
Yohan Nata Atmaja's
I took a picture of my late wife Yasinta. It was almost 17 years ago that Yasinta left me when my son Nancy was 5 years old.
I love Sinta so much, that's her nickname.
There will be no woman to replace him.
His full name is Yasinta Lembong he was my new neighbor when I was in the city of Tasikmalaya and his house was right in front of my house. Rice from Menado.
I've been in love with her since I was in early Junior High. We were both one school and one class from Junior High to High School, only after that could not be together anymore.
Sinta attended an office major at one of the High Schools in our city, while I didn't attend college because I had to help my father in his shop.
Surely my little heart is eager to continue college but I am sorry to see my father there is no one to help in the store.
At the time, my father could not afford to hire people to help in the store because we were in financial trouble.
While there were still two of my sisters who were still in school and also at that time there was still my mother who was sickly and needed medical expenses not a little.
So I decided to help my dad at the store.
But everything we live with sincerity and always spirit. So that all the burdens are carried together to make everything feel light.
And luckily for me, my dear Sinta remains loyal even though maybe I am different just a high school graduate and only take care of the parent's shop.
While she's a college girl who might just be able to get someone more than me everything.
Luckily Sinta did not look at the position or position of even property. For him as long as I remain loyal, Sinta will always love me.
After 3 years of college, Sinta finally graduated and worked in one of the companies that were quite famous at that time.
Then the wave hit, Sinta's boss turned out to like it. Even ready to take it from me. After various ways his superior tried to separate us. And Sinta's family supported her boss instead.
Indeed, in retrospect his superior is clearly more than me. Bachelor graduate campus famous, handsome, clever even lead his company until developed rapidly. Its plus is the same menado.
It turned out that Sinta was indeed amazing, she ignored that, what she had said would be loyal to me that she held firm.
Finally we got married when we were both 25 years old and we felt that it was mature enough for us to step into a household. Even though it is tinged with a commotion between families, but we do not care about it.
Before long we married Sinta was pregnant, but how surprised it turns out there is also uterine cancer in the womb Sinta.
At that time the doctor advised to abort the womb because it would be very dangerous for both mother and fetus.
Sinta insisted on continuing her pregnancy. Although 9 months he was so agonized in pain that he often fainted but the pregnancy he continued.
Until finally giving birth by Caesarean section while removing cancer cells.
But too late cancer cells have spread to other parts.
Finally for 2 weeks Sinta was in a coma, during which time I waited for her in the hospital.
After 2 weeks Sinta finally siuman and after a few more weeks in the care finally can go home. Even though he was still sick because the cancer had spread but he still treated and raised our child with enthusiasm.
Nancy our son grew up to be a beautiful little girl. Just when Nancy graduated from Kindergarten will enter Elementary School around the age of 5 or 6 years, Sinta also went home.
Before he died he told me, "Yohan my dear husband, if you are going to marry again look for a woman who can love Nancy well... And you Nancy dear child mama.remember well boy should do what papa yah said.be a proud child papa yah son".
Unstoppable tears of power flooded Sinta's departure that day.
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This September I entered my 5th semester of college, meaning next year I can graduate soon.
I want to graduate soon and I want to take S2 abroad soon. The country I was looking for was England, and my dream was the city of London where my dream university was located.
Some time ago I was called by the dean and also my rector they said that my value is very good and if it is still maintained then early next year will be included in the test to get an entrance scholarship S2 to the famous university in London.
Currently there are 5 candidates in my major and only 1 person will be chosen with the best value, then I have to compete with 4 people to win it.
Almost all lecturers are very supportive of me because my grades are better among 5 other people.
I'm very excited and really looking forward to getting the scholarship.
But if I see papa pity too, for almost 17 years after my mother died papa did not marry again.
It is far from women's business.
If one day I get elected out of the country, I will leave my father alone.
We live in a 2-story shophouse, a basement store and an upstairs for our residence. We both lived there all along.
After the death of my mother 17 years ago, papa invited me to move to Bandung. It seems that papa is too sad to live in the city of Tasikmalaya our hometown.
It just so happened that his brother's grandfather who lives in Bandung City sold his land, and my grandfather bought it for papa.
Then papa built this shop on the land and after some know the rest of the excess land behind used as a boarding place.
Initially boarding for students, but it turned out to make a lot of damage in the building because maybe the students were slovenly.
Then the renovation was used as an employee boarding house with a few facilities that are quite prestigious. Finally until now the boarding house is still standing and always full even though there are only 6 rooms.
Because accustomed since young independent, then in the store there are only 1 employee who helps, namely Wawan who is also a helper who likes to clean the boarding house and also our house.
Bu Yamah his name is Wawan's mother, he has been working at our place since her husband was still there because Mr. Dadang was a papa shop employee.
Then the accident due to being a victim of hit-and-run from a car that drove fast and ran away just like that.
Finally, Wawan who was still in school every time he returned to school helped in the store until now.
Wawan has just graduated SMK but he only wants to work our store because he said he pity my father.
Indeed papa from young hardworking even though there is a help or nothing still always consistently open the store and still serve customers well.
Although the attitude is cold and impressed ketus but the person is kind.
That's one of the problems that my mind even though papa always says do not think papa if there is a chance you go forward and succeed why not.
It feels like to find a mate for papa, so if so I'm out of the country will not be anxious because papa someone takes care and accompanies.
But how, seeing papa who is always cold to women is even difficult to talk to about women.
Papa's sister, Oom Yanes, has tried to match several times but has always been rejected.
Likewise aunt Mila papa's youngest sister even tried to match with her in-laws.
And hahahaha.
Oh God, I hope you can get a soul mate soon and live happily.