
Raffa
This morning I was completely unsettled by Alesa. Since last night he has not returned a message or picked up the phone.
Our relationship is still not clear status, I have never expressed my feelings to Alesa. But with the attitude I showed Alesa so far, maybe she can already deduce by herself.
We both felt comfortable with each other until I thought Alesa was the soul mate God gave me. Now in fact, I can't be with Alesa because I've decided to choose Aline who will be my wife. Despite the many incompatibilities between us, but I can't leave Aline. I can't resist my mother and father's wishes.
I already wanted to explain slowly with Alesa so that she would understand my current position. But before I told her I was getting married to Aline, Alesa knew for herself, I and Aline had a relationship.
"Excuse me sir" Sandra's arrival roused my thoughts.
"Yes San,"
"Alesa has come, sir, did I ask to come to the father's room immediately" said Sandra.
"Yes, tell him to meet me," I replied. Sandra walked out of the room.
I looked at the computer screen on the desk even though my feelings were not calm and did not concentrate at all on working.
The screen on the table rang and showed Alesa's face.
"Look Sa."
Before long the door of my room opened and the face of the woman I was worried about appeared. I got up straight from the back of the chair.
"The father called me" said Alesa.
"Sa, we're both. Don't be that formal. Sit on the couch."
According to Alisa sitting on the sofa of my room, I also stood closer to Alesa. I sat not far from him.
"Sa, why don't you give me a call."
"I overslept Mas" said Alesa.
"Sa, are you mad at me?"
Alesa did not answer just looking down. I can see Alesa more moody now. I know he must be disappointed. But I can't let Alesa keep expecting me to be Aline's husband.
"Sa, you can be angry with me." I repeated the question because I never got an answer from Alesa
"Mas, I was the only one who misinterpreted Mas Raffa's attention. Why do we have to be this close, Mas, if Mas is also close to others. Did Mas have no feelings at all with me," he added a little emotion compared to Alesa who used to speak softly.
"Sa, there's really nothing wrong with your feelings, I do have feelings for you, it's just that circumstances make me unable to get what I want, which is you."
"Why is that Mas, what Mas's feeling for me just disappeared after meeting Aline once."
"Sa, this is what I want to explain to you. Me and Aline have known each other for a long time, my time in the cafe just told him to pretend not to know each other. I'm not ready yet for the guy in this office to know that Aline is my future wife."
Alesa immediately looked in shock at me. His clear eyes glazed over as if he could not accept my explanation.
"Why is it Mas Soda! You give hope and you choose to be with others." Alesa's tears began to fall on her cheeks. Why do I feel so bad about Alesa.
"Sa, Aline and I got married for an arranged marriage. I cannot refuse this match for any reason. I don't want to disappoint my parents."
Alesa was even sobbing, I felt more and more the meanest man now. So deep was Alesa's feeling for me that she was that sad.
"Sa, after knowing my matchmaking with Aline, honestly I was immediately afraid of losing you. You're the woman who managed to attract my attention, the woman like you I hoped to be my wife. But I can't do anything, because I can't refuse my marriage to Aline."
"If Mas doesn't have any feelings, why would Mas accept Aline. It won't hurt Aline's feelings either." cried Alesa.
"Sa, I'm sorry if because of this I was playing with your feelings. But as you know, I don't want any of this to happen either. All of his will. Sometimes what we want is not for us. Quite the contrary what we never imagined would live with us."
"Mas, can't Mas fight for Mas's desire for us together. Is Mas gonna just take Aline."
Alesa's question instantly slapped me.
"Sa, I really wanted you. But it's not fair that you have to be second in my life. You deserve to be happy with a man better than me."
Alesa shook her head. Why is the matter so complicated like this. I did have time to think about having both, Alesa I want and Aline Mama's choice mate with Papa. But it won't be fair to Alesa or Aline, I'm afraid it can't be fair to both. Moreover, fines from women so-the incident must be me and my family immediately became fatigued.
I just want to ask Alesa carefully to forget all the closeness that we went through. I'm getting married, I want to try to build a good household with the Alien. In the future, let fate be decisive.
"Sa, if indeed we are a match, we will certainly be met and united in the way of God. But if indeed we are not a match, no matter how hard we try, we will certainly not unite."
"I will soon be married to Aline too, I also do not know in the future my household will be intact or not! I just follow the path of destiny laid out on me."
"Sa, please understand don't hurt yourself by hoping for something we both might not be able to get."
Alesa was still sobbing, like this I would feel the most guilty handsome man on earth. How can I make a woman cry?
"I don't know if I can forget how I feel or not!" Alesa stands.
The omega! Alesa was stubborn.
"Mas, may I return okay to the room."
"Sa, please don't cry anymore. I'll let you back in the room."
Alesa grabbed the tissue on the table, she wiped the water on
eye angle.
"I want to go back to Mas's room" said Alesa again.
I nodded in agreement, Alesa hurriedly walked out of my room.
Is that hard for Alesa. Why am I not?If I had the same feelings as Alesa. Is my feeling changing for Alesa? Am I beginning to accept the presence of the Alien in this heart? Certainly not a handsome man! The Avatar battle with the Alien will start once we're legal, see if he'll survive the minefield of marriage with me.
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The map of yesterday's episode Ei mispronounced the name, Alesa should not be Alisa.