With You I Find Love

episode twelve

Atayad and Ara are now in the Hall of a new company released by his father, Ahmad.

Ara had to put on a sweet smile full of purplishness when there were business partners from Atayad or business partners from Ahmad acquainted with him.

"When is this over?" Ara asked because she was tired of being there. Not to mention he had to pretend to be familiar with other guests.

"Have you never attended an event or a party? Huuh turned out to be really sad your life. Be grateful that I will marry you." replied Atayad with a face looking straight ahead.

That was not the answer that Ara wanted to hear, If only this was not in a crowded place maybe Ara had invited her to argue. But because his energy was used up for the temple to smile, he finally undoes his intention and prefers silence.

Remember pura smiling and happy is not easy.

Amidst her annoyance Ara someone patted her on the shoulder and startled her. "Oh my God" said Ara as she turned her head, it turns out that someone from the past is smiling sweetly at her.

Ara said hello and talked there. Atayad witnessed this but he chose not to mingle there.

Atayad noticed the interaction of Ara and his old friend with expressions that can only be interpreted by certain people.

***

The digital clock on Ara's nightstand shows at 23:10, meaning it's past the hour Ara should have slept.

Ara who has been cleaning up since half an hour ago, since she was delivered home by Atayad, she said, now he is sitting leaning on the bed rest while holding a large enough sized doll that is always his bedmate every day.

Room lights are deliberately turned off and he prefers to use a sleeping lamp for lighting adds to the atmosphere of the night feels more quiet.

After a long time sitting pensively with everything she thought, Ara chose to stretch herself and pull the blanket to cover part of her body. Ara tried to close her eyes but to no avail. The activity he went through a few hours ago with Atayad now danced beautifully in his mind until Ara began to drift in a sea of dreams.

***

After Atayad delivered Ara, she immediately cleaned herself up and after that she chose to sit on the balcony while enjoying the breeze that blew touching every inch of her body that was unobstructed by clothes.

Accompanied by a cup of black coffee and a book, that is what Atayad often does when his eyes do not want to cooperate to be invited to rest.

Several times Atayad was seen opening the book. I don't know why it feels like tonight the book he usually reads doesn't feel interesting at all.

Though Atayad can usually be up to repeatedly reread the same book even though he has a collection of other books.

Atayad's eyes were focused on a flat object lying near his cup. Before taking the flat object for a moment Atayad took a deep breath.

The flat object is now in his hands. He immediately turned on the object and then he wrote a message.

Atayad did not immediately send the message, he was seen deleting it many times and then typing again so and so again done by Atayad.

"The Send? don'tdon't? send's? don't you?"

"If I send this message, he will be big again" Atayad said while still playing his phone.

Atayad did not send the message. He kept the phone back in its place.

"Remember Atay you can't live alone, you need protection from your lust. You can't possibly spend your life alone just because you've been heartbroken?. I don't think you need to show the world how hurt you were by the love of your day"

Suddenly the sentence that Zayn had said a few days back was ringing in his eyes.

"I never wanted to show the world how miserable my life is, I just wanted to show that I'm not going to be fooled by love and women." atayad said with his hands resting on his feet to support his face.

After the cold at night can no longer enjoy Atayad, and the coffee that accompanies him is no longer available on the cup on the table, Atayad went into the room and began to lay himself there.

***

The dawn seemed to smile warmly greeting the entire inhabitants of the earth. Rasdyan's lavish home was uncontrollable when Rasdyan's two grandchildren from his eldest son came to visit so early.

Ara who heard the excitement would not want to not continue her sleep. He glanced at the glass window that was only covered by a thin white curtain that showed the morning sunlight.

Ara got out of bed and out of her room. Room Ara located on the second floor, he did not go down but only noticed his two nephews were playing chase to scramble toys.

Ara smiled sweetly as she imagined how cute her child would be. Yelling at each other, complaining to each other, fighting for attention, struggling spoiled on him and so on things that are often done by small children.

But Ara's smile shrank as she recalled that Atayad was her husband.

"Will my son be as funny as my nieces if his father were that man? Let's hope things don't follow her father" Ara said in her heart.