When Nathan met Lee

Apologies

Now Sehun and Lee are at the hotel. They were silent. Because of waiting for Ryu Jin to sleep first.

They booked a room for three. At first Lee was reluctant but Lee did not want Sehun to be angry with him.

"Ryu looks very tired because all day she keeps crying, sorry Dear Mother, has made Ryu Jin sad. We shouldn't have come here" Lee Ji An said with a sad eye, looking at his son who was now asleep.

Sehun himself now just sat on the sofa while staring at Lee Ji An and Ryu Jin. His heart was still painful and very broken. His affection for the woman now in front of him was immense, but she had the heart to break all her beliefs. But whatever the power, Sehun could not be angry with the woman, because he loved Lee Ji An so much.

After making sure that his baby was sound asleep Lee Ji An immediately sat on the sofa beside Sehun.

"Want to drink?" lee Ji An asked just a pleasant word, because Sehun had said nothing. Sehun really did not make a sound even as if he was not breathing.

Sehun just shook his head, when Lee Ji An offered him a drink.

"Why are you silent like that, you better be angry with me, you should be burying me, than I am silenced like this" Lee Ji An said to Sehun.

"I have to how Lee. I will never be angry with you. No matter how big your mistake, because I love you so much, so I will always forgive you even if you don't apologize to me" Sehun said as he looked at Lee Ji An with a sad look in his eyes.

"You can't be like that, you should be mad at me, you can slap me, you can curse me, I've lied to you, I'm sorry Sehun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," lee said with a shrill cry.

"I want to forgive you, no matter how you hurt me, I will forgive you, because I love you so much. How many times have I told you that even if you break my heart, I will still forgive you, Lee." Sehun shed his tears, he felt sick and devastated when he heard himself that Lee had done him wrong.

"It can't be too good like this, I feel more guilty towards you, get angry at me, why don't you get angry at all?" Lee Ji An continued to shake Sehun's body, but Sehun only looked at Lee Ji An with his wet eyes.

"There's no way I'm angry with you, the pain I'm feeling right now, I'm going to hold on for my love for you, even though I know you don't love me at all" Sehun said with tears streaming down his eyes, the pain that the man felt really made his soul seem to be shattered.

"I don't want you to be quiet." Lee whined while wiping away her tears, the woman felt even more guilty. Sehun is too good for him to fool. Especially so far Sehun who always provides support for him, when Lee was injured and when he ran away. With his insistence he fooled Sehun That's why he felt so guilty that Sehun was not angry with him.

"Have not cried, if I saw you crying like this, my heart ached even more, why do you keep apologizing to me. While I have forgiven you, forget all this, we assume that everything never happened" Sehun said as he hugged Lee Ji An tightly.

"Enough, if you want to know, my heart breaks once, it hurts, and I can't feel anything else, other than this pain. That's why I beg you to forget everything, I will assume that it never happened" Sehun explained.

"Sorry, please forgive me, I beg you to forgive me." The woman hugged Sehun tightly, with tears that kept dripping.

"I've forgiven you I've forgotten everything, please don't reveal any more of it, should we sleep now?" pinta Sehun while wiping away the tears dripping on the cheeks of the woman he loved so much.

"Thank you Sehun, thank you." Lee then left Sehun and slept on the bed with his baby. Sehun himself just sat on the sofa while staring at the two people who would be a part of his life.

"It's actually too painful. That's why I won't bring it up, I'll forget it all because if I remember all that, then my heart is getting broken and fragile, I can't imagine you sleeping in one room, I can't imagine you guys sleeping in one, I can't imagine the man touching your body back, hugging your body back, because I'm sure he would have done just that, as you did before you had children, especially now that you have children, surely he will be more free to touch you, you have succeeded in taking Lee Ji An from me, it hurts to bring all this up, then you should be quiet, dear," sehun said at the bottom of his heart, The man only looked at Lee with his tears.

As much as possible she hid the pain in her heart, by pretending that everything was fine. In reality, everything is not okay. Even everything seemed to make his life crumble.

Sehun was indeed one room with the woman, but he never touched Lee, even now he chose to sleep on the sofa in honor of his future wife.

On the other hand Lee Ji An had now hugged baby Ryu Jin tightly, she actually knew Sehun was so devastated that he betrayed her. But Sehun's attitude towards him really made him feel even more a deep sense of guilt.

"So you're too kind to me, even after knowing what I'm doing behind your back, you're still silent and saying that you're willing to forgive me, what your heart is made of, what it's made of, which makes it hard for me to choose. Actually my heart has gone far away from you Sehun. My heart has returned to Nathan's, but seeing that your attitude has become harder and harder for me to leave you, your kindness has made me melt into you, Lord I beg you to give my love to Sehun as soon as possible, I don't want to betray her anymore" said Lee Ji An at the bottom of his heart, the woman tried to hold back her tears closed her eyes but still the tears dripped even with her eyes closed.

The night was getting late but both of them could not close their eyes. Sehun stood with the pain he still felt, while Lee himself stood with guilt and regret that was now in his chest.

It did not feel until the morning arrived they both did not fall asleep at all. They stand among the restlessness that never subsides. To forget the time that now the moon has come home and the sun has come to welcome the day.

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sorry there was an update error, though,