
Although he was enjoying his holiday, Edgar still could not stay still. He keeps a close eye on the work Jimmy sends him via email. Some projects that are still running require supervision from direct leaders.
After feeling quite tired of the trip today, Edgar and Mentari went straight back to the inn. After cleaning his body, Edgar checked the work, while Mentari chose to rest the body in bed.
Edgar closed his laptop, he approached the wife who had been seen closing her eyes by hugging the white roll. The corner of Edgar's lips lifted, he smiled with a smile that he loved to see the woman he loved sleeping with his mouth slightly open.
''Are you really sleeping?'' lirih Edgar's.
Silence, no answer. It seems Mentari has really continued to realize his dream in a dream.
Edgar climbed onto the bed, gently stroking Mentari's face and hiding the child's hair that slightly covered the wife's face.
''I'm sorry my wife, instead of focusing on our journey alone, your husband still has to take the time to take care of the work.''
Edgar brought his body closer to Mentari, pulling a blanket to cover their bodies. The mentari still did not budge.
Slowly Edgar closed his eyes. He must also immediately rest his body and mind. Although something was stuck in his heart because the eagle was unemployed. It's okay, Edgar understands, there's still tomorrow and other days.
The shadow of the little man was getting away from him. Mentari does not believe. He just cried while covering his mouth with his palm.
''Don't go, son. Don't leave Mama.'' The mentari still sobbing.
''I'm disappointed in you, Mentari! very disappointed!''
''Mas, I'm sorry, Mas. I really don't know what happened.''
Edgar let go of Mentari's hand violently. Mentari who was still on the hospital bed was increasingly sobbing. Her husband was very, very disappointed at the loss of a fetus. His weak body was no longer ignored by Edgar.
The sadness deepens the Mentari feel. Everyone blamed themselves for this accident. Mentari was accused of being careless in maintaining his womb which had previously been said to be weak by a doctor.
Edgar and his entire family left the room in a fit of rage. Mentari can do nothing but cry, because giving an explanation is no longer ignored.
''Mas..''
''Mas Edgar..''
''Don't go..''
''Don't leave me alone..''
''Please listen to me..''
''Don't go.. Ma..''
..
''Wake up, why are you? sweetie..''
''DON'T GO!''
''Hey my wife, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here.''
Edgar hugged Mentari tightly. Mentari was still trying to restore his consciousness after waking up from delirium that made Edgar immediately wake up because he heard the voice of the wife.
Edgar broke his embrace, he cupped Mentari's face and wiped those very worried tears.
''I'm here.'' said Edgar softly.
Edgar got some water on the table.
''You drink first.''
The sun accepted the glass and gulped it down until it was not left.
The sun was silent, he was watching around him. Trying to keep remembering what just happened.
The sun takes his breath deep. The events that happened just happened in a dream.
''I had a nightmare, Mas.'' said Mentari.
Edgar smiled, then pulled Mentari's shoulder into his arms.
''That's it, it's just a dream, baby. There's nothing to worry about.''
''But, Mas. I'm afraid, I'm afraid you're really leaving me, Mas. Especially now there are no signs of any pregnancy.'' said Mentari sad.
Cup
Edgar kissed Mentari's forehead.
''What dream is it?''
Mentari looked up for a moment and then looked back down. Then he told me about his nightmare.
LEFT OFF
It may be a simple word for some. But not for the Mentari. He had a deep trauma about being left behind. A sentence that is easy to say, but the fact is very difficult to do.
"Never think like that again. We will age together, with our grandchildren. Maybe it's good from the dream that we are more alert in the future" said Edgar trying to calm the wife.
"Yes, thank you for calming my mind."
Edgar did not answer, he just tightened his embrace.
"And one more, my dear.."
"What's hem?"
Mentari.
"I'm sorry for disturbing your sleep" Mentari said feeling guilty.
"I'm not disturbed, honey. Just a little surprised.." whispered to make the wife chuckle a little.