When You Become the Winner
TAPIIII...A AAAAAAAA SAKIITTT
still waiting for him at that time we had lost contact until a few days..
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and it was morning and there was a message coming in from him.
🤵 : d...
👩 : yes a...
🤵: later afternoon can I meet...?
👩 : can a, want to see where..?
'initially I guess our invitation to meet it to fix the relationship problems that exist with us. butiii turned out😩😩.
🤵: meet on the road aa way home from work, bring well de his money😔
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NANGIII...........
yes, at once my tears broke, how could the hope that I put on him seemed to just crumble, which at first he promised to be happy but on that day he disappointed me, he disappointed me, yes, there will never be happiness that we get from humans.
with a calm answer I replied to his message...
👩 : yes already in ready
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at that time, I was right behind the door of my room..😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I hurried to the kitchen and into the bathroom, when my mother was cooking, with a little bit of a word because of my crying I told her.
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at length I explained to my mother all that had happened to my relationship with her.
maybe at that time my mother was worried about my situation.with my words that explained that that afternoon I would meet with her to deliver money.
who was worried about my mother if I met her on the street. surely I was crying, money was taken, in stay, would not hurt many times?.. not to mention the mother was worried about being afraid of the right to go home with the motorbike while crying so why napa on the road.
that's what my mother said to me...
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that day there was no passion for anything....
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oh yeah, the day was right that day, I had an invitation schedule to my friend's place..
and I also sent him a message that I couldn't come that afternoon.I gave him an explanation so he would just come home..
I'm off WhatsApp and I open it at isa an.
and in the message he asked..
🤵 : how can I meet this afternoon...?
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though it was clear that there I explained to him that he came to my house.
👩 : just take it home. stay down doang right...?
🤵 : yaudah later. body again pegel pegel.
... though the distance of the house is deket, and will not make his body hancuurrrr......
believe me from that day on, I was not good enough. reduced appetite, messy sleeping hours, frequent dizziness because hhmmmmm often cry until late at night and kebawa sampe bedrrr...
it is true that no one knew my condition at that time except my own mother.There is nothing I can do but pray that a miracle will come .. LORD toolong open his heart also the day both parents and their families, so they can accept me....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
