With You I Find Love

With You I Find Love
Episode forty-four



In the morning Ara woke up with a body that felt completely crumpled. He looked next to him and Atayad was no longer next to him.


Ara walked to the bathtub with her body wrapped in a blanket. Even though his body felt crumpled still he could not lazily in bed.


After cleansing her entire body, Ara stood in front of the washbasin mirror. His outstretched hand touched the lips last night touched by Atayad's lips. A smile of shame was etched there.


Ara wears pink clothes with long pants. Her face was polished with simple makeup but did not detract from her beauty. Not forgetting the happy aura was always framed on his face.


Ara got down from her room and stepped towards the kitchen. His eyes surrounded every corner of the room in his house. But what he was looking for was not found.


"Non Ara is awake" said the housekeeper who happened to have a schedule today to clean his house.


"Ah yes, where is Mr Atayad?"


"Master left fifteen minutes ago, and didn't tell me anything." explained the waiter.


Ara nodded and thanked him and then he climbed back into his room to pick up his bag and immediately went to his office.


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Atayad had indeed left early in the morning since getting a call from his personal secretary. The parties who cooperate with the company that Atayad leads hold a meeting on arrival.


Even a happy heart does not blame it. Atayad still shows his authority and professionalism.


The meeting that discussed the work system, benefits, and future development plans ended at around 11:35.


Atayad grabbed his phone which he slipped in his pants pocket. Hoping when opening the phone there is a message left by his wife, and it turns out there is no message.


Had felt disappointed, but he was still Atayad who must always appear authoritative wherever he was.


"I want no meetings or work for the next two hours" Atayad whispered to Shah and his private secretary.


After Shahdan asserted Atayad went straight from there. Atayad drove his car to Ara's workplace.


The car he drove now has been parked perfectly among the rows of other cars in front of Ara's shophouse.


Atayad's charm never faded. Wherever he was, it caught the attention of anyone who saw him. A group of mothers who were walking while talking suddenly shifted their attention to Atayad.


Atayad knew about it, but he did not want to respond at all.


One of Ara's employees who saw Atayad walking there immediately met Ara and said that Atayad was visiting there.


Smile sumringah immediately painted Ara's lips, immediately the smile faded when the shame began to mneyergapnya and reminded himself of aoa that happened last night.


Ara patted her head and said "I have to behave how?" said it. The answer he sought did not appear and Atayad even arrived in his room first.


Atayad cleared his throat to tell him he was there. Ara also looked towards the owner of the voice.


Atayad looked at the circular watch on his left hand. "Have you had lunch? If you haven't come with me" Atayad said.


"Not yet" answered Ara and she immediately stood up from her seat and took her bag and walked after Atayad who was walking in front of her.


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They arrive at a restaurant that serves traditional and foreign food.


Atayad chose a table in the corner near the window that displays the view outside.


The waiter approached them and they started ordering food. Atayad watched Ara sitting across from him.


All the flavors mixed into one, Ara smiled faintly when she knew that Top was staring at her. "Emmmhhh Atayad I want to talk" said Ara ventured to return Atayad's gaze.


In his heart Atayad was very much waiting for what his wife would talk about, as much as possible he held back from being tacky. "Say if it's important!" said Atayad


"Is this important not to him?" said Ara doubtfully.


Atayad nodded impatiently wanting to hear Ara's explanation and it would be the answer to what his heart was looking for.


"Actually the meeting that happened yesterday morning was not me who planned. She was just a shameless person, trying to convince me" Ara's words came to a halt as the waiter approached their table to serve their order.


Atayad did not take his eyes off Ara. He wanted to find that answer and convince himself that his wife was not lying.


"Then who is he?" atayad asked as the waiter serving their order was no longer there.


Ara was silent for a moment, the thing that she most did not want to remember and say back was to say Rey was the most ancient or had ever been a person who was considered important in her life.


"He's...."


"Your lover?"


"He's my ex-boyfriend" said Ara


Atayad was silent for a moment listening to Ara's confession. In his heart he said is it possible for them to separate because of me? Whatever it is up to.


"Tell me if you still love her!" atayad's orders


Ara's eyes began to look glassy when Atayad told her to say so. Ara shook her head slowly with tears streaming down her eyes.


"Why?" atayad asked as Ara shook her head instead.


"Please don't tell me to say or do anything that I can't do" Ara said, wiping her tears.


Atayad grabbed a glass containing guava juice and stirred it using a straw. "So...." Atayad hung up his sentence.


"Atayad please" Ara pleads for Atayad to stop talking about Rey. Ara couldn't remember what Rey had done to her life.


"Alright" said Atayad, forcing his smile. He was hoping for something more important to be said by Ara. For example I don't love her anymore, I just love you and want to live forever with you, I'm happy with you Atayad. But that only happens in his imagination.


"Eat, if it's cold it will not taste good anymore" Atayad said again.


"Atayad" Ara called out her name again.


"Why, eat!" said Atayad while feeding a spoonful of his food.


"Do I know why you always ask me if I'm happy or not married to you. Do you really want to know how I feel? If so, can I tell you?"


This is what Atayad waited for the most, his heart pounding for that answer. Could it be that it would be a happiness for him or would just be a wound like the one he had experienced before.


Atayad took a deep breath and prepared himself for the possibility of what was to come. It could be that what Ara later said is not in accordance with what he expected.


Atayad confirmed his sitting position. Prepare the heart as loud as possible, the soul as calm as possible and keep his mind to remain normal. Anyway whatever Ara says later do not let down his wibawa.


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