With You I Find Love

Episode Five

After finishing her breakfast and saying goodbye to her parents and sister, Ara rushed to the car and drove her towards her best friend Shelly's house.

It was twenty minutes on the way. This morning was more than usual, the road looks jammed making Ara have to be more patient.

Several times Ara was seen rubbing her face. As Ara glanced to the left she saw two familiar human figures.

"Rey?" said Ara while settling down the two who walked towards the hospital entrance.

"Wait, why is Rey here with Elisha? isn't Rey doing some work out of town?" Ara asked who. Deg suddenly his heart trembled and his heartbeat raced more than usual. "I think I should know this and Rey should explain"

After getting space to enter his car into the hospital parking area, Ara immediately went down and entered the hospital.

Along his feet stepped, his heart began to be engulfed in a sense of uneasiness and uneasiness that was not good.

"Excuse me, may I ask if there was a patient in the name of Elisa or Reynald?" ara asked as calmly as possible, but still she could not hide her worries.

The shadow of bad things that he began to enter his brain and heart made Ara impatiently want to know what was going on without her knowledge.

"in the name of Elisha?" said the admin officer who was questioned by Ara earlier.

"What is he sick about and treated in which room?" said Ara by keeping her face as calm as possible.

The officer smiled politely looking at Ara and then said again. "He was not treated, but was in consultation with an obstetrician and this was his third visit"

Deg Ara's heart is racing again like he just finished a marathon race. "Consultation? obstetrician" said Ara in the heart.

"Is every visit accompanied by the same person?" Ara's question convinced her mind.

And the officer confirmed it.

Now his mind really can't think positive. After saying thank you

he immediately got out of the hospital.

"Ara's calm calm is not necessarily true as what you imagine" said Ara to calm herself.

"Astagfirullah" he repeatedly said the word.

Fifteen minutes into the car, Ara was waiting for the two to get out. Many times Ara's phone rang which gave rise to the name Shelly there but was completely ignored by Ara.

Twenty minutes later he was waiting to be seen coming out of the hospital and walking towards him.

Whether by chance or indeed a hint from the Almighty, Ara parked her car not far from the car used by both.

Ara noticed the attitude and actions of both and it made her brain think bad again.

"So this is good!" rey said to Elisha and it did not escape Ara's sight.

"But how do you hear Ara?" elisha said with a worried face.

Hearing her name called Ara further sharpened her hearing.

"Ara is a good woman I'm sure she understands and forgives us" Rey said as she slipped Elisha's hair into her earlobes.

Deg "What does that mean?" Ara asked her heart, her hands clutching tightly at the steering wheel until her book looked bleached, her teeth were glued together as hard as possible, and her eyes began to hurt.

"If we could restrain each other maybe..." Elisha had not yet finished his sentence Ara had opened the window of his car and glanced at them.

"Rey" said Ara.

Elisha and Rey look excited as Ara reviews the smile on her face even though the smile looks forced.

"Didn't you have a job outside Rey's city" Ara said, holding back the sound.

"I, um me, we have something to explain to you Ra" Rey said without chiming in on Ara's previous words.

From what Ara heard it was actually clear to Ara. But he still has to be mature and give both of them a chance to explain. Although actually Ara was unable to hold back her turbulent tears as if asking to be allowed out of place.

Finally they chose not to talk in that place and rather have to find a place that feels suitable.

"So what should I hear" said Ara, starting the conversation after they found a place to talk. Ara was as strong as her heart so that she could still control herself. He still behaved as if it was fine when in fact his heart was broken and wanted it to feel like he was crying to vent his anger.

*The term is "Sky maratan ngoberak, ngoceak mataran jagat" ah urang sunda mah definitely ngartos*

Give a definite confession of both. Ara did not expect that she would experience a tragic love story like this. Rey, who has always been proud in front of her best friend, has now broken her trust.

At first he thought it was his father. But after Ara heard and saw their faces of regret, she realized that Rey and Elisha had completely betrayed her.

Ara was no longer strong enough to hold back the tears she had been holding back. The clear liquid from the beautiful eye fertilizers Ara is now free-falling in her soft cheeks as soft as baby's skin.

"Enough, you don't have to give any reason, I'm sure you do it on the basis of liking" It's really hard for Ara to say that. His throat felt stuck to something.

"Ra, I'm sorry..." When Rey said back, Ara interrupted him first.

"I'm really disappointed in you guys, but I also can't possibly push for Rey and I to stay together." Ara paused for a moment and wiped the tears that had fallen on her cheeks before she finally resumed her speech.

"There are other lives that need Rey more sometime. I allow you to continue what you have done behind my back. I will not interfere with your lives, nor should you disturb my life after this" What ara says sounds as if Ara is driving them from this life might even drive them away from the earth.

"Ra wait" Rey shouted, not stopping Ara's move. Ara chose to leave after saying her last words earlier.

***

Ara shed her tears as she had already arrived her room. At first he planned to see Shelly but because of this, Ara chose to go back home and cry in her room.

After feeling satisfied shedding her tears Ara sat in front of the dresser. "Stop crying, Ara, everything is going to be mass, get up and look to your future. Forget everything forget it!" ara said to herself.

The knock on the door of her room made Ara stop her speech. He moved and immediately opened the door when he heard Ana's voice calling her name.

After entering Ara's room, Ana silently watched her daughter for a moment. "Ara okay?" ask Ana.

When someone is sad and trying to look as fresh as possible, in the end he will break down the defense of his temple when he gets the question whether you are okay.

So did Ara, Ara shook her head slowly in response. "What's the matter Ra?" said Ana while gently rubbing her daughter's head.

"Ara does not want to marry ma, does not want to" said Ara while squandering her mother's loss. Ara's actions make her mother sure that her daughter really does not want to marry her husband's choice.

"Ra many advantages of marriage, by marrying Ara has perfected half your faith, by marrying also one of Rizki's doors will open, avoiding adultery and many more benefits of marrying Ra" said Ana gave understanding to the only daughter in her small family.

"Didn't marriage have to be based on love? Ara no longer believes in love. Ara has no love for anyone" said Ara, the tightness in her heart still feels but she does not want her mother to know what really happened to her.

"Minded by the worship of Ra, love can be present among you as you pursue the love of His owner. There's no need for you to be concerned about the love between you right now"

"Trust me there is no way papa will choose the bad for his children including Ara. Papa chose him because he believed he could be a good priest and could look after and protect Ara. Believe me dear" said Ana with a genuine smile.

"Mama doesn't know exactly what Ara is feeling right now. If there really is no way for Ara to resist papa's wishes, well maybe this is the best for Ara. Although Ara did not know what would happen in front of him later. Hopefully it is not worse at this time" said Ara in his heart, although in fact he did not want it at all.

Since then Ara has closed communication with Rey or Elijah. Ara followed all what her father wanted, which was to prepare to meet his future husband later.