
Ruby walked down an alley after getting off the satya car, the gang looked a bit quiet this morning, probably because some of its citizens were out making a living for their families,think ruby in the heart.The gang will only look crowded in the afternoon before the magrib, when all returned to their respective homes after returning home from work.Ruby stopped in front of a contract in a tenement,the contract is a row of rooms forming the letter U, ilma room is at the front end of the right side.Side room ilma occupied a supermarket employee named Duma, and that's where ruby minitip rendra last night.
With heavy steps finally ruby up in front of the door of the duma room, his slings knocked on him.The door immediately opened, the rendra who saw who came immediately ran to hug his mother.
"Sorry dum, I didn't come home all night because I had to accompany ilma" said Ruby lying, he didn't want anyone to know about the incident that happened to him last night.
"Gak papa kog mba, rendra slept well last night, he did not make it difficult", said the duma.
"Once again sorry well dum, I've been very troublesome for you", Ruby felt very bad the same duma who was single had to keep the rendra all night.
"Already mba, no papa kog, I also like the same people, let alone rendra very funny" he said while pinching the cheek pinch rendra.
"There's a lot of yah dum, a lot of makasihhhh, then I've been next, but it seems like ilma has not returned well?", asked ruby turned towards duma.
"iya mba,mba ilma has not returned" replied the duma.
"Oh yes no papa kog, I brought my own key, I used to be yah", ruby camels on the duma while holding rendra.
"iya mba, I also want to be ready to be ready for the supermarket, my siftku at 09.00".
Rubi then opened the door of the room ilma and went inside.He then made milk for rendra, it looks like rendra has not slept in the morning.Truely after being packed drinking milk and patted for a while,rendrapun asleep.Rubi just keep patting the thighs of rendra but his eyes are not at all fixed towards the fallen asleep rendra, his view straight ahead, alternately looking at the walls and ceiling of the room.When he woke up, he was,he immediately stood up to take his cellphone near a small table beside the mattress.Handphone that last night forgot to bring because of the rush.
Ruby saw a lot of phone calls and watshap messages, but ruby ignored them all.
"Maybe I am not fit to be here", he was in his heart with tears, over time his tears began to pour down and could no longer be held back, he cried a mouthful, he cried again,he saw that rendra had fallen asleep, he wanted to shout as it happened but he realized where he was now.
Ruby intended to wait for ilma to come home and say goodbye to him.He felt very sleepy because last night did not sleep at all until this morning, finally he also laid himself beside rendra, he said,not long he was washed away in the dreams of the morning.Ruby woke up when he heard rendra crying, crying,he saw the clock in his phone turned out to have been at 13.00 noon.Ruby had slept for 4 hours and ilma had not returned.He then pressed the phone button intending to call ilma but the voice across the phone said ilma number is not active.
His stomach had started to make crutches because he had not eaten anything since this morning,fortunately, rendra had been fed with the duma so he was okay just given milk this afternoon.He then stood up while sighing heavily, so he was not okay,
"I should go now, distance from here to the airport quite far, fear later miss the plane, I will contact ilma via the watershap only", he said as if talking to himself.
Then ruby ordered a taxi online, while waiting for the taxi to come he started preparing rendra.Not long after it was heard honks from outside, he said,he rushed to open the door and sure enough his order taxi has come.He then asked the driver to lift his travel bag.He only brought a babybag on his left shoulder and carried rendra in his right hand.He immediately climbed into the online taxi,he did not say goodbye to the duma because the duma had left for work from morning.
During the trip to the ruby airport only occasionally look out the car window, he looked down more while stroking the hair rendra.Ia then remembered not to send a message to the scientist, but he did not,
"il, I've returned to the area, I'm afraid that later will be given a letter of reprimand because long time did not enter work, I did not take care of moving to the city of M, I think I needed more in the area, I think,thank you all this time I have been willing to accommodate me with your contracted rendra, I called you many times but not active, so I sent a message via watshap only, so I sent a message via watshap only,sorry il if during the city of M I was a lot of trouble, again thanks, see u nextime😘🤗".The contents of the ruby watshap message to ilma but after sending it turns out to still tick one, apparently the ilma phone has not been active as well.
Finally, until also ruby in the airport after traveling approximately two hours.He had filled his stomach with bread and a little snack, so he had asked the driver to stop by a supermarket to buy some bread, snacks, and a few snacks,and drinking water.
After checking in and undergoing several ruby checks finally entered the terminal 2d gate 5, waiting for the plane that will bring him back to his first child.He sat in the waiting room, he was also sat near his seat.He again imagined the events of last night,he closed his eyes and breathed a rough breath.So heavy the trials of life that he is experiencing at this time.When he had to part with one of his biological children, he,he must also be involved on a hot night with a man he does not know at all.He is trying hard to accept all his destiny, for the sake of his children, especially the rendra who is now with him,he must not be weak in order to raise rendra well.
The clock has shown at 16:15 when it sounded from the loudspeaker calling his name to immediately enter gate 5 because the plane will soon take off.Just at 16:45 the plane finally takes off from the airport.Ruby feeling is becoming increasingly erratically, the sound of his heart seemed to be in rhythm with the sound of the plane engine, the sound of the plane,the more the plane was at the height of his heart was also increasingly racing.He remembered the man who last night did not give him the opportunity to move even a little and scared him to this day.Entah when he will return to this city again is certain he never expected to see the man again.
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That fear will never go away when you do not try to fight it by facing reality, do not avoid it out of fear, but go forward because of love😎🤗