When the Heart is Tired

must oprate

At the age of eight months of pregnancy we ultrasound again. That afternoon when we went to the obstetrician as usual we were waiting in line. Until my name was called

" please sit down, ma'am" said the doctor

" thank you sir" I said

" are there any complaints buk?" ask the doctor

" Alhamdullilah no sir" I replied

" okay, did you lie there first, huh? " pinta sir doctor

" i'm sorry, buk" said the nurse who helped raise my shirt up to the stomach to be given a gel

" okay buk now we start" said the doctor

I just nodded

" this is a healthy baby active and still a girl ya buk" joked his doctor

" hehe father can do it" I said

" for the position is not good y buk still breech, try to bow a lot so that the position can muter ya buk" advice sir doctor

" yes sir " answered me

" tomorrow USG again buk, if the position is still breech I recommend ibuk oprasi" said the doctor

My heart had deg-deg can hear the doctor suggested for surgery. But again I thought positively. All of this is for our good and our safety.

Home USG we walk around for a while drinking juice by the sea. Because we rarely get here . In addition to saving the cost of the place is also far away.

While enjoying the juice we discussed the matter earlier

" what do you do according to the doctor's advice" I asked

" just follow the deck for your good, mas want to be adek same baby we are healthy and safe" said my husband

" but it feels a bit gnarly" I said

" adek do not think too much about it just follow the advice of the doctor and many Istighfar let calm relax" said my wise husband

" yes, my sister will try" I replied

I know all for our safety and kindness. But imagining later entering the operating room in the syringe on the side with a knife hii shudder horror also feels.

On the way home we stopped by the fried chicken. It is customary to buy Revelation by-by. Usually, if you hear Honda we come directly to run to the house of the Revelation.

It is true that our estimates are only until the house of Revelation has fled here

" where's the bbik?" ask her

" from the streets" I answered

" that revelation was sleeping" I reasoned

' if invited must have waited first on Honda earlier hehe' my inner

" this is bibik buy fried chicken, will you? " my word

" yes, I want to" he answered quickly

Revelation has come into our home. He greedily ate fried chicken just like white rice. Until the night of the Revelation in our house.after the new magrib he came home with us.

" what was the result of bell's USG?" ask brother-in-law

" everything is good kak only breech position, so if until the time the lahiran has not been muter suggested oprasi" said I

" yes, it's not important that everything is healthy" said the sister-in-law again

Then we pound focus watching soap operas while eating fried bananas made by my sister-in-law. While eating while busy commenting on his story. Understand mak-Mak if watching soap operas like to follow the emotions hehe.

The equipment for the delivery will gradually go into the suitcase. I researched all my baby's needs later and mine as well. So it will be right near the day H left. Looks like everything is complete later baby diapers buy it just leave. Every day I bring prostration. Sometimes mopping the floor with hands also who knows who can mutter my baby.

' O God, may all be well' my prayer in my heart

my routine is still as usual working to the office Monday to Friday. I asked for her leave when she was nearing birth. Only Saturday Sunday I have not participated in noreh, it is not strong to be carried away.

finish cooking if you have a holiday sometimes go to the house of Mak or to the house of the sister so do not drowsiness. If you are at home, you want to sleep. Afraid he said that sleeping in the morning can get wet calf-provoking disease. I don't know the myths or facts either.

This morning I went to Mak's house. Arriving at Mak's house happens to be Mak again making donut cakes. So help make it round.

" Mak yesterday I Ultrasound again he said still breech. If the lahiran is still bungsang advised to operate with the doctor" my story

" yes it's okay what's important all healthy survivors" replied Mak

While making donuts we continue to do

" oh yeah don't forget to be prepared later for baby needs the same you put a bag or suitcase so happy later to take it" said my mother again

" sit is ready" I replied

I'm at Mak's house until noon. All eat there. Lelas Zuhur I just got a gift from a donut from Mak.

The story has a story turns out my youngest sister wants to get married. About three weeks. Her future husband is still one of our same villages. Two more days of fiancee shopping. So these two days I'm busy going back and forth to Mak's house

Tonight's my sister's fiancee. I from this afternoon to the house Mak bring change of clothes so that afternoon my husband came home alone to take a shower off the new magrib he came here again. The event was quite lively, from the male side about five dozen people who came quite crowded. Our own family is crowded. Ten o'clock the new show is over. I'm going home because I still have to work tomorrow.

When I got home, I changed my clothes and went to sleep. Pregnant women are a little difficult to sleep sometimes. Sometimes wrong back slanting is wrong. Every pregnant woman feels. Sometimes if you want to sleep on your back ask for a swab of the same husband sir so that he can sleep. Stomach in the pillow make it comfortable. The fan does not stop.

Getting closer to labor often urinate.it's all God-given favors.I'm grateful to be able to feel it. During pregnancy, it is easy. Not feeling nausea or vomiting. I have to take care of my health any minute my youngest brother wants to get married.

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