest tight as well as sick. Staring at Indra's departure and it is true that Anin loved Indra long before she married her Husband. But he misinterpreted his own feelings, until he was too late to realize his feelings, because his love was covered in black stains that even Indra did not want it.


His legs that had been feeling weak, finally drooping could no longer support his body weight, and his cry broke just like that when Indra no longer seen in the corner of his eyes.


Anin cried sobbing holding his chest that felt very painful slashing.


Mei, who had been near them and had accidentally become a witness to the impossible love, shed her tears. Didn't expect her cheerful, tough, and fierce school-time best friend to be just a weak woman without power.


Last May approached Anin and hugged her beloved friend. Malang nian his fate. And he apologized for his decision to pick Indra up yesterday.


"Where did this all start, please tell me, Nin...." Ask Mei later.


Anin also started the story in sobs, how the experience met with Indra who Mei herself also knew the story, and when it came to the story where Mei missed the incident, Mei was dumbfounded, shocked, shock. And even more shocked when Anin recounted the experience of domestic violence by her own husband.


Mei did not expect that her best friend had been victimized and suffered such a heinous humiliation. Mei involuntarily cried and could not imagine what if it happened to her.


"For God's sake, Anin, why don't you tell me earlier." Mei hugged Anin even tighter. "...and all this you take on yourself. I'm sorry, as a friend I couldn't do anything and didn't realize your suffering all along." Then Mei cried. She didn't even care that she cried on her happy day, on her wedding day.


"It's okay, May, and now I'm pregnant." Anin shrunk her tears. With a tissue that is no longer shaped.


Anin caught a puzzled expression and hurriedly she continued her sentence. "...with my husband, of course."


Mei took a breath of relief. "Yes, of course, you will not do anything stupid and tarnish your honor. And also, your decision is correct. That's right." Mei hugged her dear friend tightly with affection and full of haru.


"May, Sesaak. You want to kill me and my baby huh?! I'm having a hard time, Mei." exclaimed Anin who of course was just joking.


"Haha.. sorry, sorry." Mei looked at Anin's stomach and then stroked her. "I'm sorry onty ya, utun." Added.


"Congratulations on your marriage, sorry, I ruined your happiness."


"Haha---its ok. Congratulations on your pregnancy, too."


And they both laughed together.


That's how the strange friendship grew. And always able to strengthen each other.


"Eh, why are you suddenly here?" Anin asked suspiciously.


"Aaaah--- I followed you, because I was suspicious. And it turns out that my suspicions are true." Mei looked to the right to the left. "So, where's Mika?"


Anin shakes. "Not met yet."


"Yes, let it go. He's not a kid anymore. He knows what's best for him."


"Agreed."


"Eemm, when are we here, Mei? Hot coy, fade my powder." Mei has returned to her origin.


"Haha." Anin pinches Mei's arm. "Let's enjoy your party."


"By pleasure...." Mei got up and helped the troubled Anin stand up. "Basic granny." Temptation May.


And until night, Mika is not yet known whereabouts.


 


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Anin stroked her flat stomach. "Maybe today you are busy baby, but take it easy, Tomorrow, as soon as we get home, we immediately tell papa ya baby, we love a surprise for him." Anin muttered to her own stomach as she lay on the bed.


Whatever I do, I will sacrifice. Even if it's my life. For our happiness.


Back to the face of Innocent Indra who instantly turned gloomy.


Depressed with a feeling of disappointment. Then just leave him. Without even looking back.


At least for now Anin felt relieved. Been honest with himself. And has chosen his future with full hope of a happy life.


Bruhaakk!!!


Anin flinched as her ears buzzed due to the loud noise.


Mika came in covered with a level as pale as a corpse.


His lips twitched but did not say a word.


"Hey, what's wrong??!" asked Anin astonished. Why else this?? thought.


Mika sat curled up holding her knee. "Close the door, Nin. Keys. Keys. Lock, Anin!!" His tone shook with fear.


Anin then got up and rushed to reach for the door of her room and closed and locked it.


In a feeling that was no less confused Anin then sat next to Mika who was still trembling.


"You why?? What's up ??"


"I'm scared, Nin~~fear," Mika started crying.


Anin was confused.


"Fear why, Mim? Afraid of who?"


And instead of answering the question, Mika just sobbed.


"Aduh~~kamu why exactly? Don't make me confused dong Mik!"


But her crying became more and more. Sniffle.


And Anin started to panic.


Finally Anin decided to call Meu on the night of her bride.


Bodo greatly!! It's still afternoon - eleven o'clock in the evening - and hopefully lift up. Hopefully!! Anin muttered to herself.


Anin waited long enough. Until then May received her call.


"Wo.woo wo, patient mom, sorry to bother, but this is important and urgent." Terang Anin's.


"What's wrong, say it?!! I kill you if it's just a prank !!!" Grumpy Mei gnarled.


"Can you come here for a second?! Please.." said Anin pleading. "It's about Mima, Mey. And I don't know why her???" he added.


After considering Mei also decided to go there. "Hhmm. Wait, I'll be right there."


"Don't forget to put your shirt on, Mei." Temptation Anin. Just to ease the panic here.


"Damn it, Lu." The hardship then Mei turned off her phone.


It didn't take long for Meu to get to the cottage. That is because it is only blocked by a few buildings that are still in one area.


Anin rushed to open the front door when someone knocked on the door and called out her name.


"Hi, Mey.yuk.." Anin looked out and there was another person outside. And Anin became very unwell. "Hi, Tom..sorry, I'm bothering you guys.so sorry."


"What's wrong." she replied with a sour face.


Of course, who is not upset. Her bridal night is colonized!! Destroyed by his wife's best friend.


"Promise, we won't be long." Anin explained to Tomas and apparently managed to restore Thomas' still slightly upset smile.


"Look off... "


"Not entered? There's enough room inside."


Mei suddenly pinched Anin's arm. 


"Eem--- I mean probably want to wait while sleeping inside…." Anin hurriedly corrected the absurd words earlier.


"Ah, no. I'll just wait in the car. Let's have some privacy."


"OKAY. Thank you, Tom." 


"Just a minute, baby...."


Tomas replied with a nod of his head.


Then they went into the room and left the main door open.


In the room. Mika was no longer crying, only her white face was getting pale and her lips were trembling.


Mei shook Mika's shoulder. " Hey..Mik, Lu why?! try saying what's up??? Don't think gini dong…."


Anin stood on her feet and was only able to research the two.


Mei turned to Anin, ..."why her, Nin?"


Anin raised her shoulders.


"Mik, Hey.. Did something happen?? Here it is safe no one and only the three of us. Say what's up??" Me8's words this time managed to grab Mika's attention.


"Nin .what's right, you~~~ and Indra~in hospital~" Mika started telling her what she just knew with flattering and wrung hands.


Mei and Anin turned towards each other simultaneously.


"What do you mean, Mim...." Ask Mei who can already control herself.


Anin began to get nervous. Who told him. Only a few people know about this incident. It cannot be Indra, for it is also his disgrace.


Mei touched Anin's arm then with her gaze trying to calm her down. "Remember your content." 


Anin read Mei's silent lips.


"So what do you know, Mik, please tell me clearly." asked Mei again.


"So.. that night...."


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….The flashback]


In the hospital.


…..Indra was busy looking for the whereabouts of Anin. He asked every officer he met.


He looked for the whereabouts of Doctor Anin intending to ask for an explanation of the words of the Doctor of the Word which turned out to have made him aware. And wanted to prove his words wrong.


That night Indra went back and forth restlessly in front of the main door, hoping that by waiting there, he could intercept in case Anin was about to return home.


He waited there long enough for his leg to start hurting.


He almost gave up and decided he would continue tomorrow morning, when security officers approached him and offered him a cigar that he thought would calm him down and relax him.


Indra received the cigar and turned it on and began to enjoy. And sure enough, he felt a little calmer.


The security guard then offered to let Indra wait at the guard post and sit with him while playing chess.


But Indra rejected it on the grounds from a corner there could not see clearly.


Then the security guard resumed his duties. Want to go around checking things out.


But his steps were stopped by someone he knew as doctor Abi. With the innocence he used and several pieces of paper money Abi managed to persuade the security guard to turn back his steps and approached Indra and offered a package containing several cigars.


Seeing the first cigar was just his butts - after all, Indra also said thank you and then took another stick and lit it.


The security guard then informed Indra of the information he got.


The security guard informed Anin of the whereabouts he knew from Abi's doctor and the security guard did not know that the cigar he offered to a patient disguised as a patient's family was not just a cigar.


Abi had contaminated the cigar with stimulant drugs that he had prepared from a long time ago and kept it in his private locker. Afraid that one day he might need it. But this afternoon he took the cigar out of his locker and intended to give it to the patient on the second floor directly according to a plan that had been neatly arranged.


But she thwarted him when she saw Doctor Word just come out of that patient's room. And then came the crazy idea. Abi then rearranges his plans.


"Once pat, got two three mosquitoes, Boom" he said at the time.


Indra then paid attention to the security guard and immediately looked for the place that was meant by the security guard.


After several strays, Indra finally found him.


Indra monitor the surrounding conditions. Afraid that Doctor Anin was with someone who was his lover, according to the info he just got from the doctor he met on the street who claimed to be named Doctor Firman, according to the info he just got from the doctor he met on the street who claimed to be named doctor Firman, - the truth is Abi who claimed to be the Word.


Not accidentally, Abi greeted, but he all wanted to ascertain whether the medicine had reacted or not.


And it turns out not yet, just to the stage of restlessness that is visible from the eyes and the reaction of the body when Abi touches his shoulder.


Abi then held Indra for a while, with a bit of bragging that Anin was making out with her lover. And Anin really liked the slightly rough romance.


"You know what I mean. Some kind of sexual disorder. So, if you want her attention, start by being romantic with her."


After instilling poison on Indra who had begun to be affected by the drug, Abi then passed - pretending to leave Indra. Who then stopped and watched from an invisible angle. With a cell phone in his hand in a standby position.


But shit. The drama has not finished recording - The bully who out of nowhere actually came to help at the wrong time. Failing already Abi saw Anin's pain. Failing that, Abi watched the girl lose her honor.


Shit!!!


Shortly after Indra lay dying alone, Abi's doctor came over as Abi Indra's new best friend.


Then Indra who was battered, was brought into the treatment room. Indra felt helped by the angel who saved her life once again.


A few days after the incident, After Indra realized and got his memory which of course was assisted by Abi with false understanding, Indra came to see Anin. Apologize and explain what he knows.


That all was because he was emotional in the words of a doctor and - and I was jealous, and angry with you.


And from that moment on, Anin closed her feelings tightly.


In silence, Anin began to hate the Word to the bone marrow. Keep your distance with him. And as much as possible avoid it.


The word that put the heart on for a long time did not receive a surprising rejection.


The relationship that was originally fine turned into a dark night. Without knowing what the cause of everything is.


And when Firman desperately proposed to him, Anin was even more angry.


With great shame Finally Firman decided to step aside and continue his studies abroad for a while.


And as a result of that, Anin went through his nights with great agony.


Dreams - Hardly dik*sa- by the young man whom he has poured out a myriad of attention and affection always haunt him.


Dreams are present on every night.


And can only go back to sleep after at least downing a sleeping pill or tranquilizer. Or even sometimes Anin does not continue to sleep at all.


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