When Love is Tassified

Chapter 17 - Want to change

Naura learned a lot from Khanza and Azriel. Sincerity, sincerity, patience, and a supportive family. He who was born as an only child and did not know whose father, envied the familiarity of Azriel and Khanza.

"Where's your family, Nau?" asked Azzura who was also there to see the state of Naura. Even Azzam was with his youngest son, Naufal.

"family?" considering the family, Naura's face looked extremely moody. He even looked down with teary eyes.

Azzura held Naura's hand. "If you don't want a story it's okay. That's your personal problem."

"Actually I don't know if you're thinking about me or not. I'm out of the house and mom chose her new husband." Naura wasn't lying, she was telling the truth about what she was going through.

"Why is that? Do you guys have any problems? Worse than a mother is your parents who you must respect, heaven is on the soles of the feet of the mother, son. You can't be angry let alone hostile to your mother."

"Tante, there's one thing that gets me out of the house. I'm not mad at my mother, but I'm just disappointed at her attitude of trusting other men more than I am. Mom's still on me, she kicked me out and picked a guy I just met. Until now I don't know if you're thinking about me, looking for you, or not."

Azzura had no idea what kind of trouble Naura was in. But hearing his story, he felt sorry for Naura. "You who are patient, may Allah give way for you and your mother to meet again and unite."

"You have a problem with your mother?" asked Khanza who was there while enjoying a snack kua brought by his mother.

"Yes." Yeah."

"What's the problem until his mother's brother won't look?" Khanza was made curious about the life of the woman he helped.

"Khanza, you can't say that. It's a personal matter and you don't need to know." Azzura scolds her daughter, she also wants to know, but she does not want to force Naura to tell her.

"It's okay, Auntie. I also don't know why my mother didn't look for me, but before I got out of the house, my mother defended her clearly wrong husband. Mother was consumed by slander given by Om Bara who said that I was trying to seduce her husband, if I was a woman at night. Everything you say is not the reality. My mother was angry and did not want to see me. I also prefer her husband."

"O Allah, there is also a mother who believes in the words of others" Khanza said, not believing that her mother Naura could do such a thing.

"Have you tried to explain that you weren't wrong?" ask Azzura.

"Already, Aunt. But mom doesn't trust me. I don't know what else to do. One side I want to see mom, but on the other side I'm afraid to meet om Bara who tries ..." Naura paused her remark recalling the moment the old man tried to harass her. His eyes were closed, holding back the anger he felt.

"Try what, brother?" ask Khanza.

"Try to harass me."

"Innalilahi," said Azzura and Khanza simultaneously do not believe that the girl who was sitting in the cage is experiencing a bad thing.

"I'm sorry, we shouldn't have discussed this. You must be traumatized by the limits of the events that have befallen you. Once again we are sorry," said Azzura, not feeling good to have to discuss Naura's life.

"It's okay, Auntie. This is indeed my bitter story that is far from the holy word. Even I am not as good as you, I am a lot of sins and I do not know my Lord closely." Hearing Khanza and Azriel who often teach makes Naura's heart calm and embarrassed. Shame in every action he does.

"You mean you never pray?" ask Azzura. Without hesitation Naura nodded her head as a sign that she had never prayed.

"Najai doesn't know either?" khanza asked and again Naura nodded as a sign that she could not teach.

Azzura and Khanza interlock lyrics with minds that are hard to guess.

Naura's face was gloomy, she slowly shook her head. "No. I only have a mother, and I don't know where my father is. My mother worked more often without teaching me. You just want me to learn and school right and be a successful person."

"If you want to learn, you can. It is never too late to learn. Want to be old young, and also mature is not an obstacle to studying."

"learned? But who wants to teach me when I grow up like this? No one will want to." Naura becomes interested in the world that Khanza is doing. He was interested in reading the Qur'an, he was interested in wearing closed clothes, he was interested in doing a movement called prayer. It began there are signs when in his sleep often hear people teach. His conscience is so calm and peaceful.

"Many dear. There are many teachers who will teach you. And if you want, Aunty or Khanza can help you, right Khanza?" Azzura.

"Yes, Brother. We'll be happy to help you, brother."

Naura smiled glad that someone would help her, but she was confused about where to stay.

"When I study there should be a place to live, where should I live? I'm confused, and if I go back there I don't want to, I'm afraid." Going back to the club, Naura did not want to. Not because I didn't want to meet Melinda, but because I didn't want anyone to approach her to try to frame her. Naura was already unwilling to be in an environment filled with the night world.

"Just stay at your house!" knock someone.

Azzura and Khanza turned towards the door where his voice came from.

"Mama."

"grandmother."

"My family has helped you enough, so don't bother us anymore!" Fatimah looked at Naura.

"Well, Naura was in need of help .." nun Azzura's words were immediately cut off by Fatimah.

"What other rock? A residence? Mama does not want ya we continue to take care of the child is not clear origin of this. He's someone else, and because of him you all bothered to go back and forth to the hospital."

Naura felt guilty. He was already troubling others because of his weakly lying self.

"Sorry," said Naura.

"Sorry you won't be enough for the care our family gives us. So, please don't bother us again, ok!"

"Well, Naura wants to learn about her religion, is that wrong? The matter of residence, Naura can still stay in the rented."

"Many people out there are willing to teach him, but not us again. This week we have been helping him, and let him try this time. It's so good to keep helping us, it's not clear!"

"But, Mah ..."

"There's no buts! Anyway mama doesn't want you guys dealing with this obscure girl!"

That pain was what Naura felt. "unclear? I'm not sure who my father is."