
I was still speechless.confused in responding to all this..
semua berkelebat bercampur menjadi satu..
the fear in my heart grew bigger..
especially to Anin.fearing she was wretched by mother.
"how's sinta doing"
ask noah
"good love bi. he had already brushed in the suburbs of the city. many events that befall us"
I said to noah
"wait bi. I'll call my wife first.."
I said to go to the terrace to call Anin..
tut.tut..
"hello nin.."
"yes sister.."
hearing his voice I was a little relieved
"you where nin"
much
"the house of the brother.in the room where else.."
he said to me
I exhaled. relieved to hear he was in the room..
"do not go where nin. do not come out. soon I go home. wait ya. i love u dear"
I said to anin
"what the heck sis. I'm tired of wanting to come along rian went for a while to buy martabak ya.."
he said it surprised me
"don't nin. later I just buy it. This time just hear me yes.. soon I'm home.."
I said forbid him to go away afraid he was wretched.I can't imagine what happened to Anin.
"don't leave soon.I'll be home.."
"yes, alright, brother.."
I hung up after making sure Anin was home and not going
I went back inside to meet noah and her husband
"bi..thank you for accepting me here and telling me so much. Now I say yes bi.pak..next time I will come with my wife"
I said goodbye to noah
"yes. play here if you have time. also invite your wife and love.Our house is always open for you"
said noah to me..
I hugged him and said goodbye, and I promised I'd come again if I had time and you were well.
"i say yes sir"
I said last time I said goodbye
"yes, heart of heart"
until home I was very tired, hoping to take a shower and then lay down while hugging my daughter so that everything was upset and my heart was gone..
czech..
"honey.."
call me to anin
I saw him fall asleep while covering his face until only the tip of his hair was visible..
I lowered the blanket to his neck and kissed his forehead..
take a shower and get ready to hug my daughter..
just gone a day has missed amazing.let alone imagine like other people can go for days .
I never think I used to how to overcome this why now it seems like there is something interesting I want to always be close to anin...
cluck..
get out of the bathroom while rubbing the wet head wash out..
I saw Anin blink her eyes.just woke up from her sleep..
maybe he was disturbed by the sound of water..
"honey.."
I said get close to him
"uhql..."
anim wriggled his forehead and I stuck my cold hand on his cheek
"honey.wake up.we have dinner first.."
I said wake him up
he hugged my waist and moved his head to my forehead while inhaling the smell of the bath soap that came out..
"hey.wake up.kok tumben lazy once my wife..cabby yes.."
I said while pulling his face to look at me
"uugghh. lazy brother. can not eat here aja.."
he said again with his eyes closed..
I pray that my baby and my wife will be healthy until the day they are born
"yes, wait, I'll get it"
I said I didn't want to argue with her.
take two servings for me and for him. do not forget the favorite warm tea..
"yuk.eat dear.wash your face first.."
I said while putting food on the table on the balcony of the room..
I looked at him and rushed to the bathroom following my orders
"eat a lot yeah baby . no leftovers.. "
I said while bribing him..
she smiled.the smile was so sweet..
"sad..how long has it been?"
he said he was moving his mouth full of food. Now he looked like a child.
"eat first. I'll tell you"
I said to him, winking one eye
"hmmm.."
he did not answer just deheming as usual if sulking he did not want to answer correctly
I smiled in response.do not want to talk again.fear later he was angry and ended up not wanting to finish his food..
I finished eating. I cleaned the dishes and I brought them back to the kitchen as I washed. Anin asked her to take care of it. And of course I forbid it.
it can't make him miserable and tired..
enter the room Anin is ready to sit leaning on the bed while playing his hape..
knowing I was coming.he stretched out his hand intending for me to enter his embrace.
"why darling?"
I said I pretend I don't understand
"the story of donk brother.uuhh.."
he said.really he sulked from earlier.maybe because he was bored waiting for me who long ago came home earlier.
ready to tell me I put his head on my chest so he would feel comfortable
I started by telling you about meeting my neighbor's grandmother near my mother's house and ended up going next door to meet my nuh nanny's mother first
I told him without the slightest bit of him interrupting.I know he felt shocked.
I noticed her expression changed every time I told her what she did..
now I don't want to mention my mother anymore, I just call her bu suli.
I finished the story.I saw a look of fear painted on his face..
"sister.is what you're telling me?"
"what should we do?
ask me with a frightened face
"yes. let it be. the important thing is that you do not go out of the house first if you are alone"
I said while poking his nose
"do not bring the mind. later you are sick.kasian baby suckers are stomached"
i said again..
"but sis. how about if mother reckless. I was afraid.was she called sak but I did not lift .. good luck"
"laen just diverted her call to me ya nin. let her talk to me"
I said give her advice
"yes sister..trus according to brother devan.. how to handle mother now?"
ask again
"nin.. it looks like I'm going to forcefully ma'am... I'm going to tell him to get out of that house.. Or maybe we use the way to get rid of the loan shark first how's nin?"
I said to anin..
frankly I lost all sympathy and even hate for the deaf mom..
all because of him we don't have any parents anymore..
all because he wanted to be like this, and I separated with love.
"yes, brother, but if he's kicked him out, I'm afraid he's doing something that could hurt us.."
answer anin
I actually feel was was thinking about this, but want how else.bu Suli should be taught a lesson for what he did.
but if we are reckless, there will also be someone injured.
"alright nin. it is better now we sleep.tomorrow we think of a solution again yes.."
I said to anin..
"hug ya brother"
said spoiled
I put herself in my right arm and pulled the blanket over my neck. I hugged her tightly so she slept faster.
I admit I am also very tired.maybe if there is no anin I am no longer excited than that.plus the problem that. come bertubi make my mind nervous and stressed.
I tried not to show Anin. so that she did not think.I do not want her stress and pain then affect her stomach which is still often cramping.