When Love is Tassified

Chapter 6 - Confused

"You changed a lot Naura. You are no longer polite to your parents, is this what you get from your promiscuity? Is this a lesson you learned from your school? I send you to graduate junior high in the hope that you can be smart and polite to others, including to people older than you. In the hope of understanding what is good and what is not. In the hope that you do not follow in the footsteps of mother to a sinful world, but what? You let Mom down, Naura. You didn't listen to Mom's advice and now you're trying to seduce your own mother's husband? I'm really disappointed."

"What is this Mother's belief in me? What did I say that wasn't convincing until Mom didn't believe me and trusted this lunatic liar more?" Naura was more disappointed. A mother who he hoped for her protection actually now even shows her dislike just because of a new man. A mother who should protect her daughter, but not Naura who actually cornered her.

"Mom doesn't believe it because all the evidence is so clearly visible."

"Proof what, Mom? What evidence makes Mom so sure I'm wrong and she's right? The evidence that only Mother saw in her view, the evidence that Mother heard only through her speech, the evidence that clearly Mother did not see by the head of her own eyes, Mother, and the evidence was completely inaccurate but Mother trusted him more," Naura replied looking disappointed at the woman who had given birth to her and raised her for eighteen years.

"It's very clear the evidence, you come home at night, drunk as a gini, skimpy clothes, your state that looks chaotic, what's the name if you've done something wrong out there." Farida still doesn't trust her daughter.

"So you don't trust me? If I had Mom to choose between Naura and Om Bara, who would you choose?" In the end Naura had to do this to find out what her mother felt like. Will Naura's hope come true? Or end in disappointment.

Farida was silent, she had a hard time making a choice between the two. If he chooses Naura, it means he has to be ready to lose Bara. But if he chooses Bara, then Naura will feel heartache for his decision.

"Honey, you better choose Naura. He is your son and I am just someone else. True Naura said, I am just an old man who came to your life and messed things up. If you don't believe me I'm sincere because Naura is your daughter. Even if I'm telling you the truth about Naura, you definitely won't believe me." Bara showed a disappointed face wrapped in sadness. He wanted to see who Farida was going to side with, him or Naura?

"No, I trust you more than Naura."

Deg.

Naura's heart was pierced by a thousand needles. It hurts, that's how he feels when his mother doesn't believe him.

"So Mom trusted him more and chose to live with him. All right, then I'm the one that's out of this house." Naura did not want to stay there anymore with the man who had abused her. He does not want to live among hypocrites like Bara.

Naura went to her room, packing every item she had into a large bag.

Farida herself was still motionless with an erratic mind. Instead of preventing her daughter from leaving there, Farida was dumbstruck with an injured heart. Disappointed at the behavior of the princess who is out of control.

"Farida, what are you doing? Naura is your son and you want to let him just walk away from here? You're his mother, you shouldn't have let him go." Bara seemed to show her empathy, but in her heart was very happy Naura came out of the house.

The beautiful round-faced girl stared intensely at her mother's face, who did not care about her or want to look at her.

"Farida, stop Naura's move. Don't you get her out of here!"

"No need Om try to stop me, I won't believe by your rotten mouth!"

"Go away from here Naura! I don't want you to come near my husband." Farida went to her room. His heart did not want to let the Princess go from there, but the words of the west kept ringing in his ears causing him to distrust the Princess.

"Okay, I'll go. If one day you know the truth, don't ever look for me!" And Naura came out of the house with lethargic steps.

Bara smiled grinning. "I managed to get Naura out of this house. This is my chance to approach naura without having to hide anymore."

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Confusion struck Naura. He was confused about where to go at night like this. Everyone was asleep, the place felt quiet even though there were some people who were on the move at night. However, to Naura it felt hollow.

"I can't believe that mom would choose that guy over me. Mother I let me go more than she did. Why did you have to take care of me?" at each step, Naura prayed to God that a truth be shown to her mother.

Rain spots slowly wet the earth with tears that also wet the cheeks. Crying was disappointed when the person he expected to be able to protect him just like that did not care. For every mother, the child is her lamp, her lamp and her most precious treasure. I'll do it for the sake of the baby, but Naura doesn't seem to get that special treatment.

The body was drenched in rain water, sitting languidly as if unable to continue its steps anymore. The sobs grew louder as the lightning struck.

"Aakhhhh Lord ... Why is this happening to me? Do I not deserve happiness? Is it because I am a sinful woman and was born from the womb of a sinful woman that you gave me this kind of trial? Just once give me a chance to prove I'm right, but you won't let me win. I hate you God, I can't believe you exist. If you were, you'd be fair to me. Why?" naura's screams lit up the Lord over everything that befell her.

Being born in a sinful environment keeps Naura away from her God and does not recognize who her God is. The free association he often found made Naura do one thing, happy in her own way without caring haram and halal an action.