When You Become the Winner

When You Become the Winner
HER WEDDING DAY...



after the meeting and eating both of them. to his esokan he invited me to meet again.I initially refused not because I did not want to meet his name I think it just felt yesterday met, I think it was yesterday, if now we meet again, the wealth in a row also came out malm.Jaudah difference 2 days we meet again, for the second time ..


as usual I leave the house at 7 o'clock after a few minutes of prayer we find a good place to chat, finally we agreed to meet on the beach.. after I contact him to know which position he is on..


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πŸ‘© :p


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: where is a? I got to the T-junction


🀡 :take right aa direction on that beach..


πŸ‘© : a really dark well, this is already in front of the gate.


🀡 : yaudah wait there


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I saw him rise from his sitting behind a beam of beach beams.dark si.


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🀡: where do we de?..


πŸ‘©: it's up to aa.. that's good for chatting kira diamana


🀡 : beach next to aja yu de


,πŸ‘© can...


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I followed him away until he stopped his bike on a beach. We didn't go too far to the beach.. instantly I looked around at the dark but there was a lot of motor noise and people


πŸ‘© : loh a. it turns out many people well..


🀡 : many de.. just don't seem to


chatting chat..same finally he told me about his relationship.he who told me the story even sad. still grieving the direct cry of walopun term he nyeritain womannya to an ex. I was not angry at all. lamaaa.. until we both joke laughing until that we are actually not who else.unconscious until hold hands hold cheeks πŸ™„πŸ˜


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even at home, we are still in chattan


🀡 :d


πŸ‘© : yes a


🀡: kangennn


πŸ‘©: goshaha just met a...


🀡: dd nambah gorgeous nambah aja...🀩


πŸ‘© : hhmm actually there is nothing different just do not meet it in kira different


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the meeting at that place happened up to 3 times..


the last meeting is actually as usual we have agreed.but every time I want to leave I always want to be or not.. I'm ready to go but WA Dienya is not active. Yes I phone dong for mastiin him


πŸ‘©: so not a..?


🀡: so but aa again on the road first want to take helam gapapa..?


πŸ‘©: oh yaudah.dede wait at a fork yes.


🀡: oh yes de.. aa also bentar doang this


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I entered the alfamaret first to buy drinks, I think gapapa this time I bought a drink, tooh kemaren yesterday he continued to buyin..I went into the alpha just bought yogurt as a canned solution.yes because I know I like to drink this solution. after buying a drink I sat on the bike while playing hp to wait for him to come. .. some then there is WhatsApp coming in from him.


🀡 : still in alpha de.?


πŸ‘© : yes..


🀡 : aa in junction nih de


spontaneously I looked into the araah T-junction.it was true he was there....


I stopped my bike right behind his bike but he didn't realize it was on his back.


🀡 : eehh..


πŸ‘©: πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜†


🀡: to that place again


πŸ‘© : ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ ________________


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🀡 dd laper...?


πŸ‘© ngga...


🀡 fearless...


as usual we tell the story. until I feel the body began to not feel very good.from the beginning emang in the body less tasty si. hhmm.


πŸ‘© : kok this body feeling rich gini very yes..


🀡: why... ??


πŸ‘©: gatau..


🀡: want to go home..? (ask me while I'm feeling my body)


πŸ‘© : later first


🀡 :Goshia de.. hot bangett ...


' he grabbed my body and massaged me gently behind my neck. I.


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just want to go home and arrive at his domlet..he took the money out of his wallet while saying "how is this??"


I turned on my flashlight so it could be seen, but he still opened the doampet..


🀡 :de the money that it holds..


πŸ‘© : create ..?


🀡 : pay for drinking..?


πŸ‘© : don't need anything an ..


🀡 : make buy quota...


πŸ‘© : yee if you want to buy a quota ekwkwk


🀡 : susaah the klo nyebeliin .


πŸ‘© : gamau ah a. ni (while depositing the money)


🀡 hold aja...


. he continued to nolak until I finally entered aja to sako his jacket. hmmm not happy to want Nerima the money. yes despite his intention to give thanks, hmmm, but still not happy because my position is not who he is anymore.


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less than 1 week after the meeting


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that day right adzan magrib arrived there was a chat coming in from him..


but the contents of the curse of abuse for myself. deliberately I did not bales until he fainted many times


until finally there was a phone coming in and just as I lifted it turned out to be a girl's voice...


o.o.o.o no longer wrong this woman....


angry woman Ngatain I cheap women . women do not know shame. and do not have self-esteem. from the tone of his voice like a big rage even sounds like crying emotions... at 10 pm the girl sent another WhatsApp message to me .. type it so long as the newspaper was clear it was a curse....... but do I care..?? oohh of course not. because ? here I do not feel wrong alone an. because if not the guy who started will not also be rich gini... but to my annoyance the hero confessed that he did not feel wrong even he threw all his mistakes at me.


just because he forgot to delete all the chat with me and read by the woman.now the woman is angry with me. whereas the hero is just trying to find a defense for her only.


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...11 Months after the engagement they finally got married...


at that time I already know the time when they will get married.I think initially the hero will invite me was not... judging from the wedding decorations look very majestic and festive.see' it's all I just pray that later I achieve more happiness than them..


it doesn't hurt to see them get married, maybe because I've given it all away.


2 weeks after the wedding I saw him on the street.but strangely why he turned his eyes. I was just thinking about what my mistake was to make her like that to me....


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since marriage he was not in his house but in his wife's house.


maybe now is the time to forget each other and start a new life.


. now I'm just praying kindness for myself...


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