When You Become the Winner

grandpa died .. and his lies

one week after my grandfather's eid al-Fitr passed away. Invitation rules for the disinfection of bodies were almost flat from every village. I think he will come here in fact it is impossible wkwkkw....

some of the mother's mothers who were in her village came to the end, but I didn't see her mother she came. after three days when I was in order in the room arrived I heard my mother's voice talking to someone, my mother had occasionally called the name of the person..

my mother suddenly called my name..

"ren. This is his mother's hero"

I was shocked to hear my mother's call, and rushed out...

it turns out his mother came together with his sister he. they came to the house carrying a parcel of coffee for tahlilan. I remember when I was his grandfather he died too I gave the coffee to him, I gave him, it's just that I didn't come. And now they come. I greet her mother and sister.just for a moment because they hunt...

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oh yes he once told me when he heard there was an announcement of dead people at first he did not know if my brother who died actually he thought he wanted to come to pray but at that time his mother said.

"is there no shame in coming there..?"

hhmmm until finally thought he did not come to solicit.

even if it comes my family and I will thank him for taking his time..

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like the time of the incident I had lost contact again with him because I had a fight on hp .. quarrel when I found out the honesty of him that ....

at that time the chat on hp was quite long that I remember

🤵 : yaudah aa to be honest, but don't be angry

👩 honestly what...???

🤵 : everything

👩 : yaudah sok

🤵 : honestly yes actually the fiance is aa plan..

👩 aa who...?

🤵 aa.

👩 :lo instead of the same mother-in-law plan?

(my question was a little high because I was shocked to hear what he said to me)

👩 : meaning what an sia a..?

🤵 : sorry...😩😩😩🥺

👩 : continue what it means to say parents do not agree to all macem .. makdsudnya what..?

🤵 : sorry ... this is. wrong.

👩 : do not think well can be his own parents.make ugly parents names.

🤵 : 🥺🥺🥺

👩 : so evil that he became a person

🤵 : anyway whatever, dd want to be angry nampar aa also up to. aa also feel wrong.

👩 : dd only want to be honest with family aa .. everything..

🤵 : yaudah later aa say

👩 beware not to be ngga

🤵 iyh..

👩 anyways be very bad at the mocking of your own family for your own sake let not be wronged

. whereas to be honest aja aesan aa choose him appeal me what..?

🤵 hhmm.

👩 as simple as it is the answer. look for make alesan that twisting rich so.

already a very superficial feel.. already cape.. liedin stay in soin venting. really just as much as me. until not finished think it's over.

...BLOCK...

yes I blocked his contact. cape really feelsaa.. nyesek very rich answer thatu . I block not because I don't want to be better with him. not because I'm not sorry him.. I block just want to remember my heart just . nahan emotioni. maybe if his position is in front of me at that time I will be snapped, I slap I kick, maybe, I claw me hit me at😩😩😩😆😆😆😆😆 geregettt bangett vow takasaaaaa... felt in playful nih kuuu heart.

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