
" i want to change"
it's been a week since mother's behavior and Sinta known devan.
my days are the same, almost nothing has changed.
after I did all the homework, I intended to find a job online.
I am confused by our fate ahead of us.
brother, we'll get therapy later..
I'll take Devan's brother to the hospital..
no need to nin. I have no money..
I'll ask you later, sister..
mom. call me lirih.
ma'am,.. Can I borrow some money for Devan's therapy??
wha what?? you think I'm a bank?? want to borrow some money, he said as he left me.
uhh. I'll just call my mom's dad then, as usual, I'll borrow some money from them.
I haven't had a chance to call, mom came up to me and gave me fifty grand for the kitchen money a week.
I shut up, brother devan came up to me..
who is patient yes nin. is actually a good mother really. don't be too taken heart.
yes brother.my answer.
how do I manage fifty grand a week?? akhh that is impossible.already I better contact my mother's father first about sak devan therapy.
hello father.this is my father..
hello anin.. is it how are you, son??
both father... father and mother how are you??
we are all good nin..
tumben called, what's nin?? is your husband okay?? he said worried
yes father.. I want to ask you to help me lend me money for therapy brother devan father.. Can you please help me??
owh. can nin. later transfer father yes kerekeny your husband..
yes dad
make a lot of dads, I said again..
yes nin. don't hesitate you still have a father and mother nin..
yes dad.then I'm ready first yeah yeah yeah..
yes, I heard Dad say it and then decided on his call.
come on, brother, let's go.
I've asked mom and dad for money for your therapy..
so that we know where it is going.
yes nin. I trouble you and your family nin..
come on, brother.it's okay..
At the hospital, Devan underwent several examinations.
I pray for a lot of progress for Devan
I saw him sweating and moaning in pain.
I looked at my tired face when Devan finished therapy.
the doctor said.Maybe devan can try using the stick later if it is not too painful in the back.
kak devan leg can not be felt.so doctors do not recommend walking therapy for kak devan at this time.
he could only sit in a wheelchair, perhaps for a rather long time, waiting for the recovery of the back of his body first.
until now I or Devan's brother did not know what he worked out there.
brother Devan also seems not to want to ask, because after all he will also not be able to finance his sister again.
may bian not fuss and trouble mother and love.
before going home we had time to eat first at the sidewalk fried chicken stall all wrap for mom and sinta.
once home, I saw bian crying loudly.What's wrong with my son, not usually bian like this..
why ma?? why is bian crying??
your son can't stay still, so he fell down and cried, said the mother.
I saw a bruised blue forehead.I saw also his white thighs flushed like they had been pinched..
akhh my heart hurts my son is treated like this..
sinta... Why bian's foot?? I see he's still sitting on the couch mating his hape..
owh .. That was me pinched. because crying keeps my head hurting, he said casually..
owh no kk. My son. pity you son. forgive mother yes..
I hugged bian in a sling with an upset and angry heart.I wanted it to feel like I pinched and I bothered his head to make him feel what bian felt.
kulirik kak devan like shock with what his mother and sister did, he also saw bian who was still sobbing in my arms.
devan, what are you carrying?? there is fried chicken..
let's ask us to eat..
this is new food, do not usually vegetable doank. indeed we goats eat leaves he said again..
yes, you are a black-headed goat.it has no heart!! I swear in my heart
sorry, sorry, I said again in my heart. must not curse people let alone parents, but what kind of parents like that, let his grandson hurt because of his actions, my monologue again.
come on nin, we treat the bruises bian first. invite brother devan to me..
I followed brother devan in the room. I handed over his lap. unfortunately my son did not want.
finally, my tears dripped, I cried seeing the state of bian and while trying to persuade him I also held the bian back.
yuk dah.com mother yes..
we take medicine first yes. make bruises bian. bian right smart child. can not cry yes baby..
I put the bian in my bed. I smeared bruised ointment on his forehead.he grimaced a little when I touched..
the heart of a mother who is not hurt her child is treated like this.
devan looked at me and said..
later I talk to my mother and sinta ya nin. It seems they also accidentally do it. I'm sorry nin, he said again..
brother Devan thought I was an angel who always forgave..
this time I will remember all what my mother did and love from the time I got married to Devan's sister..
I'm upset . This heart is impatient..
I'll find a way so they can teach me a lesson..
just wait, you will accept the consequences of your actions, I said in my heart with clenched hands holding back emotions.
having a husband but not defending.just the word patient patience.he thought I had a patient stock that I could refill so as not to run out, wonder me. but once again.. unfortunately, I just cursed in my heart..
after I made her some bian milk and she fell asleep, I helped Devan take a bath and get dressed.
after that I helped him move to bed. I wanted him to rest after the therapy.
after I saw brother devan fall asleep I took my phone. I opened the application where I made the stars. I want to know if there is money coming in.. writing online stars makes money.
well. it turns out there are many incoming messages.I remember - remember the last time I opened the application.Owh turned out to be almost three weeks more.but fortunately the starbung I made happened to be over.
I forgot because I had too many thoughts..
a lot of problems have made me forget to tell stories..
sometimes talking to other people makes the problem increase.I decided to tell a story with my own aka writing a starfly.