
After the departure of Nata's doctor, leaving Ruby and Satya in the room to keep Rendra.Ruby look awkward to start a conversation with Satya.
"By, are you here tonight?" asked Satya to break the silence in the room.
"It seems that not mas, baby Gyan some nights are a bit fussy, I want to ask for help with brother Sultan aja to replace me again tonight", replied Ruby.
"By, can I not help you take care of baby Gyan?", asked Satya again.
"I mean mas?", Ruby looks to frown.
"I mean like this, I want to see baby Gyan say if it's night, I mean I want to help you take care of him", Satya said very convolutedly,he did not find the right words for himself to be able to stay in Ruby's room.
"What do you mean, you want to stay in my room?" asked Ruby.
"I...Yes By but I can sleep in a kog sofa, you are calm I will not say anything to you", said Satya stammered, he was afraid to make Ruby misunderstand.Ruby just keep quiet, he did not answer Satya's question.
"Oya By, so I stopped by the fast food restaurant buyin you food but it looks like Nata has brought you first, I'll eat it the same sister outside well" said Satya.
"No need to mas, while I ate, there was also only a little meal", Why did Ruby not want to reject Satya's good intentions this time, Satya smiled faintly at Ruby's answer.
"Mas himself has eaten?", asked Ruby back.
"Not yet By", replied Satya slowly, she even forgot her lunch so eager to rush to the hospital.
"Yes we have eaten together" said Ruby, Satya nodded her head.
Ruby walked towards the sofa occupied by Satya, she opened one food box that was already in front of her, the other one was given to Satya, who was,they also ate together without anyone making a sound.Ruby was only able to spend half of the food.
"Loh kog is not finished By", asked Satya saw Ruby had walked towards the refrigerator to pick up softdrink.
"I'm full already mas" replied Ruby, she opened the refrigerator and rounded her eyes to see the contents inside was left one soft drink.
"How is it, if I watch Satya mas I don't drink dong, if I don't drink Satya mas time" Ruby said without making a sound, only his mouth looks kamit komat.
"Why By?" asked Satya to see Ruby in a daze in front of the freezer.
"the softdrink is the rest of one mas, the mineral water is also exhausted" replied Ruby.
"Well, you've been drinking first and then get me the rest" Satya replied casually.
"Will I drink from my ex?" asked Ruby.
"Sampe is aging?", as if Ruby does not believe Satya's words.
"Yes, why?you don't want to age with me?", asked Satya again.Ruby again silently did not want to answer Satya's question.He then took a soft drink in his hand and handed the rest to Satya.
"Why hasn't By answered?", Satya makes the question clear to Ruby.
"I want to go to the bathroom first mas", Ruby averted the question Satya, Satya just took a heavy breath.
In the bathroom, Ruby leaned her body against the door, again talking to herself,
"Am I really going to age with Satya?why is it that my heart is glad to hear it even though I know it's wrong because it's not appropriate for me to expect more from another woman's husband, God please help me control this feeling, please tell me what I should do",Ruby closed her eyes as the clear hairs fell back on her white cheeks.
"I am a widow with two children who married Satya mas, I can not imagine if I had to separate from Satya mas and then remarry with my status of three children, I could not imagine if I had to split with Satya mas and then married again with my status of three children,I'm just an ordinary woman, never thought before going through something like this, I don't want to get married again for the third time", Ruby still continues to lament his fate.
"By are you okay?", asked Satya knocking on the bathroom door, she was worried because Ruby had been inside for a long time.
"Yes, I'll be out" Ruby replied, wiping her tears.
After washing his face with water and wiping it with a tishu, Rubypun came out of the bathroom, but when Ruby tried to avoid Satya, his eyes and Satya even met, Satya knew Ruby had finished crying again.
"By, tell me what should I do not make you cry anymore?", This time Satya looks very serious, Ruby took a deep breath, then he slowly spoke, and then he slowly spoke,
"I'm also very confused right now, because I don't know what we should do without hurting each other, we're no longer children who have to talk about love,now we are in a phase of mutual commitment, I know love is important but if to maintain love it will hurt the love of the other, then what it means there is love", until there Ruby stops, and then,he took a deep breath again, and then he continued.
"I don't have to ask you again how you feel about Rania's mom because I already know the answer",
"But what if the answer doesn't match what you have in mind, because the love that used to exist now is already shared with other women?", Satya asked very slowly, Ruby stared intently at him.
"So that mas say love when mas has been very ignoring the woman, and as easy as it is to share the love that was once very deep rooted in the heart of the mas", Ruby's voice sounded a bit high.
"Yes, I know I was wrong to realize it all too late, I almost went crazy when I found out you disappeared from M city, and am I also wrong if my feelings for Rania are now divided?, he said?,I've tried By, I tried to fight my heart so as not to get carried away by the inflow into your heart but I can't because the current is too heavy, I can't control it", Satya lowered his head, I can't control it,he rubbed the corner of his eyes holding the clear feathers falling from there.Ruby could no longer say anything.
Satya approached Ruby, she could no longer resist hugging Ruby, Ruby was shocked to get a sudden treatment from Satya, she tried to break away but Satya increasingly tightened her embrace,Ruby can't fight Satya's burly body.
"Please don't let go By, just for a moment, I miss you so much, I've been wanting to feel your embrace again" Satya said, pleading, Ruby finally resigned to receiving Satya's treatment,although he did not return the hug but he let Satya hold him.The tears of his eyes continued to flow, he felt a deep sadness, how not, how not,because when something is very expected it is in front of the eyes and has offered himself but we cannot have because it turns out behind him there is a rope that binds tightly in his body.
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***Sorry well today the author is slow up because of more work😘