
Pov devan
I was confused.I never heard neighbors talk saying that my anin is now getting more beautiful.I was happy even though in my heart felt was-was.
I'm selfish.well I'm a selfish man who only wants anin for me.
From a long time ago, the first time I saw him I had fallen in love with him. back then we were still in college..
I always try to see him.I give myself to meet him.
Anin, he's a college prima donna.. Beautiful, smart, friendly.she is famous on campus let alone almost all students talk about it.
I used to be someone who never cared about other people's business, let alone one that didn't relate to me. I'd rather avoid trouble than cause trouble, that's my principle.
early I tried to find out about anin.. because it is popular.well of course! cross paths with him for the first time, like a durian collapsing..
until my days are filled with his face.I consider myself crazy..
after getting acquainted, there is only a reason I met..
I've also been wondering if I'm obsessed with Anin or if I love her..
until I finally graduated, I was so scared that I could no longer meet Anin.
so I dared to shoot him to be my lover..
we went through a lot together, until I graduated and I proposed.
I know you don't agree with my choice
mother does not like anin, mother has her own choice.she said there are children of acquaintances interested in me. children of rich people.
but I still insist on finally marrying Anin...
I told myself at the time that I loved him that I wanted him, and that no one else could have but me..
that's why I'm not allowed to work or leave the house, I'm afraid he's turned away from me.
I get jealous easily..
I couldn't bear to see anyone else but myself..
am I crazy???
And now today this evening Anin left with her anger..
he's mad at me. What should I do..
I don't want him to leave me..
it's my fault, I should've kept her from leaving. I never paid any attention to her either. She's a good wife..
I actually know what mom did to you, but I chose the temple not to know..
with my reasons to myself.it will make Anin not go out of the house.
she was my wife.I should have trusted her more.she was always there for me. But then again I thought. I married her..
I was also surprised.why did you not want to answer my question.why did he choose to leave.I do not want to contact him.can be big head later if he needs.. he must have called me. But I forgot what was needed from me...
arrrggghhhh
it's all mom's fault and love.
I need to talk to mom.
mom..
what was??
all because of mother Anin left, how now I don't want to lose anin..
I don't want ma'am. I yell in frustration.
how to be the wrong mother.You should be glad she left, so the burden of our home is reduced..
what do you mean mom??
mom knows.I can heal and work again all because of Anin..
because Anin paid for my treatment ma'am..
mom really is outrageous.
that is all you are proud of..
you think you don't use your big money.remember that's devan!!!
aarrgghhhh..
I'm really confused..
I went to the room. I thought. ah, come again..
I'm also going out of town...
pov end
My mom and dad were waiting for me to explain..
Anin.. You why?? ask dad..
as usual, my mother scolded me with a mistake I didn't make..
you are patient..
I couldn't stand dad.I lost my emotion . I felt my respect for him..
you mustn't be too hard nin.not good, said the father..
you should tell me more details so that we can give you a solution how we should behave in the future.
yes father..
go rest mommy...
let me have you here with me, said Rian.
yes, son, good night..
good night, mom..
mbakkp...
mbak... What happened??
I don't like to see you cry like that..
did Devan play physically?? did Devan scold Mbak??? riann leaned on me with a lot of questions.
no. kak devan just ask. (actually I want to cover all because I have absolutely no intention to split.., which I know if I tell all.. they'd be in shock and tell me to divorce, I'm still thinking about my bian)
ask what is mbak???
do you believe in Mbak??
yes deck, he does not believe mbak.he always suspected the same mbak..
my tears were dripping again . I sobbed back. It hurt to remember everything.
mom says mbak is having an affair and brother devan suspects mbak dek..
so the mother had just left the house just so that she knew how hurt mbak heart accused by mother and brother devan.
how could it be like that, Mbak??
the story of the mother or who gossiped around the house.who said mbak always grooming.definitely said because there was an affair, he said mbak looking for prey deck...
well. mbak can't hear the talk of passing the deck..
mbak dandan right make a product promo that mbak sell. and also for kak devan. so that ga bashful-embak always said buluk by mother and sinta.
tomorrow I might want to go to the house mbak lela. want to ask about this rumor.want to know who is actually spreading gossip ga bener like this.
yes mbak. later rian inter ya mbak..
yes deck . deck makasi
wash your face already..
let tomorrow be like a panda's eye..
yes, this deck.you . I go while pursing my lips irritated.
I ended up sleeping in my own room when the girl was..
I saw pictures of me when I was a teenager and pictures of me with brother Devan when we were dating first..
everything was so beautiful in the past, but now it is far from beautiful..
I want to call Devan's brother..
akhhh, he was wrong why I called first.
I recounted my intention..
so engrossed in daydreaming and thinking I finally fell asleep without clean first..
sometimes we need to act so that others are aware of our presence..
a moment is fine if the ego works for the good of the self as well..