When the Heart is Tired

When the Heart is Tired
early pregnancy



as planned this month I released KB. But already these two days I come months so our evening activities are off first yes.my routine is still as usual. Monday to Friday I work in the village office Saturday and Sunday if the weather is clear help my husband noreh.


Today is Saturday so I am off work, I also do not join my husband noreh for not feeling well.it feels like a fever, so after breakfast I take medicine and rest. " dek does not papa mas stay noreh" asked my husband. "yes, already taking medicine in bring rest must be meningan later "my answer.


" mas will come home a little afternoon because it was raining last night must have urinated first in the containers" revealed my husband. "yes, be careful yes". These eyes feel sleepy may be the effect of medicine. Want to sleep is still morning but it seems these eyes are no longer able to compromise. After my husband left for Noreh, I fell asleep. At ten I woke up, my body felt pretty light. I opened the door and sat down at the door. It feels lonely to be alone. Not long after the revelation appeared apparently already home from Kindergarten. "a aunt at home alone?" ask him while riding a bicycle to my house. "yes aunt was a bit feverish so uncle noreh alone" answered me. Lama Wahyu play around in my yard sometimes go home for a while to bring a bicycle and keep coming here again to gather sap tree seeds scattered in my yard. Fortunately there was the Revelation so had friends at home. I began to think that already have children must have fun there are friends to play with and if at home is not lonely anymore.


This week I saw the calendar was four days late for the moon. Don't-don't I'm pregnant, but there's no sign of pregnancy. Sometimes pregnant people vomit - in the morning I'm normal. Tomorrow I'll buy a pregnancy test instead of being curious.


It feels pounding - the debate about pregnancy tests.I had bought two pregnancy tests. How not to show up her line according to the instructions maybe I'm not pregnant yet I thought. I read once again the instructions for using hehe seemed like the advantages earlier I fit dipping the tool so there was no reaction. I open the other tool slowly dipping and I wait for a few minutes. I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm wrong to use the tool again. The first new use of this tool. I look at the results I open my eyes slowly hah line two really not this. If line two means I'm positively pregnant. It's not like not believing.


"gold" I called my husband who was outside the house as if he had run out of my in-laws' house. "when I come here for a moment" call me again. "yes what deck looks like a happy one" guess my husband. "and I'm pregnant soon we have children" I replied with a smile. My husband's lyrics are still silent maybe he's still digesting my words. Only after a few minutes did my husband ask" really your deck pregnant? I'm sure it's been tested before" while sitting next to me. "yes I've tried to see this" I gave the pregnancy test tool earlier. My husband immediately thanked me and hugged me. It feels good to be parents soon.


" the deck you used to be rich people are not pregnant, usually pregnant mother in the morning vomiting or if it smells or what is nausea or even vomiting". Ask my husband while yawning the tip of my head is comfortable. "yes mas adek directly no one feels all that, but thankfully also mas so the work is adek not disturbed". It was true during my first trimester of pregnancy that I did not feel symptoms like a pregnant person. All the food I can eat while not harming my baby. My weight gradually increased because the innate want to eat only. There was nothing I refused. I eat as usual for extra nutrition I drink milk pregnant women.


Want to also ngerasain cravings kayak pregnant women in general want it this. But as usual, I have no special desire to eat. Most if you find mangoes that most like to eat mangoes, before pregnancy also like to eat sour - sour. Enjoy the process I should be grateful for. During pregnancy, I never complained about this. I'm still working as usual.


I checked the pregnancy at the nearest polindes. Thank God everything is healthy. For USG may be looking forward to entering the new five months of USG. I rubbed my stomach, I guessed later my son girl what guy ya later look like who ya. I smiled and fantasized about my son.


That afternoon I sat outside. Not long after the Revelation came "bibik bik want to have a baby adek ya later Revelation who keep in ya bik adek ya" he said while riding a bicycle. " really want to take care of the baby later that there is a disturbing Revelation". My answer.


" don't make me play later if I cry, I love the compass". I smiled at the revelation


" check with the midwife" asked my sister-in-law her mother Revelation


" all are healthy" I replied


" well, your pregnancy does not feel mj tah tah muk lemes nausea" he said again


,I have never felt all that added want to eat constantly hehe" I replied with a smile


" well, if you first every morning vomit the smell of rice, you want to throw up" the story goes


" want to eat something really cool" he added again


"i if the asem-asem no longer pregnant also like to eat sister, so already pregnant this is more like eating asem" I replied.


" when is USG?" ask


" wait if you have entered the five months, you can all know the gender" I replied again


"hopefully the baby and his mother are healthy continue to Spain lahiran. Amen" his prayer


I also play my brother-in-law's prayer.


" cook what sis" I asked


"sambel Pete is the same boiled yam leaves, if kepengen ayok eat to the house" replied my brother-in-law


" well really, brother, want to hear sambel Pete so hungry again hehe" said I


Finally I went with my sister-in-law to go home to ask for food. Pretty spicy sambal Pete because my brother-in-law is a lover of sambal so you can be sure all his spicy cuisine level eight. I eat voraciously I don't dare to take a lot of sambal because my baby's kasian if eating too spicy. finished eating I was still sitting at my sister-in-law's house while talking about many things including a little huddle sutt do not be strong. Haha


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