When Nathan met Lee

S E S A L

After crying and blue haru had colored the entire waiting room of the operating room lost it. Nathan, who was still trembling with fear, could not say anything. Good a word, because he really felt very guilty for the incident that befell his lover.

Who really left? Did Lee Ji An really leave? Or the baby who had left, all the chaos in his mind gathered violently and made him seem to lose his way. All looked so real, the pain of the people around him because of him, Sehun, Lele and Yuan Chuan, they all felt the same pain as him.

Nothing could calm his mind other than Lee Ji An's safety. This time it all felt hard and heavy. The burden of his mind as if it could not stop there, what if it turned out that the unsaved and departed were the lover of his heart. What if he really can't talk to Lee Ji An anymore?

Among the anxieties mixed with a deep regret, now opened was a ray of hope. Where the operating room is open and out of the cage with the body of Lee Ji An who was still stretched stiff helplessly out of the room to the hospital room.

Be grateful that Lee Ji An is still breathing, even though he is not self-conscious.

"Lee...." Nathan said very slowly, chasing after the blankar that had been slept with by the woman he loved so much.

"Yes God. Be thankful that Lee survived," Lele looked so happy, as did Sehun. They were with the blankar pursuers who had been pushed by Sister into the VIP room that Lee Ji An would occupy.

"Thank God!" Sehun said so loudly, he was so grateful that Lee was still given a chance to live.

Lee is in the VIP room. All the families looked at the patient who was still unconscious.

Now Lee has been laid on his pain bed. The woman really looked very pale and also suffered so much. Nathan, who saw clearly Lee's condition, really felt sorry for making his woman in pain. It was very difficult especially when it came to telling Lee that the baby could not be saved.

"Dear fast healthy. Get well soon, dear. I'm sorry I made you this sick, I'm so sorry. Don't know what I'm gonna tell you. All this is because of me, we lost our baby, please forgive me dear. I can't say anything other than asking you to!" nathan said at the bottom of his heart. The man said with the confidence of his soul. That he really asked Lee to be sincere. About all the regrets that were felt had really tormented him.

Even now his body still trembled helplessly, not knowing what to do. He wanted to hug the body of the lover, but now he could only look at the lover from a distance of two meters, because now Lee was still examined by several Nurses and Doctors.

"Sorry, you should not wait too much in the room, because the patient is still in a state of unconsciousness. He will be conscious for the next few hours because the patient is currently still under the influence of drugs" said one of the nurses. Sehun and the others, all of them just fell silent. While the one who approached and saw clearly it was Physician Yuan Chuan.

"Well Doctor, thank you very much" Lele said with teary eyes. She was very grateful that the easy Miss had been saved. In reality, God has taken an innocent baby back to his side.

The nurse and several nurses left the room. Then now there are four people who accompany Lee Ji An in the room. Nathan slowly approached his beloved. He walked as if he was drifting because the fear and regret felt made his soul a piece of water torn apart.

Nathan is now sitting on a chair beside his beloved's bed. The man looked at Lee Ji An from top to bottom, tracing the entire body and face of his heart lover. The man really could not say anything other than shedding his tears.

A teardrop filled with regret. The man regretted for having made his heart lover suffer like that. He opened Lee Ji An's blanket slowly and appeared to be wearing surgery clothes.

Slowly the man undressed Lee Ji An so that a very large bandage covered Lee Ji An's stomach.

"Yes God. You must be in a lot of pain. Look at even such a big bandage, the doctor must have ripped your stomach to get our baby out. Even though our baby can't be saved in the end" Nathan said very slowly. The man looked at Lee's stomach with tears in his eyes. Nathan was so sorry for everything he did.

Sehun saw the bandage and he could only close his eyes and throw his face away. Everyone who was there really could not bear to see it all. Finally Lele tried to cover Lee's clothes and enveloped Lee Ji An's body again.

"I just want to see!" nathan said slowly while continuing to pay attention to his beloved heart. His eyes never stopped looking at Lee. He was completely powerless to endure all the cries of the man crying continuously silently and without a sound.

Her tear drops really described a deep pain and regret. The man really regretted and cursed himself for not even being able to look after the woman he loved so much.

Even now indirectly the man has killed the baby that has been conceived by his lover. A healthy and strong baby is gone. He has failed to become a father and become a man. Because he's all the pain Lee started. The man promised to atone for all his sins and mistakes in the future.

He promises to wipe out all of Lee's suffering and replace it with the love he gave. His heart was so overcrowded that he saw the woman he loved most lying weakly and unconscious like that. The man was eager to see Lee open his eyes and say his name and prepare himself.

Nathan was speechless as he looked at Lee with a thousand deep regrets. If only, if only, you were all wondering but it had already happened. And no need to imagine anymore. Now everything has happened. He was the root of all the pain that the woman felt. Only regret remained and the peerless wound of regret continued to torment him.

seriated.

small note Author :

Hiroo's best friend Nathan and Lee.

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