Where Are You, Love

Where Are You, Love
Gio, Your Self!



After the influence of the illicit goods is exhausted, Sarah wakes up from her nightmare and is shocked to find her body naked in Gio's bed. Sarah tries to move to remove Gio's body from her body but Sarah feels very weak. Gio was fast asleep beside him. Warm breath Gio swept his back neck.


"What happened to me???!!!"


"Gio wake!!!"


"What did you do to me?"


"Why am I naked in your bed?"


"Gio explain it to me" hiks.


Sssttt Gio silenced Sarah's mouth to calm her down so that no other host could be heard.


Sarah picked up her underwear wearing it then looked for the gray white uniform she was wearing immediately. Sarah was astonished to find that the plain white bed linen on Gio's bed turned into a blood red motif.


Sarah ran to the bathroom to urinate, which she had been holding since she woke up. Sarah was shocked to find blood on her panties. Did I come by the moon? Her thought...


Aww perihhhh why does it hurt so much in my groin? I've never felt this before.


Well...why did this happen to me? Sarah continues her crying in the bathroom without caring about Gio who has gotten his satisfaction.


When she returned to the room, Sarah was angry with Gio...


"You evil Gio!!!"


"You took away my virginity, the sanctity that I've kept all this time in my unconscious condition because you're the cook of that illicit stuff."


"How much you Gio!"


"Yet you did this to me!


I'll report you to Gio's police."


"Haahaha please if you dare to report me I will spread this video on social media so that the whole world knows you are no longer a virgin and I am the winner!" "I am your full owner, my dear!"


"Appaaaa????"


"You recorded that indecent scene?" "You're the meanest man I've ever known, Gio."


"Where is Gio who loves me, who wants to take care of me, where is Gio whom I've known for 8 months?"


Sarah hits Gio's arm while not stopping crying...


"Gio, how strong you took away my chastity when I was weak because of my sadness at my grandfather's death."


"You made me the most comfortable shelter of all this time but you took a chance from me."


"What's my fault, Gio?"


"You're wrong for rejecting me as beautiful."


"You're wrong because you have a very beautiful body that teases me all the time."


"Your beautiful body dances in front of me every night." I can no longer hold back my rising brightness when I'm with you."


"I'm sorry, I was wrong to take advantage of your drunken state but I have no other way to conquer you and have you for me."


"I'm sorry you said?"


"I'll never forgive you Gio. "Your useless apologies won't bring my chastity back to me."


"Your apologies won't be able to promise me a bright future."


"I've misjudged you."


"Today, you've ruined my future, Gio!"


"I hancurrrrr" hiks....


"I'd rather die after my grandfather."


Sarah leaves the boarding Gio who is still bare-chested. Every step of his foot implied a deep pain in his groin and his heart.


I dare not go home. I am worthless now. I'm family scum. I should how?


The clock was at half-six in the afternoon when Sarah's HP sounded. The name on the screen says: MOM.


Sarah dared not pick him up for fear that her mother knew she was crying and worried. Sarah just wrote him a short message.


"Mom, Sarah's on her way home from group work".


Mother: Yes, be careful, quickly go home already want magrib!


Sarah: Yes, Mom....


Upon arrival at home, Sarah was lucky because she did not have to see the face of her parents who were praying magrib. Sarah rushed to get a towel and turned on the shower to clean herself up. I'm dirty Sarah screams in my heart. I'm not holy anymore. Gio evil is like me.. jahaattt!!!


Sarah was crying in her bath for a long time until a knock was heard on the bathroom door. Tok...


"Sarah has bathed him quickly yes want you too long in there will catch a cold." "Let's go out, pray and then come down and eat."


Well how could I eat now eat with my family that I have to lie to as if I was okay as if nothing had happened in my life. I didn't have the slightest appetite after Gio's treatment of me this afternoon.


Every time Gio's face remembers it feels like he's gonna vomit. Sarah held back her tears at the dinner table. He had to finish his food.


"Sarah, this isn't your favorite soy sauce chicken and your favorite capcay why eat you a little?" "Sarah???" "You hear Mom?"


"Eh uh ma'am, sorry Sarah was still full earlier eating fried noodles at Alya's house."


"Oh so yes.Yes already there dry your hair so you sleep in a state of dry hair."


Tumben my mom is so considerate, usually mom doesn't care how I am... Why do you care about me now that I've ruined my own future... I feel more guilty...


It's all my fault because I gave Gio the chance to pick me up this afternoon. If only time could I turn back, if only I knew Gio would have robbed me of my chastity today, I would never have gotten into Gio's car.


Hiks hik hik hiks. hiksss crying Sarah exploded again while covered with a pillow face because it does not want anyone in this house to know the problems he is facing. Nobody wants to hear her cry.


The sound of HP in his bag ringing loudly spread his sadness. Ahhh Gio's... I'm not talking to you anymore.


A few minutes later, a text message appeared :


"Light be beautiful, I love you, I won't leave you".


How could he say he loved me after he hurt me. The pain in my heart, body and soul? Gio also hurt my mind. It feels stressful to remember me now who is not whole anymore.


Soon my birthday arrives and my beloved Gio gets his present at the beginning. The 17th birthday should be "Sweet Seventeen" but for me this poor one would be "The Worst Seventeen ever" hikss Sarah wrapped her body and her face smeared her pink pillow to cry... Tega you Gio.


*****


Sarah walked into the room adorned with a clean shiny white cloth. Neatly arranged pink and white roses are very manykk if he can count it looks like there are thousands of large and beautiful roses plastered along the corridor and in the room. It was beautiful as in a dream.


Sarah saw all her family staring at her haru and a happy hue emanated from their faces. Her family sat on the right hand area of her chair, which was decorated with white cloths and pink baby ribbons. They all wore creamy kebaya and men dressed in brown suits and cream shirts.


On the left hand he saw some people with kebaya color in uniform alias matching green leaves and his men also wear matching shirts yag covered with brown suits. What a sweet sight.


When Sarah is about to arrive at a table decorated with colorful flowers there are pink, white and green Sarah is welcome to sit on a chair that has been pulled by a handsome man who is familiar to her. Gio....


Soon a quiet atmosphere was created.


Suddenly the voices of men and women from the stage were heard echoing throughout the grand, grand room. Welcome to all the extended families of the bride and groom. We gather on this happy day to unite lovers whom God has united.


"I accept the marriage and marriage of Sarah Alifia Dusk binti....."


Tok tok... The knock on the door blew away all of Sarah's beautiful dreams... Ah mother.yes mother Sarah woke up ughhh only a dream turned out.