Women & Destiny (Edit-revision Process)

Round Three

the hardest thing is not someone who is next to you, but your doubts

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Indra then put the mineral bottle on the dashboard of the car. "If this is a sin, then I will regard it as the sweetest sin. And if this is a mistake then I consider it a beautiful mistake. And I will accept whatever the consequences may be by indulging in sin and error." his voice sounded so heavy and trembling.

Anin ignored Indra's words and was more interested in her condition. "What's really going on. Why are you soaking wet like this?? You can catch a cold."

"fuck that!! Say now. Do you love me, Anin!!??? Or just because of your guilt? Say??!!" Indra said half-cry.

Anin's stunned. "What exactly is it?!! Why are you like this?? didn't we agree that nothing happened and nothing happened!!!"

"...please, Yes.. Just answer my question. Whatever your answer I will accept it because I know more about your condition." His tone sounded full of pain.

Anin fell silent. Suddenly suffering from difficult-to-speak syndrome.

According to old java. For a child or girl when asked and just being silent it means representing a 'yes' answer'

Isn't Anin Javanese?

Indra pulled on Ann's neck with her hand and kissed her lips.

Without having time to avoid Anin was unable to do anything. Except to compensate and then reply with no less terrible.

Anin released her lips when she was about to run out of oxygen.

"Ple-ase~~.!!" Said faltering. "...we must return immediately. Mika must be worried." Added.

Both their eyes looked at. Longtime.

Even Indra was unable to answer a word. Because he realized, there was love for him there.

Indra then started the engine. And start running the car to leave the beach immediately.

Along that not-too-distant journey, Anin sat in her inner uneasiness. And apparently Indra knew it.

Arriving at the cottage.

Before Anin could get off the car Indra thrust two bottles of mineral water. "quickly sleep, you need rest. Don't let your eyes ruin your beauty."

Anin nodded in agreement.

But after an hour passed after Indra left him, Anin still did not fall asleep. As hard as he tried to close his eyes.

Instead his brain turned back the events of the day.

The incident turned out to be Indra at the airport adisutjipto, and apparently Indra was the one who picked them both up. Mei sent him to be their personal driver while in Jogja.

The wrong choice!!

Anin's plan to calm down failed already. It was messy even on the first day. The plan that has been arranged neatly is only a plan.

Even on the first day, I had already committed a great sin!! a big sin, if just making fun?! and confess your love!

Sure was! what do you think it's all about?? The pleasure god has!!! Stop this madness Anin! before it's too late! 

Anin took a breath that felt so heavy and then ended the conversation of his heart and mind that fought hard.

Initially they will stay in Jogja for the next five days. But after knowing the existence of Indra, it seemed impossible to last that long - without repeating the mistake again-. So Anin decided her vacation time would be shortened.

"Hmm.." Anin repeated again taking her breath.

His head feels throbbing. Then he began taking a sleeping pill in his make-up box - most of which were the drugs he always carried.

Anin then smiled in wonder herself, looking at her makeup box that actually contained some of the hospital's medicines.

- Eralat-Anin again looked at the postcard-sized box that was inside her makeup box that contained her contraception pill.

Holy jeez!!! Suddenly his smile disappeared. And change with somehow - feels - jumbled. Unknowingly Anin held onto her flat stomach.

 

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Anin grabbed several pregnancy test kits with different brands on one of the shelves in the nearest supermarket and then paid for it.

Arriving at the cottage, he immediately put it on. Although he himself knows that accurate results are obtained when the test is done in the morning.

Bodo time with theory!!!

Anin was stunned and looked at the results of the three tools she was wearing. All of which showed the same results.

Anin held her forehead with her left hand, while her right side felt her stomach. Why didn't I realize it!!! Oh god...how about him why? What about a lack of nutrients?

Anin is restless. Pacing in front of the dining table. And he just swallowed his sleeping pills. What if it harms her baby?

Though actually Anin knows, it is not dangerous and has no effect as long as within the safe dosage limits.

Even a doctor can panic and lose control when faced with problems concerning the safety of his family's health. 

"Ck!! Anin, Anin .. You are stupid what a fool?! You are a doctor yourself. Calm down. don't stress, the fetus will be stressed!!! Take a breath and then throw it away. Keep calm okay?!!"  Suddenly Mika Voiced. Which turned out to be about half an hour ago to the cottage - where he was - and he found his friend who looked like a broken iron, pacing while holding a tool - no matter what in his hand.

Anin who was shocked not knowing Mika's arrival hurriedly hid what was in her hands behind her back.

"I know I don't have to be covered up! besides my surprise, your behavior is pantesnya for ABG pregnant out of wedlock!! Not a doctor with married status." Mima laughs. Laughing at Anin's solitude of course.

Though Mika guessed the origin, what Anin and herself were experiencing also did not know very well, whether her best friend was holding a test kit or holding another one and Mika actually did not know that her guess was right that Anin was pregnant. Because he's under the influence of alcohol.

"Well!! Aaahhh~~~hahaa." After a few minutes, Anin realized her mistake. "Where have you been?" After adjusting his breath.

"Find the pleasure dong, when you tell me to be here all day and watch your stupidity!! Could die standing me up." Answer it in passing.

Mika then throws her bag and takes off her original heels. Then slam his body on the mattress available there. "Aaah~~it's safe." Mumbled.

"It's not wrong for me to choose this place for the May Event tomorrow. I should have just opened a W.O business.I'm really talented." Rancaunyalagi's.

"You drunk?!!"

"Tabok loveaa~~~~ "

"God!!! Mik.. did you just go to the place..... " Ann closed her mouth. "You're this, right – is really crazy."

"Yes…." His whisper.

Anin shook her head. It was free to think, advising his best friend for now. And is it still worth it??

How is it different from Mika? Even I've been married. And she is pregnant with her child!! Mika is just having fun.

"Here you go, clean up there, then rest, tomorrow don't be too late." Murmured Anin later.

"All right, boss...." Mika then got up half-dead and stepped her feet into the bathroom.

After Mika died, Anin tried to contact her husband, but the voice of the operator was the one who answered her. The number you are going to is cheating.

Then Anin took the initiative to call her home number. And connected. Easy yet sleeping symbok.

No one is lifting. Where is everybody?? Her thought. Just this hour, are you asleep?

Once again Anin tried to call her husband's number. And this time it was connected and accepted by the owner.

"There's nothing!! Have you gone home??"

"Oohh, kirain why are you calling tonight, is the party crowded? Say my apologies to Mei," Bima took a deep breath and once again set her breath in motion.

"New tomorrow, Mas, are you okay– okay? Your voice sounds weird...."

"Hoooh!! Yeah, it's just finished with the gym, and now it's gonna take a shower."

"Ooh, you take a bath, tomorrow I'll tell you the good news."

"Okay. You be careful there, don't forget to eat. And come back, lonely house."

"Hhm... So just because it's quiet?!" Without any suspicion, Anin disconnected her phone.

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Happy day for the bride and groom.

Mika sneered with a mouthful next to Anin as she looked at her best friend. "Crazy for me, yeah, you're one step ahead of me! Not loyal, man. Look at them, like Romeo and Juliet."

Anin was busy floating his gaze sweeping the entire garden behind the cottage that was used as a party place. Looking for Indra.

Why look for it??

I need to clear up any misunderstandings.

"Hhhh." Mika took another sip of her orange drink, with a parched face.

Mei approached their place with a sumringah. She looks beautiful this morning, with a simple white wedding dress and minimal details that are deliberately designed for garden parties. Her hair was left unraveled with a small crown adorning at the tip of her head. Unceasingly–hentinya she spread her happy smile.

"Eiem." He was beating intentionally. "Please don't gossip behind my back, So, this time I won the bet again right??? "

Anin and Mika looked at each other.

Mika grumbling. "Why don't you forget Lu's memory?"

"Sst.that's impossible! Eeh, try to help me crown dong beib. pawing deh, I guess."

"Grandfather, you're the one who's sticking out."

Anin went forward and smoothed the crown on May's head which was not at all slanted or pointed. "Have it, don't make a fuss and don't start your madness here, Shame!!" Kalem.

"Fine, so crazy is our friend on this one?"

"Mmmm...." Anin spread her shoulders.

"Crazy for being married, Nin??"

"Dam!!" mika's eyes grew.

"Then, moreover, her madness after Nin's marriage?"

Anin shrugged.b"See.you ask directly."

"Sirik aja yu. Still mending me, rather than Lu, cat-slinging in the hospital pantry with the doctor...."

"Sstdh... " Anin scratched her non-itchy temple while sending the code to her two friends, with her eyes glancing sideways. That the mother father at the next table was dumbfounded to hear their babbling.

"Anyway, I'll collect it later..." Mei lifts her chin triumphantly.

Anin gasped like she saw a ghost. Or indeed the young man he had just seen was indeed a ghost for Anin. No, but monsters.

Prince of the white horse for Mika.

Guests are not invited to May.

"Why is Abi at this party?!" Sahut Ani and Mei together.

Mika gave a smile full of guilt. "I invited him."

"Well, of course you invited him. There is no way Sri sultan!" Mei groans furiously at Mik.

Mei looked at Anin. "This is what the next madness means?!"

Once again Anin just silently remained silent and replied with her laser gaze.

"Sorry.." grinned Mika again.

"Are you going crazy with him here??"

"Maybe..."

"See, Nin. She.what's it worth..." May started senewen.

"May, I don't understand why you have to be this cool." Mica Protest.

"Because I care about you, stupid!!"

"Because you don't understand, Mei.how does it feel to have a strong and difficult taste to..."

"For what.?? but not with people's husbands!!???"

Mika flabbergasted. Anin was no less surprised.

Mei was even more shocked. He panicked as he realized what was coming out of his mouth. "...sorry, I mean---- "

"It's okay, I've got a clear catch on your point....."

"Already, already. Mei, you go back there." Anin mediates. And you don't know what I've been through with a man who's not my husband!!

'"Mik, "May feels bad.

"Let's relax, I'm not mad because you're right."

"But, you imply so."

"Originally you know, May. It's better that we let go of what's the source of our happiness and become stupid human beings for the rest of their lives."

The deg! Anin felt devastated by what Mika had just said.

"That's it!! You're like little kids." Anin's unyielding snapping had caught the attention of guests near them.

Mika stepped up annoyedly leaving their place. No longer care about any explanation that is still stored in the mouth of his best friend.

"Let me follow up, you come back...."

"Thank, Nin."

Anin nods and leaves Mei, then immediately pursues Mika's footsteps.

As he passed the table where Indra was sitting, he caught a stroke of his smile. A kind of sweet smile that melts a woman's heart.

No, don't be fascinated by it. Remember, God has chosen your love!!

Anin brushed off Indra's hand which had been grabbing her wrist. Then leave it alone without caring there Indra who is still silently staring, shocked because of the surprising treatment.

Who does she think she is?? Is he crazy?? if you want to die, be alone ! don't rhyme.

From a distance Mei could only watch Mika's behavior in confusion.

What is?

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