When Nathan met Lee

First Baby

Lele, who is still being held by a doctor, cannot see Lee in his hospital room. The woman was so confused why she was not allowed to leave the perinatology room. He could only sit with all the questions churning in his mind.

Suddenly a doctor came and approached him.

"Miss, are you Miss Lee Ji An's family?" ask a beautiful and graceful doctor.

"Yes my doctor is the brother of a patient named Lee Ji An" Lele said with a frown. Lele still didn't understand why the doctor was holding himself back there.

"Well Miss, let's go into the perinatology room, let's see the baby that Mrs Lee gave birth to" the doctor said. Lele could only nod he followed the footsteps of the Doctor.

And now they were standing in front of a flat table and there lay a baby wrapped in a shroud.

"Oh my God is he that baby?" Lele was so hurt to see the shroud cover the little baby, so small and tiny he did not survive the trauma that had occurred at the time of delivery.

"This baby was born with a state of severe asphyxia and can no longer be saved, the condition of the placenta that has been released prematurely makes this baby can not breathe and lack of oxygen, which is not possible, the oxygen supply stops suddenly and makes the baby run out of O2. So the supply of O2 intake is no longer there at all, sorry we can not save this tiny baby!" the doctor said with a very guilty face.

"What a pity this baby. She looked so healthy though," Lele shed her tears. The woman did not even want to hold the baby's corpse, so scared because it was so sad.

"Yes, if there is no trauma, then this baby is guaranteed to be born healthy and safe" said the doctor.

"What doctor is the sex of this baby, and how much does it weigh?" lele asked as he looked at the Doctor with his wet eyes the woman could no longer hold back the crying. He couldn't even hold the baby. She was so sad because it was undeniable during pregnancy that she took care of all the necessities of giving all the baby equipment from starting baby clothes to shoes and so on.

Now even all the baby's preparations and equipment can no longer be worn, because the good can only be wrapped in a shroud.

"Mistress Lee Ji An's baby is female, weighing about 2400 grams. And the length is about 46 Cm. No congenital abnormalities suffered by this baby are all fine, but the cause of death of the baby is due to the placenta that has been released prematurely," the pediatrician explained the history of the death of the tiny baby.

The tears of the woman flowed back. His heart was so sliced when he saw how innocent the baby was. The baby that looked so beautiful was very similar to Lee Ji An, but her age was not long and it really made her heart slice with such a deep wound.

"Oh my God, your baby looks a lot like your mother. You are so beautiful skin so white and clean, but now you are asleep for good. Goodbye my little baby, may you quickly re-incarnate to be Lee Ji An's son again. In order for you to feel the affection of a Mother from your mother who was so kind-hearted," Lele continued to cry with a sobbing while gently stroking the baby's head.

"The doctor of the child can only be silent with regret in his heart. The death of the baby was not the fault of the doctor or because of the delivery process, but the death of the baby was due to trauma experienced by Lee Ji An. If it is like this then who will be blamed, blaming each other will be useless because it will not make the baby come back to life.

With courage the woman also tried to hold the baby with her hands shaking. The real value is not being able to hold the baby because he is very afraid of not being able to hold his emotions. But the baby must be needed because he could not bear to let the good cold on the flat table.

"Oh my God, I hold you like this. Think of me as your mother, son, because I won't let Lee see you, because if she sees you she'll definitely be in a heavy shock. Too bad you two can't live together, when you're mother and son, this hug I take as the last hug of a mother even though I'm not your mother but take me as your mother. I'll bury you soon without Lee Ji An's knowledge. I'm not gonna let Lee Ji An see you darling. Since it would definitely make her scream in pain, which woman would bear to see her fruit wrapped by the shroud. So I'm sorry, I'm going to bury you without showing you to the mother, I'm just going to give her a picture" Lele said, hugging the tiny baby's body tightly.

A truly lifeless baby. The baby Lee Ji An has been carrying for 9 months is no longer breathing. Lele continued to cry, her tears flowing profusely without her being able to overcast anymore. The pain in his heart was like a blade piercing thousands of times.

As a woman Lele felt a deep pain, even though she herself had not felt what it was like to lose a child. But the loss of her own son made her very tormented.

"You I haven't named yet, your mother will give you the name of son" Lele said as she peeked at the cold, stiff little body's forehead.

Then Lee also laid back the stiff little body on the flat table.

"Oh my God it hurts so much to lose, I feel such a deep pain, What about Lee Ji An. What will happen to him when he hears that the baby he wants that he loves cannot be saved" said Lele in his heart, the woman was really hurt by the loss of the baby.

Seriate.