WHEN THE HEART IS NUMB (I AM IN TURN 3 YOUTH)

JULID'S NEIGHBOR

Part 4 - WHEN THE HEART IS NUMB

"How are you guys?" ask my two sisters.

"Okay, sister" Sindy who just shook hands and asked me back.

"Yes, as you can see" I forced a smile.

"Thank God, oh my brother" Sindy said, holding my hand.

I tried to hide the invisible wound, now I just want to calm down.

"Eh, you've eaten yet" I asked my two sisters

"Not yet sister, the new mother shopping was in the shop of Rosi so not yet to cook" Doni did not cover other circumstances with Sindy who slightly pinched Doni because it was too honest.

"No papa, let's eat chicken noodles like yuk yuk brother who treat. Invite your father to your mother" I told Doni to call father and mother behind the house.

Sometimes this makes me think over and over again if I don't help my father and mother. Even though I got home late in the afternoon, but mother has not cooked yet even just been able to shop for vegetables. Usually the price of vegetables in the store bu Rosi is cheaper if it is late afternoon, because surely no one will buy the vegetables. Although my family has no people, but my mother always taught us not to pay even if it was just a little.

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Me and all my family were just walking to the chicken noodle shop about 10 minutes from my house. There is a sense of happiness when seeing them happy too, even if only with simple things.

"Mas, his chicken noodle pesen 5 yes. Anyone want to be the same claw?"

"Same mother didn't Lan"

"Ohh ok. So the 3 bowls using the plug 2 do not use the plug yes mas" I ordered the noodles before I chose the position.

"Ok neng, the new feeling of home what neng. Yesterday mamang through the kayaknya no neng Bulan" the noodleman who is also a neighbor near my house.

"Yes, just recently mang". I look at the choice of flavored drinks.

"Ice iced orange 1 yes mang, which is 4 iced tea only" I immediately ordered because surely others will order iced tea as usual.

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After eating chicken noodles earlier, we immediately went home the day was also dark.

I miss very much the same room in my time before work, now Sindy who occupies because the room at home is also only 3. Last time I occupied my room Sindy was still sleeping with mom while Doni with dad happened to be that time they also still did not dare to sleep alone. My room also looked the same, there was only an additional 1 old-fashioned closet and some books belonging to my sister Sindy.

I who was tired immediately fell asleep left Sindy alone with just a pile of her books. Because tomorrow Sindy has an exam so she studies hard tonight. I also closed my ears because Sindy kept shouting while memorizing some materials.

***

My morning was awakened by Sindy yelling because I accidentally kicked her.

"Kakakkkkk" Sindy woke me up.

" Ehh, where are you Sin" I was surprised not to see Sindy beside me.

"I fell down, I couldn't sleep like a horse" Sindy wrote

"The name is also a sleeping person, not realizing it is anyways the mattress is narrow so it is maap"

"Oh yes, I want to wake up. I was ready to go to school in the morning" Sindy continued to babble as she prepared to go to the bathroom.

I also woke up but my goal to the kitchen was to grab a cup of water and then take a few sips. Look at the bucket that usually contains rice. Turns out to stay a little, maybe the mother has not got a salary because this is still almost the end of the month. I don't know when I'll be in the village either. The intention to wander again had not been thought of in my brain. My mom and dad don't know if I quit my job.

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"Sister, leave first" Sindy said goodbye to me.

"There's no pocket money yet ?" ask me to make sure.

"Udah kok, lumayan to take the angkot later from oada walk" Sindy reply like expecting something from me.

"Yes yes, I don't know. Now for 2 well the same Doni talking about Doni where ?"

" Doni had left earlier, about his waiting for his old brother he said. From the bathroom just came out"

"Ehehe knew abis semedi about her. Yaudah gih there to leave later loh"

"Yes,assalamualaikum"

"Milkahmur"

Shower in the morning feels cold, I intend to walk a little morning while sunbathing. Seeing the busyness of the neighbors is well mother morning there is another neighbor gibahin, sda to the vegetable maker even in the morning there is another looking for buszsheettt heedeuhhhh.

"Ehhh Lan, when are you coming home?" ask Rosi the owner of the vegetable shop. Together with the mothers who took turns staring at me.

"Yesterday afternoon ma'am" I'm without a stale ado.

"Take time off well neng, usually the month of the ordinary month does not go home new lebaran back home" sambar bu Ning who was born

"I - yes ma'am "I don't want to bother dealing with Ms. Ning.

"Where does it work there ? Eh that's Riska's son mother invited him to work with you rather than just eating to sleep at home" Ms. Ning who put hope in my answer.

"Ehh ma'am, I'm sorry I mules first about her" I immediately ran away to avoid the question bu Ning who incriminated me.

Ah, to the neighboring kepoan of this one is indeed the level of a god if it is answered continuously, it could be a train later. There are no neighbors of yours, either,my neighbors must have a loh not even just one person can be two or three people only who are in the decket house just well what else a hundred meters ahead can be a material gibah even though just hitchhiking through doang yah. What else in the village through front of the tongkrongan people must excuse me, smile, bend the body there is aja deh event.

Very different in the city, what else is the different alley we are a common plate road just no one says eh that's a proud child really, do not want to excuse me, do not want to ask, do not want to ask,don't want this don't want it complicated anyway. Patience must also be the level of god ngadepin mother of steel barbaju, thumping us far away.