Wife For Papa

CHAPTER 32 Destroyed

Hearing the morning prayer as usual Ervan rushed to change clothes and headed to the mosque to pray congregation. Arriving at the mosque he immediately gathered with other worshippers waiting for iqomah.

After a while the iqomah was proclaimed, the pilgrims lined up following the shaf and started the morning prayers. After the dawn prayer today there is a study schedule from ustadz who also became the priest of prayer earlier. Ervan remained in the mosque until the study was completed.

"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh." The sound of ustadz anan broke the noise of dozens of mosque worshipers.

"Counselor this time, together build determination. My brother, the husband who can be a good priest is a husband who always invites his wife and family to have determination, so that the nature of qana'ah is born, patient, and reliable. Such a trait is very necessary in order to wade through the household heresy, the family remains intact, awake and able to face all the Situations with full faith and piety." lecture ustadz Hanan paused for a moment.

"This is what the prophet Ibrahim Alayhisalam had said. How he instilled such a strong determination in Siti Hajar, that nothing is expected except help from God,......................"

",............uh.Therefore, be a good priest for the family, by always directing the wife to obedience, giving a halal living, and educating to have determination. God willing, blessing and happiness will always approach the household journey. Perhaps even children will be born later who can deliver their father and mother into heaven. Thus my brother our study this morning, may we always be those who fear God. Wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh." Ustad Anan closed his lecture.

Ervan felt how happy if he could be a husband like that, little by little he began to learn a lot from the studies he always listened to. Ervan got up from his seat and approached Ahmad. There's something he wants to tell you.

"Sir Ahmad, can I ask directly the same ustadz." His question approached Ahmad.

"It could be mas but ustadz again in a hurry, if you want it later that night to end at the Isti Mosque**ah ustadz there is a study there, there is a season of questions and answers mas." Reply to Ahmad.

"Yes sir Ahmad thanks for the info, insha Allah I can go there." Reply Ervan again shook Ahmad's hand and went home Leaving the Mosque.

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A sunny day changes a quiet night down the streets that are still Many Vehicles passing by, Ervan went to a fairly large mosque informed by Mr. Ahmad, which was none other than the mosque built by the company where he worked in the complex area of PT. PM. After a few minutes he was there. He chose to sit in the Middle row mixed with others because there were already hundreds of male pilgrims sitting there.

Ustadz had already begun to sit on the pulpit of study and opened his greetings. Ustadz explained some of the religious laws while occasionally there were worshippers who recorded the contents of the advice of ustadz.

After a few minutes of Ustadz Anan giving religious advice, Ustadz began a question and answer session, ustadz began to open the top sheet. Ervan anxiously waited for his ox when it would be read by ustadz.

"The next question, Assalamualaikum ustadz, is how do we make a choice between our loved ones and those we cannot leave behind because of something that is not good for us." The word ustadz read a piece of paper.

"The other is very dangerous for women." Canda ustadz followed by laughter from worshippers.

"Rasulullah Shallahu alaihi wassalam said, a woman is married for four things, her family or her descendants, her beauty and her religion. So choose because of his religion, surely you are lucky.this applies also to women who are looking for a husband, look for the main good religion"

"The second Hadith narrates Ahmad. Prophet Shallahu alaihi wasallam when before two choices, he chose the easiest as long as it does not contain sin, if it contains sin then he shunned it."

"When a servant is faced with two difficult choices, perform the prayer of istharah, a teaching of the Prophet. Istikharah prayer is a prayer that in choosing, we are given strength by God and do not choose wrong. Never doubt God's help when our choices are not good for us. Hadith Ahmad narrates, kindness is what makes the heart calm and lust calm, bad is what makes the heart restless and raises doubts. That's my answer I hope to get enlightenment."

Ervan who was silent to hear his question answered by ustadz felt there was enlightenment, he began to be able to win his heart. He chose to leave the assembly for a moment to drink something.

After enjoying the drink he was very surprised by what he saw at the far end of his eyes looking, a person who very much wanted to meet him was not far from his eyes looking, he wears a black robe with a marroon-colored veil in tune with several other women there.

Ervan shook his head and thought he was hallucinating, but his eyes did not want to stop looking at the figure on the right side of the mosque's court joking with some people, looking very real. He got up from his seat with his eyes still fixed and did not divert a bit, his feet stepped closer without him caring about his surroundings which almost hit people several times because his gaze was only fixed on one goal. it is like being possessed by a demon who keeps telling him to step up and not satisfied just by looking at him wanting more than that, he wants to stand in front of him and get an explanation.

o Allah, as soon as You grant my prayer, you will meet me with the one whom I long for the most, O Allah forgive me for my contemptuous eyes, which I do not want to lose sight of. Ervan kept her feet up.

his steps getting closer, he immediately pulled Riri's hand and faced her towards him. Riri who felt there was a push turned towards that urge, Riri was still mired with someone who was now in front of him he felt there was a sense of being cured but there was fear even his body was like a frozen ice that could not be moved at all even though he wanted to run of this Situation.

After a few seconds he realized his hand on Touch someone who shouldn't touch him Riri was writhing because of his strong grasp.

"Astagfirullahaladzim, Mas Ervan let go of my hand, we are not mahram mas! I can shout because I feel threatened" said Riri thrashing trying to release his hand which was held very strong.

"I want to talk to you for only 2 minutes, please 2 minutes" said Ervan, Riri nodded as he had no other choice. Ervan let go of her hand grip, and Riri held onto her hand feeling a little sick.

riri's friends who were around him just silently looked at the behavior of two people in front of him some of them immediately said Istighfar saw the scene earlier. Riri and Ervan were slightly away westward a few meters away from Riri's friends.

"I'm sorry, I was so sorry, I didn't realize what I was doing, I was too happy to see you again." Ervan put her hands together.

"Mas now in essence, I want to say what Riri is." said Riri pretend ketus.

"Why did you stay away from me Ri lately, why did you close the communication of love with me."

"Riri has no reason whatsoever mas, Riri does want to stay away from Ervan mas, so please Riri, mas never again contact or meet Riri again" said Riri still with his thin face.

"why are you so Ri, not Ri you must have a reason, you are not the usual Riri."

"Mas, Riri has answered the question from Ervan mas So Riri think there is nothing that needs to be clarified Riri again, Riri must go and do not bother Riri again mas, assalamu'alaikum." Riri ketus left Ervan who kept calling her. After turning around and stepping a little far Riri spilled her already welled tears flooding her cheeks.

B**how can I say that, how can I disappoint the people I love. I came here seeking enlightenment and serenity but why did the less pain become a deeper pain.it continued to spill the clear details from his eyes that did not stop flowing. Riri continued to step up and did not expect to meet with Ervan the person he wanted to avoid.

Not much different from Riri, Ervan who did not expect to meet with Riri who also came to study at the mosque. Hearing the answer he heard directly from Riri made him limp as if a large rock had hit him at this moment. His hope seemed crushed even to step on his feet was very difficult to move.

I love you ri so much, I can no longer lie to me myself

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